Chapter 36: A Runaway Heart

The farce downstairs turned upside down, and Huo Xiaorou upstairs was not calm at all, she had never liked to argue with people, listening to the commotion downstairs, she was always worried that someone would get hurt, and she had been silently praying in her heart 'Don't fight'. She sat upright on the bed, but her eyes kept staring out of the window, and her still persistent expression was clearly full of anticipation. She was waiting, waiting for He Weiye to go upstairs to take a look at the child and her.

"Boom" Accompanied by the sound of heavy footsteps, it got closer and closer, and Grandma Huo pushed the door and entered the house. As soon as she pushed the door open, Grandma Huo took a deep breath, adjusted her emotions, and after approaching her granddaughter's bedside, she stared at her granddaughter with a frown for a while, and couldn't help but sigh again, just as she was about to speak, she sighed again, and suddenly thought that this was a major event related to her granddaughter's life after all, and swallowed back the words that had reached her mouth, stood in place and looked in the direction of the child for a while, and finally said: "You, alas, the baby is asleep?" ”

Huo Xiaorou saw her grandmother's hesitation and entanglement in her eyes, but at this time she was already in a state of confusion, so she could only ask with a lonely expression: "Grandma, why did you come upstairs?" Grandma you sit. ”

After Grandma Huo walked to the edge of the bed and sat down, she looked at her granddaughter with a frown, and then said slowly: "It's too noisy down there!" I'm actually just coming up and having a look......"

It was the first time Huo Xiaorou saw her grandmother so hesitant, and she kept blaming herself in her heart, so she pretended to be strong and said to her grandmother: "I'm fine!" Really, it's fine! ”

Grandma Huo stared at Huo Xiaorou's face, looked at it carefully for a while, and sighed: "Don't care about other people's opinions, if you really can't let go, you can hold on a little longer!" ”

Huo Xiaorou glanced at her grandmother in disbelief, shattered the last trace of stubbornness on her face, and asked with a sad expression: "I, do I have to get a divorce?" ”

Grandma Huo looked at her granddaughter's eyes seriously, shook her head firmly, and said, "No, no, it doesn't have to be divorced." ”

Just as joy was about to climb into the corner of Huo Xiaorou's eyes, there was a sudden knock on the door. Qian Xiaoqin held the doorknob, pushed the door open by a third, stretched out her head and said, "I'm in!" ”

Before today, Qian Xiaoqin supported her sister to stick to her marriage, after all, the child was still so young, and He Weiye didn't do too much - judging from Huo Xiaorou's past words. However, today she learned that the real He Weiye in the mouth of Aunt He Weiye is not the same thing at all, the real two people! Qian Xiaoqin saw all the behavior of He Weiye downstairs, it was a 'straw bag' who didn't understand anything. You say straw bales, straw bales, it's still a 'wall grass', you can be obedient to the wall grass, but he is still a 'mom treasure', this is a completely unsolvable problem! She naturally knows the truth of 'I'd rather demolish a temple than destroy a marriage', but at this moment, she chose to persuade directly: "According to me, even if you don't leave now, you won't be able to last long." Marriage is not a matter of two people at all! You say, can your in-laws allow you to move out with your husband, well, with He Weiye? Even if he moves out, unless he can see his parents for the rest of his life, you two don't want to get better! ”

Huo Xiaorou just listened quietly, but she didn't fully agree with her younger sibling's words, she felt that as long as she was a little stronger, she could train He Weiye well, after all, he was really not bad!

Qian Xiaoqin saw the stubborn smile on the corner of Huo Xiaorou's mouth, and understood what she was thinking, sighed shortly, and then persuaded: "My sister, think about it, how long has it been, has it been a month?" And he repented! Do you really think you can train He Weiye well? ”

Huo Xiaorou's face turned red suddenly because she was seen through her thoughts, but she refused to admit it, and pretended to be indifferent and said, "I didn't think so!" His kind of person is simply not worth my continued efforts for him! ”

When Qian Xiaoqin was about to say something more, someone pushed the door open and came in, so she stopped talking and went back to her room.

Because of the demolition, relatives and friends who used to live far away were concentrated in several neighboring communities, and as soon as this matter was made, the seven aunts and eight aunts came to care about the situation, and many people came one after another.

No matter who went upstairs and said something, Huo Xiaorou listened obediently, and sometimes pretended to scold a few words, but from beginning to end, she made all kinds of excuses in her husband's behavior, although she knew that it was cheap, but she just couldn't control her heart.

Throughout the night, Huo Xiaorou didn't rest well, all kinds of thoughts kept spinning around in her mind, she told herself over and over how bad He Weiye was, but she couldn't really convince herself from the deepest part of her heart, which made her feel another kind of pain in her pain. I couldn't stand the pain anymore, she opened WeChat and typed a paragraph, looked at it carefully for a long time, revised it over and over again, until she was moved to tears, and then sent it to her husband.

The message is as follows: 'He Weiye, before I got married, what I wanted was spiritual satisfaction, and I hoped that my husband would know that he loved me and loved me, blocked all the wind and rain for me, and took me and my children to live happily...... After I got married, I lived in a dark and damp house, enduring your childishness, silently cheering you on, and enduring your father's cynicism and your mother's watchful urging...... After giving birth, my family and I were afraid of the risks of childbirth, but you and your parents thought that my family and I were just hypocritical, and asked me to divorce you without any words, and shamelessly asked me if I had ever been materially dissatisfied? Your parents blame me for only knowing how to have a relationship with your children, but they don't guide you to 'make contributions', and blame me for their son's failures, how can I afford such a big responsibility? Double standards, you tell me, isn't mental blow a form of abuse? Why can't you think about it, why can't you always understand what I'm saying? If you can't understand me, why won't you let go of your hand? No matter how reluctant I am, don't be sympathetic and let me live, okay? I plucked the flower of love that bloomed in my heart and nourished it with blood and gave it to you, but why did you only bring me the storm all over the city?'

Huo Xiaorou wrote all her dissatisfaction and pain in this message, looking forward to the return of this husband who has not yet divorced, longing for his understanding of herself, fantasizing that he would be able to wake up after seeing the message, and then run non-stop to apologize to her and the child. Thinking about it like this, Huo Xiaorou felt that her tears were no longer so bitter, and the night was no longer terrifying. It's just that she waited left and right until she couldn't hold back and fell asleep, and she didn't wait for a reply message.

When he received Huo Xiaorou's message, He Weiye hadn't slept yet, just after listening to his mother's crying and his father's nagging, he was full of guilt for his parents and hatred for the Huo family, glanced at the message prompt, threw his mobile phone on the bedside table on the side, and decided to punish Huo Xiaorou with silence.

However, lying on the bed, He Weiye never fell asleep after tossing and turning, and finally stayed up until the morning, hurriedly looking through the information, but he didn't expect to talk nonsense as always, and without thinking about it, he sent a message over.

At about six o'clock in the morning, Huo Xiaorou heard the mobile phone buzzing, startled, and immediately came to her senses, opened the mobile phone and saw that her fiery heart was frozen all of a sudden.

He Weiye replied to the message: 'Let me tell you, Huo Xiaorou, don't feel how wronged you are like a resentful woman every day, think about what you do, what does your mother do every day? What else would you do but complain and complain to your family? There is a limit to human patience, tell you that the baby is my mother's grandson, not your mother's! You don't look at what your family is doing, you know that you tell your family some bad things about my parents every day, what the hell are you going to do? Do whatever you want in the future, please don't tell me, I've had enough! You're nervous, I'm normal! ’

Huo Xiaorou suddenly felt that her brain was blank, as if there was a fire burning her fiercely in her chest, she forgot all about gentleness and thoughtfulness, and replied viciously: "To tell you the truth, I have always been afraid of divorce, but now I am not afraid at all, I am ready at any time!" Divorce, there is no shame! I want to vomit when I think of those two sluts, but in order to be able to live well, I have been patient! I kept telling myself that I had to put my temper away, or the baby would suffer with me! But, listen, what the fuck are you talking about! You're fucking dead, shameless slut! Jump out of your own home and see, who is as weird as your family, straight man cancer thoughts, too lazy to scold you, disgusting and shameless, a slut! What did my family do, I tell you, they gave me life and saved my life when I was in danger! And what did your family do? Your family has nothing to do except to reciprocate! This time, I will never go to your house even if I die. Your words really provoked my anger, why was my mother scolded by you, you shameless slut! Fucking die, old lady! ”

Replying to the message, Huo Xiaorou immediately blocked He Weiye's WeChat account. She buried her face in the quilt with her head in her hands, and said to herself in a tone of annoyance: "I'm really, what a shame!" It's a pig! Why am I so shameless! Cheap, cheap! Huo Xiaorou, what's the matter with you? This kind of garbage man, why can't you just let it go? Put it down! I beg you! Please, put it down! Don't be cheap, okay? Suddenly, Huo Xiaorou raised her head again, and her tone softened: "But, I just can't let it go, what should I do?" I know he's not good, but I'm afraid that if I leave him, he'll be sad, he'll be in pain, and maybe even kill himself! ”

Huo Xiaorou stopped talking, lay down slowly, looked at the sleeping child, and the anger against He Weiye receded as usual......