Chapter 820: Heartache
Later, Shi Yueran also explained that she hadn't seen the emperor for a long time, so she made something and sent it to the Heart Cultivation Palace, and the emperor only told her to leave after putting it down, so she said that she wanted Shi Qingqian to go to the Heart Cultivation Palace to see the situation for Shen Mi.
The more Shi Qingqian listened, the more uncomfortable it became, even though Shen Mi had concubines in the three palaces and six courts, he couldn't snub Shi Yueran, who was the queen, so much, what is the difference between this and ordinary people's spoiling concubines and killing their wives and messing up the ethics of Gangchang? Helplessly, he was soft-spoken, and he couldn't blame the king of other people's family affairs, so he had to pat Shi Yueran's shoulder and say a bunch of comforting words.
scolded a few words in her heart, thinking that Shen Mi would come to save her and refuse to show him her pulse.
When leaving the palace, Shi Yueran sent Cuizhu beside him to send it, and when several people just arrived near the side gate together, Cuizhu, who suddenly took the lead in leading the way, paused, Shi Qingqian raised his eyes, only to find that it was a white-clothed Si Le standing at the door, and when he saw that he saw that he was determined, it seemed that he was ...... I came here to wait for me.
Xue Ying raised his eyes and looked at the person beside him with an embarrassed face, men and women are prone to problems when they meet, and there are more taboos in the palace gate, but Shi Qingqian didn't panic, after sorting out his thoughts, he stepped forward, gestured to Si Leren, and said, "What a coincidence, why is Master Si here?" ”
Si Le stepped forward and said, "Listen to Binbin, Princess Yan has taken good care of him these days?" ”
didn't explain why he was here, but he acquiesced that he really ran over to wait for her.
Shi Qingqian hurriedly smiled and waved his hand, standing a few steps away from him in a disciplined manner, "Binbin is a good boy, he really treats me as his sister, how can I not take care of it?" ”
The breeze in his ears was blowing, with some unique fragrance and warmth in spring, Si Le was full of sorrow, he was drunk eating alone last night, and he woke up a little unhappy today, and now he felt that there was something blocked in his heart when he looked at Shi Qingqian, and said to her: "Then, Princess Yan will take Si Binbin away, let him pass into someone else's house, and find a small room for him to live alone......
After that, he stretched out his hand and touched out a piece of transparent jade, Shi Qingqian knew at a glance that it was worth a lot, and handed it over with both hands and said: "I have saved some silver over the years, plus this jade pendant can have more than three hundred taels, and I hope that Princess Yan will help." ”
Shi Qingqian didn't stretch out his hand to take it, only looked at Saaler vigilantly, and asked puzzledly, "Why did you send him away?" ”
Selluck is not a fool, he knows that there is no benefit to them with a Si surname, and he may not be able to do something beneficial to Si Binbin in the future. Even though they were originally estranged from their families in Cangli Palace, after coming to Yuguo, after all, the brothers were closer than the others...... Si Binbin trusts himself so much, he, as an elder brother, has to think more about his younger brother.
Thinking of this, Sale suddenly sneered, with such an experience, it made him experience the legendary bleak 'family affection', and he didn't know whether it was a blessing or a curse.
But no matter what happened next to me, in the final analysis, there was still a little reason: "The emperor pointed out the family affairs for me, and she is the eldest daughter of the Duke of Chang'an's Mansion, and I am polite, which is inconvenient." And I'm a palace musician, and I'm not familiar with the situation in the capital, so I'm afraid I can't find a good place without acquaintances. ”
"Ah...... That's it......" Shi Qingqian was slightly flustered.
Suddenly, I remembered that at the women's tea party in Beijing in the previous days, the duchess of the Duke of Chang'an's mansion was very unhappy, saying that the emperor pointed out her concubine's girl to an unruly, and someone asked her that day and refused to say more, only said that it would be announced soon anyway, and she didn't want to mention the eldest aunt a word.
Shi Qingqian felt curious that day, it stands to reason that this eldest daughter was born by his ex-wife, and now the Duchess is a continuation, and she will always be more 'generous' to other people's children, and the Duchess of Chang'an has always been not a 'mother' style, and the four words "stepmother is difficult" have never been in her place, because no one has thought about how to treat this stepmother well.
What kind of person makes her feel dissatisfied, and there is only one possibility when she thinks - she feels that she has insulted the lintel, and it will not even be good for her own daughter's family affairs.
Shi Qingqian became more and more curious, if that person was really so unbearable, how could the emperor give her a marriage?
Only now do I know...... It turned out to be a Sealer.
The girl who assigned him to marry was a well-behaved person, and her biological mother died early, so her temperament was a little weak, but with such an attitude in her mother-in-law's family, I am afraid that Si Le people have also suffered a lot of grievances.
Si Le couldn't see any expression on his face, and nodded to her: "Although the emperor means that Binbin can still live in the side palace, can ...... I think it's better to tell him to leave me early, the world is always more lenient to children. ”
Because of sobriety, it is painful, and because it is understood, it is hopeless. Si Le people clearly know the situation they are facing, Shi Qingqian is not at fault, Cangli is a tyrant ruling the country, and he has already thought about it when he comes to this step, what is wrong is the prejudice and targeting of the people around him, and he is still so incompetent so far, so he can only hide.
Shi Qingqian suddenly felt that there was something wrong in his heart, and he really couldn't understand what couldn't accept the surname Si.
Si Le's life is good-looking, he is quite talented, and his musical attainments are reused by Shen Mi, so he is already a good son-in-law for ordinary people, but there are always people who are so disgusted because of the blood in his body. Count it carefully, and then turn up three or five generations, which one is not from the ordinary people? It's not as 'noble' as the Saalmen.
She finally shook her head: "Master Si still asked Binbin what he thought first, what you tried your best to cover up may have already turned that page for him, if you pushed him away because of 'I think', wouldn't it make Binbin's heart even more sad?" ”
After a pause, Shi Qingqian continued: "Besides...... Some things are not worth covering up, and some things can't be suppressed by covering them up alone. After a long time, there will always be people who will know how many mistakes they have made before, and they will also understand that you are not really good for ordinary people. ”
There are not many people who can face the pain in her heart calmly, and she doesn't know if her persuasion is effective.
Sele lowered his eyes for a long time, and the breeze blew his hair fluttering, but there was never a trace of spring on his face.
I don't know how long it took, his eyebrows flickered, and then he suddenly looked up and smiled at Shi Qingqian, "Yes, you're right." ”
Shi Qingqian didn't know that this was the last relieved smile of Sale in his life.