"If it weren't for my brother working hard outside for so many years! Pick me up! I've been driven crazy for a long time!! ”

Yan Bai remembered the year she lived in the Yan family's mansion after her mother left.

Can you imagine a three-year-old child being pinned to the ground, pinching his wrists and thighs?

When she was three years old, she would add large and small bruises to her body almost every once in a while.

And during that time, she basically didn't have enough food and clothing.

All the servants bullied her.

What she eats every day is some leftovers that Yu Qiao and others have eaten, and those meals are basically spoiled and inedible.

So she often starved, and before she met Yuan Mengmeng, she almost belonged to the situation where she could only eat one meal a day for three meals a day.

Sometimes when she passed by the places that sold small vendors, she was grumbling with hunger, but she had no money to buy something to eat.

Moreover, the people of the Yan family never drove her to school, she was always alone, at six o'clock in the morning, she got up and went to the kindergarten with her schoolbag on her back.

In winter, all she could bring to keep warm was a small shabby padded jacket and a pair of thin trousers.

In order to please Yu Qiao, the new hostess, the servants of the Yan family hid her thick clothes.

So all winter that year, she wore that shabby little padded jacket to school.

Clothes will stink after wearing them for a long time, so the children in the class don't play with her, and they give her a nickname, "garbage picker".

Because the smell of her body is like garbage.

That year can be said to be the darkest time in Yan Bai's childhood.

And in her darkest time, Yan Fusheng never appeared in front of her eyes.

Later, she also heard that Yu Qiao was pregnant with Yan Fusheng's child, she heard that Yan Fusheng and Yu Qiao were living well, and she also heard that they were going to get married.

Do you know what is the most desperate thing when a person is in despair?

It is when the last bit of thought in your heart is crushed after you have been oppressed.

In that year, Yan Bai looked forward to seeing Yan Fusheng every day, even if the servants were always mocking her, she was still firm in her inner thoughts.

He wanted her to come to her and explain to her that it was all fake.

But he didn't!

So one day, on her way back to the Yan family's mansion, she saw a big screen playing a video of him and Yu Qiao's marriage.

The little thought in Yan Bai's heart was finally shattered.

She still remembers that day she stood on the street, watching Yu Qiao in the video holding Yan Fusheng's wrist and watching them kiss happily together.

The cold wind blew on Yan Bai's face, and by the time she reacted, she had already burst into tears.

When a person has experienced despair, endured great pain, and is completely disappointed in a person, then this person is not so important to her.

What if he was her biological father?

If she could, she would rather not have been to this world.

If she could, she would rather not be his daughter.

Yan Bai roared, tears gradually gathering in her eyes, and she took a deep breath, trying to hold back the tears.

As early as nine years ago, she swore that she would never shed a single tear for the Yan family again!

"In vain...... It was my fault...... It's all my fault. ”