Chapter 49: Don't Expect Anything

During this time, He Weiye has always maintained the habit of sending things to Huo Xiaorou, no matter how busy he is, he has never forgotten it. It's almost Double 11 again, and he seized this opportunity to buy several toys in one go and send them over. However, the last few couriers that have been sent are about to be returned because no one has signed for them. The seller has called several times to ask the reason, he sent a message to Huo Xiaorou, and she never replied, which is really inexplicable!

Recently, I haven't said anything out of place! He thought, what the hell is going on, something must have happened, right?

He Weiye scratched his hair, sighed helplessly, the teeth biting his lower lip inadvertently deepened some strength, reluctantly opened the mobile phone record, the ink slid up and down several times, he finally made up his mind and dialed Huo Xiaorou's number.

"Hello? It's me! He Weiye saw that the other party answered the phone, and hurriedly opened his mouth to identify himself.

"What's the matter? You said! There was no superfluous emotion in Huo Xiaorou's calm tone.

"That," He Weiye paused, took a deep breath, and then asked in a slightly reproachful tone: "Why don't you pick up a few couriers I sent you?" ”

"Oh, I moved, so I can't get it!" Huo Xiaorou said casually, as if this was an ordinary thing that was not worth making a fuss about.

"Moving?!" He Weiye was so shocked that his mouth grew and his eyes widened. Why move? He couldn't figure it out, but he also knew that he didn't have a position to ask why, so he had to shut his mouth and stop talking.

"That's right! Also, don't send things over in the future, children won't need them, and those toys are not very suitable for children to play! ”

Do you mean that toys are too cheap for you to look down on? He Weiye gritted his teeth and complained in his heart, but he didn't dare to say anything, so he had to respond: "Okay! ”

"It's nothing, I'll hang up, I'm still busy, that's all!" Huo Xiaorou didn't give He Weiye another second, and hung up the phone directly.

After the phone was hung up, He Weiye was stunned for a while with unacceptability. After a year of precipitation, he no longer loses his temper as he used to, but there is still no way to avoid sadness.

For more than nine months, he has always thought that Huo Xiaorou was just angry for a while, thinking that if she was given time to calm down, she would always figure it out. Therefore, after sending her a courier for the first time, when she took the initiative to contact him to ask if it was a courier sent by him, he was very excited, and regarded this as a good start, and firmly believed that "sincerity is spirit", and believed that as long as she persisted, one day she would change her mind. Now, she even refuses to sign for the courier, so no matter how much he does, it won't make any sense after all!

She hasn't liked the circle of friends since the end of the year, and people may not have seen it, or even blocked him directly! It's so embarrassing to think that I still self-righteously posted so many moments of friends!

He Weiye covered his ears with his hands, buried his head deep in his knees, and groaned in pain for a long time before finally letting the shame pass. Raising his head, he gritted his teeth viciously, read the circle of friends from beginning to end, and directly deleted all the circle of friends in the last nine months as soon as his mind was hot, and then edited a new one - from now on, I am going to start again. Today, I finally understand that there is nothing without money, and if you can be happy, I bless you!

He Weiye didn't think he was such a great person, he always thought that he had to "go with the flow" in the past, but later failed blind dates again and again, which made him recognize one thing clearly, that is, "what he wants must be held tightly in his hands", when he saw Huo Xiaorou for the first time, he knew that she was a simple person, and after in-depth understanding, he knew that she had never even been in love. He was much more mature than her, at least he had a lot more emotional experience than hers, which made him feel very relieved, at least to avoid being hurt by her.

In order to make Huo Xiaorou unable to see his true self clearly, he almost tried every means to pretend to be a charming man at that time. He kept hinting at the number of girls he had dated, and even told her that he was almost engaged to someone else, all so that she could be honest with him. However, after getting married, Huo Xiaorou asked more and more, she always hoped that he could go further, and she was always learning something, which made him feel scared, and always felt that if this continued, she would leave him sooner or later. So, he began to keep trying to suppress her, but she still became different little by little. He didn't want to change at all, because he was too nostalgic for this feeling of stability, and this slow and leisurely pace of life was what he hoped for in his heart, and he couldn't go against his own heart, so he could only let her go further and further!

He Weiye knew that Huo Xiaorou's feelings were warm and pure, it was a warm emotion that could melt everything, but he also knew that it was unreal, a short-lived emotion that was almost a dream, and it would disappear one day. Now, this moment has finally come, she is tired of it, she doesn't like him anymore, so she is leaving, what can he do, can only let go, right?

He felt that he had to make a choice like a man, and he had to respect her opinion. It's the best option, he thought.

"If you want to fly, it hurts my back-" Listening to Zhang Xinzhe's "Over the Fire", He Weiye felt that the blood in his heart was about to run dry, and all the helplessness turned into tears and flowed into his ears. He curled up his body, wrapped his arms around his back and clutched his back, trying to share the warmth with his cold body, but in the end he only made himself more pitiful.

"At least, I did what a man should be," he said to himself, "and I didn't run over to disturb her shamelessly!" That's it, let's end it in peace! I don't know, what will you say when we meet again many years later? ”

He was like a mountaineer lying lost in the ice and snow, lying alone in despair, letting his heart's sorrow engulf him, slowly waiting for death to come. Finally, when he felt that his tears were almost dry and his eyes were aching, he finally calmed down. Picked up the mobile phone, let his eyes adjust to the dazzling light of the mobile phone for a while, he opened WeChat, was stunned for a while at the message sent by Huo Xiaorou, and a few lines of tears flowed out of his red and swollen eyes, and finally edited a message with trembling hands - read it carefully over and over again, almost breaking his heart - and sent it out: As you wish, I promise to divorce, I will give you everything and money that should be given to you, but don't expect too much, I probably don't have as much money as you think......

After a while, he received a reply from the other party: Don't worry, I didn't think about it that much!

"Of course, what else could you think? 100,000 yuan is here! He covered his eyes that were about to shed tears with some self-deprecation, smiled helplessly, and said to himself: "Well, this can be regarded as my compensation for you!" After all, we have loved each other, and we have a child to raise! ”

Just when He Weiye was about to wash his face and go to the factory, his mobile phone WeChat rang. It turned out that Huo Xiaorou asked when to get the divorce certificate.

I really didn't know what she was so anxious to do, he glanced at his phone in disbelief and became angry. He had already decided to let go, was it necessary to be in such a hurry? Does she know how painful he was, and how much courage he mustered? Did she want to stay away from him so much?

He pursed his lips a little aggrievedly, sighed helplessly, and patiently explained: Let's talk about it after the New Year, after all, the year was still relatively busy, and we are very busy here, I can't go back in time! Anyway, I've promised you, it's always the same!

In just a few seconds, Huo Xiaorou's message was sent: If you agree to the divorce, let's hurry up to the Civil Affairs Bureau before the year, after all, if we don't do it before the year, we will have to delay at home for a period of time after the New Year, it's too troublesome!

When He Weiye saw the other party's information, he was even more furious, and forgot the self-moved gentlemanly demeanor before sending the message. I saw him throw his phone aside, no longer reply to the message, and said to himself angrily: "Do you want to break up with me so fuckingly?" I'm not as good as you want, huh! ”

Huo Xiaorou's message was sent immediately: If you don't go to the Civil Affairs Bureau with me a year ago, I can only sue!

This information simply detonated the anger in He Weiye's heart, his breathing became as heavy as an old cow plowing the land, the green tendons on his forehead were also convex earthworms, and his face was as red as red dates. At this moment, he almost lost all his mind, and sent a message to himself: Whatever you want, do whatever you want!

Huo Xiaorou replied to him for a while: You really haven't grown at all! I did as you wished, on your own terms!

"What do you mean by not growing at all? Who do you think you are? He Weiye angrily scolded at the mobile phone, "It seems that she is mature, she is a slut at all, a bitch who owes a beating!" Bah! Lao Tzu is not rare to you! ”

After all his emotions burned out, He Weiye only felt an indescribable frustration slowly swallowing him, and his whole person almost fell into that endless blank, leaving only the boundless emptiness and loneliness meandering forward in his body, and he let out a "hehehe" mockery as he walked.

How sad! He thought, maybe he was destined to be alone in this life, right?