Chapter 25: A Man's Pain

After Huo Xiaorou waited for He Weiye to finish washing, she took a deep breath and adjusted her breathing, because she knew that what she was going to say next would definitely not be in line with her husband's wishes, but she knew that if she didn't say it now, she might not have a chance in the future, and it was even possible that this marriage would end because of this, so she had to speak: "Weiye, I think we have to have a good chat!" ”

He Weiye glanced at his wife and said impatiently: "What are you talking about, I have been talked about too much just now, can I go to bed first today!" ”

Huo Xiaorou shook her head, slowed down for a while, and still spoke: "I know you can't listen to anything now, but I have to tell you one thing clearly." ”

When He Weiye heard the other party's tone so serious, he couldn't help but feel his heart tighten, and then put down his posture, and said casually: "Well, say!" ”

Huo Xiaorou took a deep breath, then slowly spit it out, and said with some hesitation: "I, I feel that I have done everything I can, I'm afraid that from this moment on, I can't make any more concessions, I can't go back!" It's true! So can you understand me? ”

He Weiye frowned, looking at Huo Xiaorou like an alien, with a puzzled and disdainful expression - I really don't understand, what did she pay for except crying, it was obviously him who was beaten and humiliated?

The clear and profound expression on her husband's face seemed to be carved, which made Huo Xiaorou immediately understand what he was thinking. She had no choice but to quickly explain in an angry and helpless tone: "You haven't figured it out, I don't even want to be cheeky for you and this marriage, don't you understand this?" I don't care if you understand it or not, you listen to me - I, Huo Xiaorou has no way to maintain this marriage on her own, first of all, because of my family, I don't want to hurt them anymore; Secondly, because of myself, you have to know that I am also a person with a heart and dignity. This marriage, if you want it, you hold on; If you don't want it anymore, or if you're shaken by what someone said, then I'll just let it go. In short, what exactly will happen to our marriage is entirely up to you! ”

He Weiye looked at his wife's lips one by one, and the scripture-like words were like texts taught by teachers in school, which made him a little difficult to understand, and even felt drowsy.

"Can you understand? What do I mean-" Huo Xiaorou anxiously wanted to explain what she meant, since she got married, she has worked hard to make her words understand by her husband, but she has never succeeded. Even so, Huo Xiaorou never doubted her marriage to He Weiye, and she always thought that as long as she truly loved each other, then other problems could be turned into small things. He Weiye is also willing to immerse himself in this false illusion of being blindly loved by a woman, and sink infinitely in the fall. The husband and wife just closed their ears and opened their mouths, you said things and I talked about them, never empathized, but in the name of love, they used the most arrogant ideas to speculate on each other's minds, and they both thought that they were the ones who understood each other best.

"Understood, understood." He Weiye hurriedly interrupted his wife's words, for fear that she would start another incomprehensible speech.

Listening to her husband's answer without hesitation, Huo Xiaorou did not have a trace of happiness in her heart. Restlessness, irritability, and even disgust, surged up from the deepest part of her heart, constantly reminding her to think about the problems she had been having, but Huo Xiaorou didn't dare to imagine the pain after leaving her husband. From giving birth to a child to today, Huo Xiaorou has been suffering from pain almost every day - worry about children, fear of the future, mother-in-law and daughter-in-law relationship, Weng Xu relationship - she really can't imagine facing the breakdown of her marriage right now. Moreover, she chose this marriage by herself in the first place, and she didn't want to give up so irresponsibly. It's so ridiculous that she can't laugh because she has blocked a big gamble on her dignity, but she has to pray for God's blessing! No, you can't continue to worry so much, since you have chosen, don't be like a coward - after Huo Xiaorou made up her mind, she hugged the baby and said to her husband who was facing away from her: "Turn off the lights and rest!"

"Good!" He Weiye responded to Huo Xiaorou's words and quickly turned off the lights. He struggled to close his eyes, which were already a little swollen, but the drowsiness did not heed his call. The scene from an hour ago replayed over and over again in his mind like a movie—it was humiliation, it was an insult, it was a trampling on his personality—and the thought of the culprit who had caused it all was sleeping with his back to him made him want to strangle these two scourges. Just when he couldn't help but stretch out his hands and gesture to relieve the anger in his heart, Huo Xiaorou suddenly moved, so frightened that he quickly patted her shoulder with his hand.

If you think about it carefully, when you didn't get married, you were so free, no one cared about it, and you didn't have to quarrel all the time, if only you didn't have to get married! Can he be blamed for this? At the beginning, he didn't want to get married, but the people around him always made irresponsible remarks, and the three aunts and six mothers-in-law kept urging, did his marriage have anything to do with them? But then again, if you really get divorced, you will definitely be ridiculed in the future, and then you don't know what those long-tongued women will say?

He Weiye turned around and looked at his wife's bloated and generous back—a big, wide panel at all—compared to before he got married, it was like a different person. Who would have thought that the culprit who had tempted him to the grave of love before he got married—marriage—would become so disgusting. But no matter where you start counting this marriage, it can't be regarded as his own choice, but in the end, all the pain has to be borne by him alone, how unfair the world is!

"Hey!" He Weiye carefully observed Huo Xiaorou, and after making sure that she was asleep, he let out a soft sigh. How unfortunate I am, and how helpless I am to be born! After thinking about it, what else can I do, can I really fight it? If you kill this woman now, you will definitely go to jail; If he directly expressed his firm idea of divorce to the Huo family now, he would definitely be beaten half to death.

"Think of your parents! Their age is really not young, and they finally have such a son as themselves, if I really have an impulse and have an accident, isn't it the result that my parents are sad? He Weiye whispered to himself to persuade himself, and then looked at the woman who slept like a dead pig, "Hey, this woman is also her daughter-in-law if she has no brains, is it possible that she is divorced and ridiculed by those three aunts and six mothers-in-law?" ”

That's right, everything is for the sake of the family, for the sake of the parents to endure humiliation, for the sake of the wife and daughter to put down their dignity, isn't this what a big hero should do? He Weiye felt like a hero fighting for honor, suffering humiliation, but still choosing to bear humiliation for the sake of his family, secretly examining his wounds alone, silently enduring the pain that others could not understand. A tear slipped down from the corner of his eye, and the tears were full of a man's grievances and helplessness.

After experiencing a huge psychological turn, He Weiye finally let go of the burden in his heart and let himself accept the relaxation and comfort brought by sleep with peace of mind, after all, if he doesn't take care of himself, who can he expect to take care of the child under the age of a month?

After experiencing emotional adjustment, He Weiye, who was full of energy, was as excited as chicken blood early in the morning. In order to show his wife and parents-in-law the changes he made, he decided to start early. So, from half past five, He Weiye stared at his wife's sleeping face and waited for her to wake up.

"Get up when you wake up, I'll help you hold the child, you go wash and eat!" The deliberately stacked smile made He Weiye's face look like it had been coated with a thick layer of lard, and it was a little greasy in the falsehood.

"Ahh Her husband's big face full of courtesy slammed in front of her, Huo Xiaorou was really startled, and hurriedly looked at her mobile phone and found that it was just half past six.

Huo Xiaorou went to get He Weiye up after eating, and he didn't delay his work for a while, he washed his face and brushed his teeth quickly, and ate quickly. After eating, he didn't stop picking up the diapers on the ground that were stained with feces and urine, washing diapers for a while, boiling hot water for a while, and doing everything he could.

Working so consciously and autonomously, this is a sight that has never been seen before! Huo Xiaorou immediately secretly thanked God in her heart for fulfilling her wish - a person has changed his temperament overnight, and it can only be blessed by God!

He Weiye kept cheering himself up in his heart: no matter what happens, as long as he performs positively, he will always be recognized, if it doesn't work for one day, then two days, in short, keep persevering, and his father-in-law and mother-in-law will always fully accept him. He felt that he was doing something great that touched people, and even felt that he was so noble to forgive the faults of others like a Buddha and a Virgin, and the people around him gradually became small in his eyes.

He Weiye felt that his mood was relaxed and almost floated, and the hands that washed diapers seemed to be equipped with motors, so powerful and fast. Come to think of it, in the past, he was the one who refused to wash his own socks! Now for this marriage, I have achieved this point, I don't know what my mother will say when she sees it? I'm probably moved to tears!

Thinking of his mother, He Weiye's eyes suddenly became hot, as long as he can keep his marriage, what can he do if he endures a moment of humiliation? Today, the air flowing in the Huo family began to soften, so it seems that as long as he takes good care of his wife and children, Huo Xiaorou's parents definitely don't want their daughter to divorce! At this moment, He Weiye suddenly felt that everything he wanted to do could be done - but he had to do something that could show his determination better, but what to do?