The orange clouds in the evening are as magnificent as fire, the temperature is also scorching, the little orange outside the convenience store is setting up the electric grill, I am picking out some snacks and drinks on the shelves of the store, looking at the sweaty little orange, I suddenly feel like I don't want to go out of this air-conditioned room.

The store plays a weird mix of jazz and rock.

I don't consciously want to shake my head, I've been overly relaxed these days, and the weather is too hot.

Snacks and drinks were mostly in the basket, and I went back to the counter to be on duty, with the occasional few people coming in to buy beer or chips.

After setting up the electric grill, Xiao Cheng came in sweating profusely and walked straight to the lounge to rest.

The shop fell silent again.

I pulled out a black notebook from the clutter drawer at the counter, left by the tired woman that morning.

Obviously, such a person is more like a person who wants to commit suicide, but he has been holding on to his life. And that seemingly carefree high school student actually committed suicide in the water.

But who can judge who qualifies as suicidal?

Will that woman come back to this notebook? Or does she not care at all?

I flipped to the title page, and there seemed to be some brainstorming-style notes on it, many words that seemed unrelated and unrelated, and there were many different font sizes, like a collage of big-character posters, but there were many different arrows circling around, and I guess only she could understand it.

She is encrypting her own language, teaching you how to make high-score notes compared to the best-selling ones on the market, telling you how to think with notes, and letting you put your inner thoughts on display to the world, but these notes must be bright and useful.

"Well, something that doesn't mean anything to the world doesn't deserve to be recorded. People who don't mean anything to the world are not worth existing. ”

I always saw question marks in her notes, and she seemed to be asking herself questions all the time, but like a test paper, I could barely see the answer from her answer sheet.

It's almost all scribbled handwriting, weird symbols.

But although she is haggard in her memory, she should be a type of person who integrates into society, struggling methodically at the workplace, presenting an organized part of the world, and surviving according to the rules of the world, but she can't find her own rules, and her heart is messy.

"Huang Miao, what are you doing in a daze?" Little Orange didn't know when she walked out.

I shook my head: "Nothing. ”

"It's slow to get dark in the summer. In this way, the temperature will not come down, and we may have to move a big fan out. "Orange didn't delve into my anomaly.

"It's a barbecue, it's a big fan, isn't that a food stall? Anyway, if we put it like this outside, won't the chengguan really come to catch us? "I expressed my doubts.

"We're an electric grill, it's healthy, and we don't sell it." Xiao Cheng was relieved, "By the way, do you want to call some friends to play with you too?" ”

I thought about it for a while, and I only thought of the stars, but she didn't agree with me working here, so it didn't seem appropriate to call her over, and then, then, as if I couldn't think of anyone else, it turned out that I didn't have any friends.

I smiled wryly, then shook my head: "I'm still on duty tonight, just watch you guys play." ”

"Su Shun, how can I be willing to let you still be on duty, let's play together." Little Orange giggles.

"I'm reluctant to go to work, I still want to go to work, how comfortable it is to blow the air conditioner inside, and then you bake it and send it in for me to eat." I expressed my vision.

"If you want to be beautiful, you want to eat it and bake it yourself, or let Su Shun bake it for you." Little Orange's smile was meaningful.

"Got it, you're going to take care of your friends tonight, right?" I also echo the words that have a deep meaning.

"Huang Miaomiao, the more you learn from Su Shun, the worse it gets."

"What, why did you get anything out of him. I'm telling you, I'm inherently bad. ”

"Yo Yo Yo, this happens to be in a nest with Su Shun snakes and rats, and you are complicit, no wonder you are so compromised." Little Orange grinned.

I stretched out my hand to hit Little Orange, and Little Orange exaggerated and looked very scared.

"Okay, okay, now help me on duty first, I'll go and pick up my friend back so you can see it."

"Go, go, step down."

After the wind chimes jingled and ding-dong, I was the only one left in the store. Unconsciously, I sighed again, but the rhythm of the drums of the music in the store was obviously cheerful, but I felt more tired.

Probably hot summers are like this, I looked at the notebook in the clutter pile, thinking that the woman is probably tormented by the summer heat, especially since there is a daily commute.

If I hadn't worked at this convenience store, would I have lived like that woman?

I don't know why, it's just repeating day after day, being squeezed by the world's factory.

But how long can we continue to be relaxed and happy? I can't stay in this convenience store for the rest of my life.

Moreover, I received an interview notice yesterday and have passed the first round of interviews, followed by the second round, and if I passed, I was admitted.

I don't know if I'm going to go yet.

The random playlist was playing, and it was a powerful electronic music again, but it made me feel a little irritated.

At the same time my stomach began to get hungry, and the sky outside finally began to darken, and I began to think about my dinner.

It's always so coincidental, Su Shun pushed open the glass door with a lot of food, and it seemed to be a reminder for eating.

"Why do you still buy so much food? Didn't you say barbecue tonight? I wondered, but I was attracted by the aroma of the nori rolls, and my stomach was bulging.

"The barbecue is a late-night snack, so we have to have dinner. I bought some Cantonese dim sum and I remember you said you liked to eat these. Su Shun took out the packages from the bag and showed off, "Golden quicksand bag, white snow ice meat bag, purple gold phoenix claw, Luohan Zhai rice noodles......."

The table was full of food like morning tea, which made me laugh like a child unconsciously, and Su Shun smiled contentedly when she saw my smile.

The two of them laughed stupidly.

"If I really say anything, just buy anything, can we eat it all?" Although he said this, he had already picked up a golden quicksand bag, tore the paper at the bottom, and then gulped down, and the dense quicksand sweet sauce spread, and the sweet feelings overlapped.

"Haha, I'm very confident in us, I'm sure we'll be able to finish it, anyway, I haven't eaten the purple gold phoenix feet, it turns out to be chicken feet steamed with braised sauce, hahaha, the name is enough tricks."

"The purple phoenix claws are delicious, if I went to the teahouse when I was a child, I must order them, you try them, you will definitely like them." I'm crazy about it.

Su Shun picked up a soft chicken claw, as if thinking about how to bite it, seeing this, I also picked up one: "Look at it, bite it section by section," and then I showed it, and finally ate the meat and spit out the bones cleanly, and I proudly showed the results.

Su Shun looked at it curiously and shockedly, and then handed me a tissue: "Admire and admire, the chicken feet are also eaten one by one." ”

"We're all small civilians in the market, right, that's what we're good at, hahaha."

"Then it seems that it's easier to be a small commoner in the market." Su Shun sighed.

"Maybe. But small people in the market are not easy to be happy in big things, such as life choices, what to do, where to live, whether they can achieve their ideals or something, so they will find ways to be more happy in small things, such as coming up with a lot of delicious food, coming up with a lot of nonsensical jokes, all kinds of small games or something. "I naturally revealed my thoughts in front of Su Shun, and in the past, I basically wouldn't say so much about being happy or unhappy with others.

Self-disclosure is sometimes a risk, and if the other person doesn't like the real you you, maybe the relationship is about to end, but at the moment, I feel like even at the risk, I still want to say what I think.

Su Shun seemed to be silent, and I smiled a little lonely, picked up an egg tart, and ate it slowly.

In the store, there is a more ethereal music, a song sung by men and women, the drum beat is slow, and the musical mimeology like water droplets like water flows, as if the clouds are gathering and scattering, as if in a dream, as if in a dream and outside a dream, as if in the past and present lives, time is blurred and distorted in this moment.

Will Su Shun stay away from me, or be close to my heart, it's like a gamble.

The ornamental sound of the flower snailed, and I felt like I was salivating over Su Shun's eyebrows, and I admitted, I didn't want to fall into the friend zone.

"I remember." Su Shun raised his head with a smile, "In the future, find more delicious food to come back, and think of some cold jokes, and also, why don't we go to escape the game next time we build a team." Su Shun did not avoid my words, but responded one by one, and the theme seemed to be, in the future?

My face and ears were a little hot, I took a sip of milk tea, and then nodded, and Su Shun smiled with satisfaction.

The corners of my mouth seemed to be unstoppably raised, and I picked up another ice meat bun, sweet fatty pork, double satisfaction.

Although I don't know where I'm going to go in the future? But now it's good.

There was the sound of a motorcycle engine outside, and we followed the sound to see that it was Xiao Cheng driving his noisy large motorcycle to the convenience store, and there was a girl sitting in the back seat.

I looked at it curiously, and I always felt that the girl was a little familiar.

After Xiao Cheng stabilized the car, the girl got out of the car carefully, but she seemed to be very clumsy and almost fell, but Xiao Cheng hurriedly helped her.

After Xiao Cheng got out of the car, she carefully untied the strap on the girl's helmet, and then took off the helmet, and I couldn't help but open my mouth in fright.

Orange took off her helmet and walked into the store with the girl's hand in her hand, the wind chimes on the glass door ringing like church bells.

When the girl came in and saw me at the counter, she was also surprised.

The two shouted each other's names at the same time.

"Misty" "Star"