Whether I care or not, life seems to go on at a flowing speed after all. Most of my injuries are healed. Luo Xi still detained everyone in the Red Moon Palace, and did not kill or let go. As for where these people were locked up by Luo Xi, I don't know. And Luo Xi didn't have the slightest intention of leaving, as if he had completely moved the imperial study of Jiankang Palace to Yanlai Palace, the palace of Yunnan Palace.

With things on my mind, I didn't sleep well at noon. The sound of fallen leaves stepping on the ground was gentle, and the warm sun bypassed the leaves that were still struggling to support the branches, jumping under the corridor and flying in front of you. From time to time, the breeze passes by, leisurely raising a few yellow leaves to shine in the sun, like flying butterflies, subtle and warm.

Holding half of the book in his hand, he stared at the yellow leaves outside the window in a daze.

Ju Xiang Xu saw that I hadn't spoken for a long time, and asked softly, "Second Miss, what are you thinking?" ”

I woke up, turned around, and said with a faint smile: "Autumn has arrived, and I suddenly feel that 'a sound of sycamores and a sound of autumn, a little banana and a little sorrow', it is really good, although the autumn scenery is beautiful, but it is also really bleak." ”

Ju Xiang thought for a while and asked, "Second Miss, what does it mean to say 'a sound of sycamore, a sound of autumn, a little banana and a little sorrow'?" She bowed her head, "The slave didn't understand. ”

I glanced at Ju Xiang, "This is Xu Zaisi's "Water Fairy", "Sycamore", "Basho", and "Night Rain" will always be associated with the feelings of sorrow, guest thought, loneliness, and sadness. The first sentence of the song, that is, the sentence I said just now, breaks the problem with the rain hitting the sycamore, highlighting the bleak and lonely atmosphere of 'the sycamore leaves fall, and the world knows autumn'. ”

Ju Xiang nodded, frowned and asked, "Why did the second lady think of such a sad song?" ”

I bowed my head and said, "Isn't it?" ”

Ju Xiang's face was cloudy, and she didn't seem to understand my words, "The slave doesn't know why." ”

I smiled bitterly and said: "Actually, it's just a state of mind in my heart, seeing the scene of falling leaves in autumn, I always can't help but miss and feel sad," tilted my head and thought about it, "Count the days, Your Majesty has been coming to Yunnan Wangfu for nearly a month, think about it, those concubines in the harem, I'm afraid they are also missing like me!" ”

A sound of sycamore, a sound of autumn, a little plantain and a little sorrow, the three watches return to the dream after the three watches. The lights fell, the chess was not collected, and the people of the Xinfeng Lonely Pavilion stayed. Ten years on the pillow, the two elders in Jiangnan are worried, and they are all in their hearts.

Every drop of rain on the sycamore leaves makes people feel a strong autumn mood. The sound of the ticking rain dripping on the banana leaves made the melancholy even stronger. The good dream of returning home at night continued until after the third watch. The lights fell, the chess pieces had not yet been collected, and the sigh would be stranded in this Xinfeng guest house. The scene of ten years of struggle in Huan Hai, and the worries of parents in Jiangnan's hometown, all came to mind for a while.

Ju Xiang said: "It turns out that the second lady is missing Your Majesty? ”

I glanced at Ju Xiang, shook my head and asked, "When did I say that I miss Your Majesty in my heart?" ”

Ju Xiang said: "But didn't the second miss just now say that those palace concubines are missing the same as the second miss?" The slave maid thought, who else could the concubine in the palace miss besides Your Majesty? ”

I chuckled and said, "Most of the concubines in the palace miss Your Majesty, that's true, but what I'm talking about is just a state of mind," bowed slightly, "but the people who miss are not the same." ”

Ju Xiang smiled: "The slave maid understands, the second lady is missing Ming Shizi." As she spoke, the smile on Ju Xiang's face grew, and a pair of almond-shaped eyes stared straight at me and joked, and I blushed my cheeks for a while.

had to stand up and slapped her wrist, Ying Ying smiled: "You little hoof, you are really getting more and more bold, and now even I dare to joke." "What's more, I miss my lord a little bit for the first time, and I don't know how my lord is doing now.

Ju Xiang laughed twice, and there was a puzzled look in her eyes, and she asked me: "But the slave still doesn't understand, since the second lady said that she has no affection for Your Majesty, then why do you want to help Your Majesty block the knife?" ”

I sighed faintly and said, "You are guessing again, when did I say that I had no affection for Your Majesty?" ”

Ju Xiang said: "The slave really doesn't understand what the second lady means. ”

I said: "I miss Ming Shizi and love Ming Shizi, but it doesn't mean that I don't have the slightest affection for Your Majesty, I don't want either of them to be hurt, let alone see the scene of their two fighting." ”

Ju Xiang looked at me stunned, frowning and shaking her head.

I smiled and said, "No wonder you don't understand, even I don't understand, I always thought that I hated Your Majesty, and I could never forgive him, but I don't know when my feelings for Your Majesty are no longer hate." ”

Juka asked, "What's that?" ”

I said in a cold tone: "Maybe there is love before there is hate?" "No one will ever know how hard it is for me to say this, I have never been willing to admit the truth, I have never believed that I would take someone who has hurt me in my heart, and sometimes, even I hate myself.

The two of them, one is the cinnabar mole on my heart, and the other is the white moonlight on my body. If I had to choose, I would choose the cinnabar mole, because it belongs to me alone, no one can touch it, and it will never hurt me, he is there, he does not come or go. And the white moonlight is dark and bright, and it is impossible to speculate, even the softest luster does not belong to me alone, I hate the empty and boundless darkness, and I hate the cold when the clouds are thick, but because of this, he has a mysterious attraction to me, and when this moonlight is draped over me, it can satisfy all my vanity.

Ju Xiang said: "There is love before hate, this saying is true." ”

I asked, "How do you know?" ”

Ju Xiang's innocent face showed the color of thinking, thought for a while, and said: "When the slave was still at home when she was a child, she always saw her mother and father quarreling, and she looked very fierce, every time her father said that she wanted to divorce her mother, but in the end she didn't, and then the slave asked her father if she hated it very much, hated her mother very much, why she always quarreled with her mother, and her father smiled and said to the slave and maid: 'Silly girl, that's love. I was very strange, so I asked, 'Dad quarrels with his mother every day, and Dad still likes his mother?' Dad looked at his mother and didn't say much. But my mother said, 'Silly girl, you will understand when you grow up, if your father really hates me from the bottom of his heart, he will not quarrel with me anymore.' Now, the slave and maid understood what her mother had said. ”

I said, "Yes, if I really hate, I won't want to talk to him anymore, at first I didn't want to see him again, but then ......" smiled self-deprecatingly, "It turns out that all his presumptuous after that is my acquiescence." ”

Ju Xiang hesitated and asked softly: "So, Your Majesty or Ming Shizi, which one does the second lady prefer?" ”

I sighed: "Ming Shizi, he has always treated me very well, and I will not be able to bear him." ”

Ju Xiang nodded and said: "Yes, Ming Shizi is really good to the second miss, and the palace is obvious to all, but the slaves and maids can also see that His Majesty does have affection for the second miss, in fact, it was originally just to see who the second miss's heart belonged to, but now it seems that it is really difficult." ”

I hurriedly said, "What's so rare about this?!" I will not fail the son of the Ming world! ”

Ju Xiang frowned and said: "If the second young lady's thoughts are known by His Majesty, the slave maid thinks, the prince may die." ”

I frowned and asked, "What does that mean?" ”

Ju Xiang said: "The second lady doesn't know yet, Your Majesty caught the prince a few days ago, but there has been a life for the prince, the princess has gone to Yanlai Palace many times to beg, crying pear blossoms with rain, Your Majesty only said: 'If it weren't for Miao Miao's face, I would definitely behead him to show the public!'" Then the princess departed. ”

I said, "For my sake? ”

Ju Xiang said: "Yes, it seems to mean that the prince is the nominal brother of the second lady, so he will keep his life for the time being." If the second young lady's thoughts were known to His Majesty, His Majesty would be angry and even the second young lady would be angry, and he didn't know what he would do! It's horrible! ”

I hurriedly said, "Why didn't you say it earlier?" I got up and eagerly put on my shoes and socks.

Ju Xiang took the coat from the shelf and put it on for me, and whispered: "Your Majesty won't let you say it, and the second young lady was still very weak two days ago, how dare the slave and maid talk nonsense?" ”

I turned my head sideways and asked, "What about Ming Shizi?" Has he ever been here? And why didn't the princess come to me? ”

Ju Xiang whispered: "Your Majesty has already ordered that whoever wants to disturb your recuperation will be punished first, and then the others." ”

I sighed softly, full of wistfulness.

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