Goo~~~ The stomach expresses the most primitive biological code, which translates to being hungry.

"Would you like some soda crackers?" The pigtailed girl smiled slightly.

I'm a little embarrassed, and my body really wants it, but.

"But I don't have any money." My voice was small, pitiful, weak, and funny, oh my God, I was so deflated that I couldn't even afford a convenience store biscuit.

"This is free, considering that the construction will cause a bad mood to customers, the guests who come to the store here will give a pack of soda biscuits or chocolates for free, I think the soda biscuits may be more suitable, quite a big bag, inside is an independent small package, and you can take it with you to eat."

"Really? Then why didn't that botanist just now. I was pleasantly surprised and confused.

"I can't think of talking to him, and I have to scan the code to write off the gifts, people are so busy, where is the time." The girl with double pigtails seems to have a little temper.

Although there is also a bit of gossip about her and the botanist's story, the most important thing is to get something to eat first.

"Do you want to scan the code for verification? Where to sweep? "I can finally take out my phone normally like a normal person, this is the feeling that I have taken out my phone openly since I came to this world for so long, and it is familiar after a long time.

"I'll scan you, you can open the membership code of the app here." As she spoke, she clicked the cash register a few times, then picked up the scanner and waited for my membership code.

"But, I don't think I've ever applied for a membership. Is it possible to do it now? "My happy mood is a little down, and I'm afraid that the cookies that are about to come to my mouth will be gone again.

"Travelers here automatically become members after downloading the app, and we also issue physical cards, but many people only think of it as a souvenir. By the way, look for it in your personal information and you will see the QR code. The girl explained.

"App, is that the Christmas tree icon?" As I spoke, I opened the brightly colored Christmas tree and searched, "I found it, and there really is." ”

The girl neatly scanned the code to write it off, and a small ticket came out, and the girl tore off the receipt and threw it into the drawer at will.

"Milky salt or salty cheese, which do you want?" As she spoke, the girl walked to the shelf and picked up two packets of soda bread and motioned to me.

"I want it salty." I looked at the pink foil wrap and was ready to move.

I sat in a chair by the window, took a random packet and ate it, and soon swallowed half of it, but it was salty and began to feel a little thirsty.

A special drink with a lid on it was placed in front of me, followed by a wrapper straw and a packet of sugar and a packet of milk.

"This is for you, you talked with me for a long time tonight. Those people were in a hurry, and very few stayed to talk to me. The girl smiled kindly.

I was a little embarrassed, but the girl's next words made it even more difficult to refuse.

"Only Mr. K will order coffee on such a night, if you don't drink it, such a big pot is probably going to be scrapped, and the coffee will taste bad if it is left for too long."

I nodded and said thank you.

"Is sugar and milk enough? Not enough here. The girl asked carefully.

I shook my head slightly: "Actually, I'm not used to adding sugar and milk, so I think it's more comfortable to drink like this." ”

"Haha, it's like a guy I know, who also said he likes the taste of coffee." The girl said as she walked back to the counter, and from the counter she brought out a basket filled with goods, and then she walked to the shelves next to the table and chairs to fill the empty space.

I gently opened the lid, and the mellow smell rushed to me.

Coffee always has a feeling of the city, in the modern era, always sleepy but want not to be sleepy human beings, keep drinking coffee, although drinking tea also has a little effect, but human beings are obsessed with directly manifesting coffee-cause commodity coffee, a sip of stuffing, all problems are solved.

Or, no matter what, wake up, one cup is not enough, then have another cup.

The aroma with a unique smell and an almost bitter taste is like a ritual, like a psychological suggestion.

It permeates the nasal passages, floods the tongue and throat, like drinking a cup of potent poison.

I rubbed the paper cup of coffee, felt the warmth, immersed in the unique aroma of the city, and wondered if I could wake up after drinking this cup.

Thinking of this, I hesitated a little again, although the world here is fantastic, but I already know a little bit about it, and I have also met some trustworthy friends. And what will it be like to go down this cup and return to the starting point?

What kind of person am I? What is your identity and story? Why do I forget everything now and drink a cup of coffee in an unknown world in an unknown time and space?

The coffee was steaming hot and seemed to be hot in my mouth, giving me a chance to hesitate.

"I've been chatting for so long, I haven't told you my name yet, my name is Zhao Jingru, the scenery of the scenery, you are a female character with three points of water, not if such as." The girl finished filling the empty shelves, turned to me and said to me lively.

Looking at her cheerful smile, I unconsciously raised the corners of my mouth slightly, which is probably a kind of contagion.

"My name is Mo Li, don't want to separate, separate from you." I replied with a smile.

"By the way, did you have any accidents? It feels like you're at a loss. ”

"Accidents? Sort of, I don't know what to say? I replied.

"Is it a serious matter? You okay? The girl asked with concern.

"I don't know if it's serious, maybe it's serious. But it's corny, it's an amnesia accident, I don't remember anything, I don't remember the starting point you said, I don't remember what highway you can cross hundreds of millions of years. Could it be that I was a very annoying person, and then I was deliberately taken on the highway and thrown away? I rubbed my coffee, thinking.

The girl was also a little dumbfounded when she heard it: "According to what you say, it seems that there is a possibility, there have indeed been cases like this before, but this type of case is everywhere, the location is different, it is too strange to deliberately pull it here and throw it away, it is too obvious, if you don't remember anything, you will cause trouble everywhere, and if a traveler in another time and space does too obvious actions, it will cause serious consequences." So, I don't think I will throw you here. ”

The girl walked around for a long time, as if she had come to a conclusion that overturned my cranky thoughts, which made me feel a little more comfortable.

"But you don't remember anything, maybe it's just diffuse syndrome, just temporary memory loss." The girl said seriously with her cheeks on her cheeks.

"Loose? Syndrome? What is this disease? ”

"Actually, it's motion sickness, blurred mind, lack of memory or something, hahaha, but given that it happened across time, scientists say that it has its uniqueness, and Balabala has studied a lot or something, and then installed a name that ordinary people can't understand." The girl said with a smile.

"Will this diffuse syndrome get better on its own? Do you still want to go to the hospital? ”

"It seems that some people will indeed get better on their own, and those who can't do it can generally recover after a few hedging treatments, but at the same time as recovery, there is a high probability that the memory of this trip will all disappear, as if the treatment plan has been improving, but there will still be varying degrees of memory loss. And then it seems that some people who have been brought back are unwilling to do it, and they have been stalemate, and what kind of social version of the news is it, those who are engaged in academics can publish all kinds of papers, all kinds of angles, whether it is memory, emotion, self-determination of treatment or something, anyway, there are many, many things. Zhao Jingru was chatting like a friend, and Balabala said a lot.

I listened carefully, trying to get some information, but she always seemed to be off topic, divergent, if she was a teacher, it is estimated that a knowledge point, a ppt can teach a class.

But it's also vivid, I don't understand it anyway, so I opened my eyes as if listening to a story, she was telling her things in the real world, but to me, it felt like another era of high technology.

The temperature of the coffee has cooled down, I took a sip gently, the familiar pure bitterness makes people feel comforted, but everything around me has not changed, and I have not returned to the starting point, I am still sitting in this convenience store in a different time and space listening to Zhao Jingru tell the story.

"I think there must be someone who has changed syndrome, because he can't remember anything, and then he gradually became familiar with the era of his travels, and maybe he has been living there all along." Zhao Jingru's words finally returned to the part I cared about.

"Are there really those people?" I was shaking a little.

"There should be, although I don't remember anything, but I'm still a person who has hands and feet and is about the same as the head of the family, and I can always find a job to live, after all, it's human instinct to live. Maybe after that, I will have a new name and a new life, maybe I will get better in the future and find my tools back, maybe I can't remember it, and I will stay there forever. Zhao Jingru turned on the novel mode.

And I felt as if I was the person in the story she was telling.

Will I get better? Still can't remember?

"Well, do you have any vehicles for sale?" I suddenly had this thought.

"We don't have it on our side? Generally, only maintenance services are provided, but there should be one in the main store, after all, it is the main store, and there will be such a reserve. ”

"Koyu main store? Are there any other shops here? I asked.

"Yes, every other distance, there will be a service area, which is generally set up in the location favored by travelers, such as the small temple here where many people come to explore."

"Is it the little temple full of lanterns?" I was amazed.

"Yes, especially during the festival, the traffic is even greater." The girl responded.

"That is, I'm not just a tourist? Are there many others? "My heart started to beat violently again.

"Of course, but everyone hides it well, haha, sometimes the travelers don't recognize each other."

I listened in amazement, there seemed to be a moon hanging outside the window, ordinary, but it was overshadowed by the brightness of this convenience store.

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Tonight at about five or six o'clock in the evening, I was wandering.

Students in school uniforms are flowing out of the campus, they are very similar, boys and boys are very similar, girls and girls are very similar, and even boys and girls are very similar, hidden under the uniform of one color, almost all of them carry school bags and glasses, but even if they don't wear glasses, they are the kind of people who look at it and don't remember, and the next person you see, you will think, ah, it's exactly the same as the previous one, but in fact, you don't remember.

I have a kind of trembling and resentment, I don't know where it came from, maybe because they all have immature faces, lively hearts, a boy with a long ruler in both hands, is the kind of yellow wood long, used to draw geometry or auxiliary lines on the blackboard, he seems to think that he is some kind of mecha man, or some kind of hero, I clearly saw it, his feet are like the wind, and his hands are about to wave, as if he is going to fight.

The girls on the stairs are smiling and smiling as they drink milk tea or fruit drinks, and they seem to be carefree.

There will always be people born, and there will always be people who will die.

Time never stops.

So every year, there are people graduating, and at the same time, there will be people enrolling, and that huge army of school uniforms is constantly replenished with live blood, and it is constantly flowing. Those who are in it look forward to the future, and there are those who enjoy the present.

And I just walked over like this, letting them pass by, or pass through me.

I'm no longer in that reincarnation, but I'm stepping into a new reincarnation.

It's just that I don't have the feeling of longing, because I know that after time passes, the result is still the same, everything that is empty, everything that is meaningless, and so on, I don't enjoy the consciousness of the moment, the lonely wandering soul, the wandering soul alone, or the person who walks in a single shadow, is just lonely to spend the present.

They don't even have memories, and time passes.

21 July 2020