Cheng Cheng was reluctant to defend himself in front of everyone, but after the others left, after being held in Qin Yan's arms for a while, he finally spoke.

"Ayan, I'm sorry, I also know that my actions have caused you trouble, but my heart really hurts, no matter whose child I see, I will think of our baby......"

Cheng Cheng cried silently, and at the same time cried with Qin Yan about the pain in his heart.

Hearing this, Qin Yan realized that Cheng Cheng's inner trauma was even more serious than he expected.

"Cheng Cheng, don't be like this, although we lost the baby, but other worries, as long as you want, I will do my best to find it for you!"

Seeing Cheng Cheng crying bitterly, and even a hint of embarrassment on his delicate face, Qin Yan felt very powerless, and tried his best to divert Cheng Cheng's attention.

But Qin Yan seemed to have forgotten the useless work he had done for more than a month.

Sure enough, after listening to Qin Yan's words, Cheng Cheng didn't have any unintentional reaction at all, and still cried in Qin Yan's arms, finally expressing his truest thoughts in his heart.

"I don't want anything else, I just want my own child back, and if I can, I can exchange it for any price!"

Everything that can be reversed by manpower, not to mention everything, but as long as possible, Qin Yan is willing to give everything to Cheng Cheng to get it back, but now that the children have "passed away", it is simply impossible to let him come back.

"Cheng Cheng, I'm sorry, our baby can't come back, but I promise, if you want, we will have children in the future!" Qin Yan could only appease Cheng Cheng, hoping that she could calm down.

"It's different, even if we will have other children in the future, it will never be the same one before, never again!"

Qin Yan saw that Cheng Cheng was crying even more seriously, and he also knew that he was self-defeating, so he didn't dare to continue talking about this topic.

"Cheng Cheng, don't cry, or let's go see the baby together!" Qin Yan had no choice but to say.

But Cheng Cheng was suddenly stunned, "Baby? ”

"Yes, Cheng Cheng, I know that you have always been sad before, so I couldn't bear to take you to the baby's grave to see it, but if you don't want to go, let's go home and rest!"

Qin Yan saw that Cheng Cheng didn't react, and thought that he had said the wrong thing, so he turned the conversation around and made up for it.

Cheng Cheng saw that Qin Yan showed signs of repentance, for fear that he would change his mind, so he hurriedly withdrew the tears in his eyes and said firmly: "No, I'm going!" ”

Seeing that Cheng Cheng's attitude was so resolute, Qin Yan could only resign himself to postponing the time of the journey, and then took Cheng Cheng home to change his clothes, and tidied up again, so that the whole person didn't look so embarrassed.

Subsequently, Qin Yan took Cheng Cheng to the cemetery he prepared for the child.

"Cheng Cheng, this is the cemetery I prepared for the baby, although I know that he has no chance to come to this world to take a look, let alone remember that we were his parents, but I still want him to know that his parents love him very much!"

Qin Yan took Cheng Cheng to a tombstone, looked at the tombstone without a photo in front of him, and saw the words "Tomb of the beloved son, father Qin Yan, mother Cheng Chengli" written on it.

Of course, Cheng Cheng also saw the words on the tombstone, and the suppressed emotions along the way broke out again.

"Baby, I'm sorry, it's because your mother didn't protect you, so you didn't even have a chance to see the world!"

Cheng Cheng's fingers caressed the bright red font on the tombstone little by little, as if he had returned to the day he lost his child, crying heartbreakingly.

Seeing Cheng Cheng like this, Qin Yan was not surprised, but just said: Sure enough, I knew that Cheng Cheng was always so yang and yin, and he wouldn't be emotional when he said it, but now, ...... Ay!

However, Qin Yan also knew that it would not be effective for him to stop it now, and he felt that Cheng Cheng must have something else to say next, so he stood quietly next to him, quietly watching the scene in front of him.

"Ayan, who do you say our baby will look like, I thought about this problem when I was pregnant with him, I think his eyes and nose bridge will be like you, narrow Ruifeng eyes and high nose bridge, mouth and skin color will be like me, and there are two dimples on the face, and when he laughs, he will bring countless pleasures to our lives!"

Cheng Cheng smiled obsessively at the corner of his mouth, reverie if it was still there.

Qin Yan listened to Cheng Cheng's words, and the scene of Cheng Cheng talking to her stomach before giving birth also appeared in his mind, and tears couldn't help but hang on the corners of his eyes, but he thought that he still needed to take care of Cheng Cheng, who was suffering from postpartum depression, and could only force himself to bury these pains in his heart.

"Cheng Cheng, I think the baby will be happy to know that you think so, but he must also hope that his mother is strong, if you continue to cry, he will probably laugh at you as a mother!"

Qin Yan knew that Cheng Cheng was full of children at this time, so he could only use the child as an excuse to comfort Cheng Cheng.

Fortunately, Cheng Cheng still ate this set, and after listening to Qin Yan's words, he hurriedly wiped it on his face.

"Yes, Ayan, you're right, I can't cry, it's not good if the baby hates me as a mother for this reason!"

"Cheng Cheng, don't be like this, of course the baby won't hate you, but compared with you now, the baby must like the strong mother before!"

What Qin Yan wanted to see was not Cheng Cheng's panicked expression, so seeing that Cheng Cheng looked frightened by himself, he hurriedly remedied.

"Ayan, if this is what the baby wants, I will definitely try my best to be strong!" Cheng Cheng responded.

There is no doubt that the child is now a Shang Fang sword in Cheng Cheng's mind, listening to Qin Yan's words, Cheng Cheng's expression is really a lot more normal.

accompanied Cheng Cheng in front of the child's grave for a long time, and seeing that the time was not early, Qin Yan said a lot of bad things before Cheng Cheng agreed to go home with him.

"Ayan, if we have time in the future, we will often come to see if the baby is okay, otherwise he will be scared if he stays here alone!"

Before leaving, Cheng Cheng reluctantly looked back at the child's grave and said reluctantly.

Seeing Cheng Cheng like this, Qin Yan couldn't help but start to regret bringing her here, but the top priority now was to persuade Cheng Cheng to leave, so he coaxed and said: "Okay, then we will go home now, and I will often accompany you to see the baby when I have time in the future!" ”

finally brought Cheng Cheng back home, but this trip was inevitably delayed until tomorrow.

Early the next morning, in order to prevent further accidents on the way, Qin Yan packed up other trivial things in advance, and after Cheng Cheng finished breakfast, he couldn't wait to take her to the airport.

"Cheng Cheng, what's wrong with you?" As soon as the plane took off, Qin Yan was afraid that Cheng Cheng would be scared, so he planned to talk to her to divert her attention, but after calling Cheng Cheng several times, she didn't answer, so she could only gently shake Cheng Cheng's hand and ask with concern.

Cheng Cheng came back to his senses at this time, but his eyes were a little evasive when he looked at Qin Yan's concerned gaze, "It's nothing, I'm just thinking about where to go first if we plan to go to Hangzhou to play." ”

Of course, Qin Yan could see that Cheng Cheng's words couldn't help it, but he was afraid of stimulating Cheng Cheng, so he didn't ask, but he didn't give her a chance to continue to wander.

"Cheng Cheng, since you are so looking forward to this trip, then I will tell you about the various attractions in Hangzhou first, and then you will decide where we will go for the first stop!" Qin Yan's tone was very doting, as if Cheng Cheng would obey no matter how he decided.

Cheng Cheng listened very seriously at the beginning in order to respect Qin Yan's dedication, but later on, he became more and more absent-minded.

"Cheng Cheng, I'm done, which attraction do you think you should go to first?" Seeing that Cheng Cheng was distracted again, Qin Yan was reluctant to get angry, and directly asked Cheng Cheng about the result.

Cheng Cheng was shouted several times by Qin Yan before coming back to his senses, and in the face of Qin Yan's question, Cheng Cheng couldn't raise his interest, and said with a bit of perfunctory tone in his tone: "West Lake!" ”

The answer he got was the first attraction he mentioned, Qin Yan was not surprised at all, but a touch of loss inevitably rose in his heart.

"Okay, I think West Lake is really good as the first tourist attraction, so let's go there at the first stop, and then go to Qianhu Island, Lingyin Temple, Feilai Peak......"

Even if he was lost, Qin Yan was more afraid that Cheng Cheng would be cranky, so he used different topics to attract Cheng Cheng's attention along the way.

Finally, when Qin Yan was about to dry his mouth, the plane finally landed, and Qin Yan took out his mobile phone and booked a luxury suite in the hotel closest to West Lake.

The journey officially began, and Qin Yan took Cheng Cheng to wander around various scenic spots in accordance with the travel order formulated at the beginning.

"Cheng Cheng, this is West Lake, do you remember the story of the White Snake and Xu Xian we saw on TV, they made love here, yes, you see there are umbrellas over there, and the signboard they played is the umbrella of Xu Xian and Bai Suzhen's love......"

Before Qin Yan's words could speak, Cheng Cheng directly interrupted him, "Ayan, you don't have to try so hard to coax me, I know that you have been working hard these days." As you can see, I've been absent-minded all the time. To tell you the truth, I've been wandering for the past two days, but I'm actually having an idea in my heart. ”

"Cheng Cheng, if you have any ideas, just say it, as long as I only do it, I will definitely do it for you!"

Qin Yan was not afraid of Cheng Cheng's request, what she was most afraid of was that she hid everything in her heart, so she immediately promised.

"Ayan, I know that the baby can't come back, so I want to adopt a child, is that okay?" Cheng Cheng proposed.

Qin Yan had this idea from the beginning, not to mention that it could also make Cheng Cheng's mood better, of course he wouldn't refuse, so he casually agreed: "Okay!" ”

Remember Qin Shao, you are too cute to have a permanent address