Chapter 804: Turning Back to the Shore
Feng Qing stood in place, he couldn't understand the paranoid feelings. What kind of obsession made Xiao Qiang in a coma, shouting the name of the heavens again and again?
He looked at Xiao Qiang's face, which was nothing special. But that tangled and blurred sense of vulnerability made Feng Qing not know what he thought.
She only has the heavens in her heart, and she would rather do this for love, although that love may not be done right, but it makes Feng Qing feel a sense of pity from the bottom of his heart.
That's right, if there is someone who is willing to love him that way...... Feng Qing crossed this thought out of his heart, he shouldn't think about these things, the gap between Xiao Qiang and him is too big.
When Xiao Qiang woke up from a coma, she was still talking about the stray dog. It was the first creature in so many days to release kindness to her, and it died.
When Feng Qing came in, she was facing Xiao Qiang's tearful face, Xiao Qiang was crying so much, she didn't expect that her actions would hurt the dog.
Did she do something wrong? Xiao Qiang thought of the teddy she had beaten, and then thought of all the wrong things she had done, and remorse welled up in her heart. When Xiao Qiang saw Feng Qing, she was obviously stunned: "Why are you here?" ”
She and Feng Qing didn't have any obvious friendship, and the last time they met, Feng Qing directly handed over Xiao Qiang to Zhu Tianyi.
Feng Qing thought of Zhu Tianyi, whom Xiao Qiang had been talking about just now, and had mixed feelings in his heart: "I just went to help you pay the medical bills, you can raise them here." ”
Xiao Qiang pursed her mouth into a line, and she said depressedly: "I don't have any money, you shouldn't be so good to me." ”
Feng Qing frowned, and he said, "You don't have to worry about money, I'll help you settle the bill." "Yes, Feng Qing will help her settle the bill now, but in the future, she still has to pay it back.
Xiao Qiang thought of the apple that the stray dog handed her, just an apple, and the fruit shop owner wanted the stray dog to die.
Even Xiao Qiang herself has done the same thing as the owner of the fruit shop, and for people like them who have no money, money is very important.
Xiao Qiang suppressed all kinds of uneasiness in her heart, and nodded obediently: "I will have a good rest." ”
Feng Qing saw her quiet appearance, and nodded with satisfaction: "Then I'll deal with a little thing first, and you can recuperate with peace of mind first." ”
Looking at Feng Qing's distant figure, Xiao Qiang immediately made a plan in her heart, a plan for how to escape from the hospital.
Although she may be sorry for Feng Qing in this way, Xiao Qiang did not hesitate, she has no money now, even if Feng Qing helps her pay now, she has no money to pay back.
For this reason, how to leave without Feng Qing is an important matter, Xiao Qiang made up her mind, and planned to run out while the medical staff were not paying attention.
But Xiao Qiang has just finished a car accident now, and the medical staff are still paying attention to her. Xiao Qiang could only slip away while they were eating.
Before she could run out of the gate of the hospital, she met Feng Qing, who frowned when she saw Xiao Qiang's naked feet: "Why did you run out without wearing shoes." ”
Xiao Qiang saw that Feng Qing was a little weak-hearted, she didn't want to expose her thoughts about wanting to run away directly, those thoughts were too secretive.
Seeing Xiao Qiang's face flushed, Feng Qing couldn't help but sigh, he probably knew what was going on. Feng Qing approached Xiao Qiang, Xiao Qiang smelled the aroma of cologne on his body at the tip of his nose, and stepped back.
Feng Qing pulled Xiao Qiang over, Xiao Qiang was not high, and he had not been well recuperated during this time, so he was like an underage child.
He put his arm around Xiao Qiang's waist and carried Xiao Qiang back to the bed. Feng Qing's arms looked slender but powerful.
Xiao Qiang tried to break his arm, but was unsuccessful. Feng Qing locked the person firmly in his arms and walked over to the hospital bed with her in his arms.
Xiao Qiang lay on the hospital bed and looked at the snow-white ceiling, the hospital was a place she was familiar with, but she never thought that she would want to escape from here one day.
Xiao Qiang was lying in bed and couldn't sleep, she didn't have enough money, which meant that it was impossible for Xiao Qiang to pay the medical bills.
Feng Qing probably knew Xiao Qiang's thoughts, but just looked at her eyes seriously: "Don't think about escaping, you just recuperate here, and leave the rest to me, and I will pay for the medical expenses for you." ”
Xiao Qiang's eyes were hoarse, and there was a hollow in her dark eyes: "What do you want from me?" "In the Xiao family, the benefits that everyone gets come at a price.
For example, Xiao Qiang's mother is good to her because she hopes that Xiao Qiang can marry a good husband, so that she can go out and have more face. Xiao's mother has been vain for most of her life, but she tastes the feeling of being despised when she is old.
And Xiao's father hopes that Xiao Qiang can be a good child, and his expectations for his daughter are very simple, just live according to the template.
If you can do it, it is better to marry a good husband who can bring benefits to the family.
Looking at Feng Qing's tall figure, Xiao Qiang slowly closed her eyes: "I have nothing to give you." ”
Feng Qing exhaled heavily, he didn't understand Xiao Qiang's thoughts: "Since I said that I will pay for your medical expenses, I will definitely not let you down, you can rest assured." ”
"No, I mean what do you want to charge?" There was no temperature in Xiao Qiang's empty eyes.
Feng Qing can probably understand her thinking, probably in Xiao Qiang's thinking, there is no one who is good to her for no reason.
Feng Qing flipped through the book irritably: "You really don't have to do anything, I'm not short of money, and you have nothing to give me." ”
Xiao Qiang let out an inaudible "um", she couldn't fall asleep after tossing and turning, the wound left by the car accident was not yet healed, and she felt a faint pain.
Xiao Qiang wrapped her quilt tightly, and there was a unique smell of disinfectant water in the hospital, which was familiar to her. It's just that she used to be a doctor, and Xiao Qiang, who is asleep here, is just a patient.
Xiao Qiang gently fanned her eyelashes, and a sly look appeared in her eyes. She seemed to regain a little bit of her strength.
Feng Qing watched her move around, and couldn't help but remind: "Your body really can't get better like this." ”
Xiao Qiang said softly: "It's better to die, it's really not interesting for me to live, all of this is my own fault." ”
There seemed to be a light rain outside the window, Xiao Qiang hadn't fallen asleep in such a warm place for a long time, and she wrapped herself a little tighter.
Feng Qing straightened her messy hair, only to hear Xiao Qiang muttering: "If only time could be repeated, then I wouldn't do so many things wrong." ”
Because of her stubbornness and conceit, the situation of the Xiao family has become like that now, she has no reputation, and the current situation can almost be described as a mess.
Xiao Qiang wiped her eyes, there were no tears there, she only felt that she had dried her tears. She began to recite the story of herself and Zhu Tianyi.
In fact, Xiao Qiang really saw Zhu Tianyi in a magazine, and there was a writer who wrote about Zhu Tianyi at that time. Xiao Qiang liked Zhu Tianyi by reading these narratives, but Xiao Qiang thought that she and Zhu Tianyi had no chance.
Although the Xiao family is rich, there is no way to compare it with Zhutianyi Company in terms of size. Even if it is a commercial marriage, Zhu Tianyi will not consider the Xiao family.
So Xiao Qiang buried this love in her heart and started her own life, she went abroad to study, wanting to forget this feeling.
At that time, Dr. Siu followed Dr. Ma, who had returned to China, to spend her last vacation before her PhD, and then she accidentally saw the patient file.
At that time, Zhu Tianyi's name shocked Xiao Qiang, and her heart was apprehensive, feeling that this was a fateful encounter, but she didn't expect that when she saw Zhu Tianyi, he already had someone she liked.
Xiao Qiang spoke intermittently, these words were like a dream, it was stormy outside, she didn't look at anyone, it seemed that she was only talking to her imaginary self.
Xiao Qiang said to Feng Qing: "You also think that I am to blame." Now it's all as it should be, and now no one wants to hire me, so I can only wander endlessly, and I have no home at all. ”
Feng Qing shook his head, he didn't know how to comfort Xiao Qiang, so he said: "The previous things have passed, no matter how annoyed you are, nothing will change." ”
The past is gone, and those who come can still be chased. Feng Qing didn't think that Xiao Qiang was guilty of death, and he didn't know what was wrong with him, and when he heard Xiao Qiang's words, his heart felt sour.
He suppressed his complicated thoughts and brought the medicine that Xiao Qiang should take: "You drink the medicine well, go to bed early, tomorrow is a new day." ”
Tomorrow is a new day, and Scarlett (Hao Scarlett) in Gone with the Wind comforts herself like this. Xiao Qiang raised her eyes to look at Feng Qing, as if she felt some kind of comfort.
She did feel Feng Qing's kindness, the same kindness as the puppy who gave her an apple. Xiao Qiang closed her eyes slightly, trying to hold back the tears that were about to burst out of her eyes.
Feng Qing said lightly: "You don't have to think too much about the past and it's over, as long as you change it well, everything can be put down." ”
Although it can be put down, it does not deserve to be forgiven. Feng Qing silently added in his heart that Xiao Qiang had indeed done many wrong things. Love can't be an excuse to hurt others, this is the consequence that Xiao Qiang should bear.
Xiao Qiang held the pill in her palm, and the warmth that she hadn't felt for many days surged all over her body. For the first time, she saw a little bit of his heart through the evil appearance.
Feng Qing looked at Xiao Qiang's expression, sat next to him and read the bidding plan, and the project that Zhu Tianyi competed for, he was bound to win.
Even if Zhu Tianyi had watched that project for a long time, but Feng Qing pulled out a smile, he would never give this project away.
The medicine Xiao Qiang drank itself had a sleeping effect, and Xiao Qiang fell asleep after a while. Feng Qing heard her breathing and got up to turn off the light.
Although Xiao Qiang didn't hear it, Feng Qing still said "good night" to her. The soft sound of goodnight melted into the night, in stark contrast to the wind and rain outside.