Chapter 97: Big or Small
She heard the sound of a video call on her mobile phone and quickly wiped away her tears, trying to calm her mind.
"My dear wife, have you eaten well at home?" Ji Yu waved his hand and said.
"Of course, you."
"I also have a serious meal, I want to be fat for nothing. Wife, why are your eyes red? "He's very observant.
"Didn't you?"
"It must be my wife, I miss me so much, don't cry because I miss me, I'll be distressed. Actually, I miss you so much that I can't sleep at night, even if I see you in a day or two. "If you love someone, you want to see it immediately, and you wish you could put on your wings and fly over.
"I love you all my life." Yue Xin didn't know how many sweet words she could say to him, maybe after the child was born, she died.
Perhaps, the child was not born, and she also died.
After all, when bad luck comes, there will be no mercy.
"Thank you wife for loving me so much, I love you even more. Don't be sad, dream of me when you think of me. I love you all my life. Ji Yu touched her face on the screen with his hand, but unfortunately he couldn't feel her temperature and her softness.
"You also have to go to bed early, pay attention to rest."
"I still want to say a few more words to you, today I went to eat an old brand of food, which is not bad, next time I will bring you over." I'll take you to the lake to see the flowers, and I'll accompany you wherever you go. ”
"Eat well and think of me every day."
"As long as I think about my wife's food, it's delicious."
"Don't miss me too much, everyone has to learn to be independent." What if she's not there in the future?
I can't tell him those sad things, for fear that he will be sad.
Yue Xin would rather bear a little more on her own than make her beloved sad.
Perhaps, she will deteriorate in a few months, and then quickly age and die.
In this world, except for Ayu and Anna, no one remembers her.
However, fortunately, there are many design works that people like, and I am really happy to be recognized by fans.
Yuexin never felt that she was good enough to make internationally recognized clothing.
As long as her dreams can support life, she feels very satisfied.
The family can't give her love, and they can't pave the way for her dreams, and she still remembers the pain and despair of being choked.
If parents don't love their children, they shouldn't give birth to their children to suffer.
Those who are selfish never feel that they are sinful.
Yue Xin once thought about giving her husband and children the best love, but she was afraid that she would not even be able to keep the children.
If the flower she likes dies, she will be sad for several years, and if she loses her child and still lives, she must be tormented.
Why can some people treat their children as grass mustard and slave oppression?
hung up the video call, Yue Xin cried loudly, why is the cruelty of fate one after another?
When will I be able to make her a little happier? She's really tired, she's just enjoying life, and she's going to accept it......
"Why...... The unfortunate person is me. ”
Her eyes were full of gloom and despair, and her hands clutched her knees, picking at the flesh on them.
"Why!"
Fate is always silent and cruel, it wants to ruin a person, any few things.
"I'm not convinced at all, those spicy chickens who do evil have been doing well, why am I suffering? I don't want to be a daughter, and I don't want a good career, I just want a warm family of three. Aren't you lucky at all? ”
Yue Xin was very tired, and she had to suppress the anger in her heart for the sake of the child's health. Her throat felt like it was full of stones, and it hurt between her words and her words.
Yue Xin's hands trembled, her heart was like a drop of blood, and the invisible knife was cutting her heart deeply.
She took out her phone and chose a scheduled email, which was temporarily scheduled to be sent in three months.
Ayu, I really want to hug you more, but I'm afraid my time is running out. Without me, you must be happy. In the past, I thought that the heroine was dead, and the male protagonist and the female protagonist were very romantic for the rest of their lives. But that's too bitter. It's enough for you to wait for me for three years, and I don't blame you for liking other people in my heart, if we are lucky enough for our child to be born, we must give her a complete hobby, okay?
Ayu, I don't want you to be lonely for the rest of your life, there are still infatuated people in this world. Raise our child well, your future partner can't bully her.
It's worth it for me to have you, our good days are short and happy, but my blessing is too shallow, and I can't stay with you for a long time.
The two people who love deeply, the one who always stays is more desperate, life is better than death and suffering day and night.
I don't want you to suffer, and I'm happy to have my place in my heart all the time.
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Yue Xin couldn't write anymore, she was already in tears and couldn't cry.
The length of a lifetime is not important, it is meaningful that is important,
It's worth it to be able to love well.
Some people say that simple-minded people leave and will go to heaven to be carefree immortals, with no worries every day, eating and drinking.
However, they will forget the memories of mortal mortals, and without erotic torment, there will be no pain.
Yue Xin looked at the sky, how could she be worthy of being a little fairy, she was just a lonely and nameless drop in the ocean.
If a person leaves and can choose whether to be reincarnated or not, she doesn't want to be born in the next life, because being a human being is too hard.
As a human being in this life, she will not practice life, cherish life and love herself.
It doesn't matter if your parents don't love you, anyway, people live for themselves after all. It's like this all your life, a person comes alone and goes alone.
I have never experienced the goodness of family affection, so I don't want the original family.
This life is not long, but I am very happy to have my husband's love.
She suddenly felt that it was worth it to be together faster, as long as it was the right person, there was no need to be hypocritical and let the person she liked keep chasing without responding.
They were fortunate to meet, fortunate to get married, and spent the happiest half of her life.
In the past, adults said that the longer a man chases a girl, the more he cherishes it, but in fact, it may not be.
Some people chased after a few years and married for more than ten years, but they still betrayed.
And some people are a lifetime at a glance, and they can no longer give it up, and in their hearts, there is no room for a second person around them.
The two-way body and heart, only for one person, is love for her.
Her husband is coming back, and she has to control her emotions well and not let her husband see it.
No matter how far you can go in the future, you must cherish every day.
She has always been a workaholic, even during her honeymoon, she has to design Hanfu.
Now she wants to give more time to her husband and design some Hanfu about love and sweetness.
Even if one day is gone, her work is also his child, which can be liked.
Every day, you have to cherish it, because there are really many accidents.
In the past, I felt that death was far away, and when no one cared, I found that life and death were almost the same.