Chapter 176: Pan Qiaoyun 21
When he returned to Pan Qiaoyun's house, it was already dark, Shi Xiu climbed over the wall and entered the house, wanting to arrest people for questioning, but saw that there was a person in the courtyard who was very similar to Pan Qiaoyun, so he hid in the dark and slowly groped for the past.
The moonlight is like water, the sound of the wind blowing the bamboo leaves rustles, Pan Qiaoyun is wearing thin clothes, standing alone in the middle of the courtyard, the bright moonlight reflects her holy and beautiful face, for a long time, she sighed, lowered her head, Shi Xiu saw that her hair was shortened, and his heart was pulled up.
"If life is only as first seen, what is the autumn wind and sad fan." She said that he didn't understand, but her voice was bloody, and he was suddenly ashamed of himself at this moment.
He has been crawling at the bottom since he was a child, he has long been contaminated with filth, he can't read big characters, and he can't even understand the paintings she paints, the poems she makes, and even some of the words she says, and he has low self-esteem.
Soon, she turned back to the house, he quietly followed, he saw her crying in front of the window, there was no sound, but the tears in those dead eyes kept rolling down, her thin body trembled slightly, like a string that would break at any time, he suddenly didn't want to hold on to the truth, just wanted to protect her.
"Lady." He pushed the door open and burst in front of her, his head hanging quietly on his knees.
Pan Qiaoyun didn't say a word, only whimpered in a low voice, he knelt still, and after a long time, she turned around and spit out lightly: "You go!" ”
"Lady, please forgive the villain for the sake of the past." Shi Xiu hung his head, beads of sweat sliding down his forehead.
"You kneel this time, can you stand up in the future?" She walked up slowly, his ears and neck were red with shame, she moved step by step, whispering like a lover's whisper, she said, "You are desperate Saburo." ”
You are Shi Xiu, what about your dignity? What about your backbone? Seeing his frustrated face, her chest suddenly felt like she had been stabbed, and the pain was terrible, she turned around and said, "You go!" ”
People are not grass and trees, who can be ruthless, a few days ago Shi Xiu's affection for her was true, she also slowly developed feelings in the process of being a snake with him, seeing him kneeling, it seemed that he had lost the dignity of a man, but she knew no, it seemed that she was the one who lost.
"You go, don't come to me in the future."
"Lady!" He knelt down, grabbed the corner of her skirt, and said, "I really don't know anything." ”
Pan Qiaoyun pushed him away and raised his voice: "Someone! ”
After a while, a group of people opened the door and came in, and Pan Qiaoyun said, "Invite Shi Guanren out." ”
When he was gone, she wept and tore the portrait off the wall.
"I'm so stupid, so stupid." She sat quietly for a while, and then went to the ancestral table and put a stick of incense.
Two days later, she received a special gift, and when she opened the box, she let out a heart-rending scream.
"Lady." Jiao'er rushed in from outside the house, smelled the blood in the house, knew that something was wrong, and when she saw the heart in the box, she screamed and fainted completely, and the others retreated to the side and vomited.
"You're really ruthless." Pan Qiaoyun sat down on the edge of the bed, tore open the letter, and after reading it, she threw the paper away.
"Let me see your heart? It's disgusting. Pan Qiaoyun scolded in his mouth: "Miscellaneous! You're damned! Scum! Tears kept falling, and for a long time, she was silent, and calmly asked people to go outside to buy coffins.
The house was full of white inside and out, and she worshiped his coffin, dressed in linen and filial piety, and kept watch in the mourning hall for several days and nights.
When people who don't know pass by her house, they always ask a question or two, and the neighbors say that she is the life of Kefu, and none of the three husbands end well...... In short, none of them said that she was good, after Shi Xiufa's funeral, Sun Shishilang came to look for her again and asked her to go to Beijing together, but this time she simply refused: "I want to accompany the ancient Buddha and the green lantern for a long time." ”
Sun Shishilang was shocked and said, "Don't you hate him? Why do you have to keep a feast for him? ”
"I don't hate, and I don't keep a festival for him."
"I've done bad things, and my conscience is upset." Pan Qiaoyun drove him away, and he asked, "Do you want to be ordained?" ”
She shook her head and said, "I'm a layman, don't pollute that land." ”
On the night of the first seven, Pan Qiaoyun had a nightmare, in the dream, she and Shi Xiu were in love, fish and water, and when she woke up, his murmur seemed to be still in her ears, she was startled, covered the quilt tightly, and scolded: "What a hell!" ”
With a disturbed conscience, she burned paper money for him, recited the Sutra of the Past Life, and when she wanted to raise her head to leave by chance, she looked at a pair of black eyes on the beam.
"Ahh She collapsed to the ground in fright, and when she looked closely, under the yellowish light, a man with a sharp beak and monkey cheeks was lying on the beam, he came down the pillar, and said with a smile: "Sister-in-law." ”
"Who are you?"
"The villain has changed from time to time, and in accordance with his brother's last wishes, he came to see his sister-in-law."
Pan Qiaoyun knew Shi Xiu's temperament very well, he would never let this person come over in the middle of the night to scare her, and then thinking of the hatred that flashed in his eyes, she said in her heart: "This person should have taken my life." Thinking like this, he was no longer afraid, and bowed and said, "Uncle salute." ”
Shi Qian has just learned that Shi Xiu took out his heart in order to prove his intentions and let the brothers show the woman, and he was angry that he wanted to come over and let her go to the underworld to be with Shi Xiu.
He said: "It's getting late, the villain won't disturb the sister-in-law, and he will leave!" After saying that, he left this place quickly, Pan Qiaoyun still felt afraid, and said in his heart: "These people in the rivers and lakes are amazing, taking people's lives is as simple as eating and drinking, I have to be careful in the future, otherwise I won't be able to escape death as soon as his brothers come." ”
Thinking about it and thinking of Shi Xiu's body, she muttered: "Although you are short-tempered and strong, you are also a good man, and you didn't say that you wanted to take my life, just since I almost became your wife, then I won't marry anymore in the future, and I'll keep you." ”
"I'm really self-inflicted, and the whole person has to take most of my life, alas! This gutter capsized can be regarded as a bloody lesson! ”
Not long after, she happened to hear that Yang Xiong died violently, his death was miserable, and he seemed to be a ghost asking for his life, and she said in her heart: "Heaven is a good reincarnation." Since then, the heroes of Liangshan have disappeared from her world.
Sun Shifulang's sense of existence gradually became stronger, he almost settled down next to her home, no matter how many people Grandpa Guo sent to carry him back, he would definitely come again, as the days went by, Grandpa Guo and Mrs. Junwang also gave up, and even sent Zhao Yu County Lord to be a lobbyist, so that Pan Qiaoyun and Sun Shishilang went back.
But Pan Qiaoyun has a hard heart, set up a small Buddha hall at home, eats fasting and recites Buddha every day to do good deeds, but ignores their family, as if completely abandoning love.
It's just that when she wakes up in the dead of night, she bows in front of the Buddha hall and shouts, "Big brother, don't come to me!" It's horrible! ”
She could always have dreams every night, dreaming that he was thrown into hell in vain, that he was having a bad time in another world, that he was in rags, that he was being bullied, and that under depression, he took her as an object of venting and did what he had never dared to do in his life.
"He was a decent man and gentleman in life, but after death, he became a pervert! What an obstacle! She scolded, in order to seek peace of mind, she often got up to burn incense and worship the Buddha, at first it was still used, and then gradually became useless, in a fit of anger, she scattered all her wealth, dismissed the family slaves, went to the temple to shave the monk, and sought the protection of Buddhism, since then, she has never had a nightmare.
Soon, Sun Shishilang also became a monk in the Bao'en Temple next door.
Pan Qiaoyun devoted himself to cultivation in the temple, and gradually became a well-known teacher, and lived to be 96 years old before he died, and his body was cremated and got three transparent relics, which were amazed at the time.
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