086 Wishing for the Day (1)
It was already dark after dinner, and the moonlight was like a long silver ribbon around the flowers and trees. The light veil-like clouds float in the sky, as if hiding an ethereal wonderland like a mirage.
The evening breeze is slightly cool, the dark water flows flowers, the water in the garden is full of blooming lotus flowers, the tender stamens are condensed, the surging is dripping, the pavilion stands on the water waves, it seems to be unable to open, the desire to speak is silent, and the red is not red.
I stopped here, lingering in the wind to admire the flowers, and sighed for a long time before I made a decision: "I am going to see the princess." ”
Ju Xiang was surprised: "Why is the second lady going suddenly?" ”
I said, "I have an affair with the princess, and I must go and make it clear to her, and if it drags on like this, the love between us will eventually be exhausted." ”
Ju Xiang frowned and said, "Today's incident slave maid has heard some of it, it's not the fault of the second miss, the second miss is obviously well-intentioned," lowered her voice, "Second miss, don't go, besides, there is no preparation in such a hurry." ”
I shook it and said, "Juxiang, you don't understand," smiling slightly, "I don't need to prepare anything to meet the princess. ”
The string moon is like a hook, the summer insects are crisp, and a few stars are twinkling to accompany the cold moon, and before entering the courtyard, I heard the quarrel between Jianning and Wu Yao, and the two glass lantern lights hanging on the eaves are hazy.
Quietly approaching, Cuixiang was still standing at the door, waiting, seeing me, hurriedly saluted, I asked in a low voice, "What's going on inside?" ”
Cuixiang stuffed her head, her face was very ugly, she tilted her head slightly, and whispered: "It's not because of the afternoon, I'm arguing!" ”
I breathed sluggishly, a mixture of regret, disappointment, and surprise all surged up, straight to my chest, I was silent, Ju Xiang said in a worried tone: "Second Miss, it's better to accompany the second miss back first, come back tomorrow, there is no need to wade into this troubled water today." ”
I tried to suppress my breath and said, "It's all right, this matter started because of me, and it should be ended by me." ”
Ju Xiang leaned over and replied, "Yes." ”
As soon as I wanted to lift my feet and go inside, the door was suddenly kicked open, I stood in place in shock, and saw Wu Yao with a little anger, and he stepped out with a sad eyebrow, he found me, paused, shook his head, and didn't speak, and swept straight past me.
I hurriedly chased two steps, grabbed Wu Yao's arm, and asked, "What's the matter?" ”
Wu Yao glanced at me lightly and said, "It's nothing, it's a problem between me and her," looking at my warm expression, he said slowly, "It has nothing to do with you." ”
I frowned, lowered my head slightly, and asked, "How is the princess?" ”
Wu Yao smiled lightly, "You can just go and see." ”
I nodded and said, "Then I'll take a look." ”
Wu Yao said "um", and left quickly, I saw him walking farther and farther, Fang Xiang and Cuixiang commanded: "You stay outside, I'll go in and have a look." ”
When I entered the room, I saw Jianning standing by the window and peeping outside, when the night breeze blew in, gently raising her broken flower-saving yarn skirt, and the swaying window shadow fell on the lonely brick floor, reflecting the cold light of the Heren.
When she saw me, she reached out to me from a distance, my nose was sore, and tears were almost overflowing, and I hurried forward a few steps forward, and held her hands firmly.
I could clearly feel the shivering coldness in Jian Ning's body, and before she could speak, her tears were already full of tears, whimpering. I pulled out a silk from my sleeve, gently wiped her tears, and reluctantly laughed, "It's all my fault." ”
Jian Ning took a deep breath, shook his head, and forced a smile and said, "It's not your fault, it's a problem between me and him." ”
I couldn't help but be stunned, frowned and said, "If I hadn't had to pull you out, there wouldn't have been more troublesome things." ”
Jian Ning pulled me to the edge of the bed and sat down, and smiled compassionately, "I have these things with him, with you or not, it's just a matter of time or time, I think, it's better to be early than late." ”
I looked at Jianning and said, "But you ......" sighed, Ben was full of words, but in the end, he only dared to say three words softly: "Lord Rong." "I really don't want to sprinkle another handful of salt on Jianning's wounds, but I have to mention this.
Jian Ning looked at the candlelight, and suddenly smiled, laughing sarcastically, laughing fearfully, "Rong Ruo...... He has already been married," there was a hint of helplessness in his eyes, "Sometimes I wonder if there has been me in his heart?" ”
I said slowly, "I know, Lord Rong married a talented and good-looking woman two years ago," and after a pause, he asked carefully, "...... Happiness? ”
Jian Ning lowered his head and said sadly: "They ...... Very happy. There were tears in Jianning's eyes.
A cold moon shone into the window, the light of the lamp flickered, claustrophobic, red tears slipped quietly on the candlestick, and then formed a cluster of wax flowers, thick vermilion and light red, mixed with the smell of peach blossoms, from the ground, the room shrouded in a dark color.
After a while, Jian Ning's mind seemed to calm down a bit, and then he said: "I have thousands of ideas, but the only thing I didn't expect was that he agreed so easily. ”
I bit my lip, "Could it be that His Majesty is in charge of his marriage?" ”
Jian Ning nodded and said lightly: "It was my brother who made it, but he didn't make any struggle or effort, so he accepted it," after a slight pause, "I thought that he would be able to say to my brother for me: 'Don't.'" But he didn't. ”
I closed my eyes and sighed, after all, Master Rong still has a high hall, and he must not be able to come and go freely like us.
I was slightly stunned and said, "Princess, there are nine times out of ten things that are unsatisfactory in the world," I said in a low voice, "Let's put it down." ”
Jian Ning frowned, "That's right, it's time to put it down," raised his eyes and looked at me, "Miao Miao, do you know how difficult it has been for me all these years?" ”
I was speechless and shook Jianning's hand.
Jian Ning smiled at me, "It seems to be just a one-man show for me, I am the only one working hard, I love him, but I also have to beg my brother and kneel to beg my grandmother to postpone the marriage," shook his head, "And he has to avoid me everywhere." ”
In fact, from Lord Rong's words, I can see Lord Rong's thoughts, his relationship with Jianning, so hard-won, how can it be easy to forget it?
I think maybe it's just Rong's efforts, and Jian Ning didn't see it. If Lord Rong really didn't do anything, why did Luo Xi deliberately support him to send Jianning over?
But I don't want to say this truth, because I don't want Jian Ning to continue to be in pain and can't extricate herself, since she has misunderstood, it is better to take advantage of this misunderstanding to let Jian Ning completely get out of this love that ended without a problem, it is also good.
Sometimes, some people are better than not seeing each other, and people like Rong and Jianning are such a couple.
I lowered my eyes and said, "Since the princess has been disappointed, why not start over?" ”
Jian Ning chuckled, "Miao Miao, you know, how can it be so simple? ”
I looked at Jianning and said, "You still love him, don't you?" ”
Jian Ning frowned and said, "Yes, I still love him," slowed down, "But I also want to forget him." ”
I pursed my lips and said to Jianning: "It's okay, take your time, time is the best medicine, it will help us solve everything." ”