"No!" Wang Jiran whimpered and cried: "Don't tell him. ”

"I've written him a letter of renunciation, but he won't give up...... Forget it, I'll go to him in person, maybe he won't think about it anymore when he sees my face is disgraced, cousin, I'll meet him in Bianhe tomorrow, my father and mother are here, I'll bother you to deal with it. ”

In the middle of March, the weeping willow has just budded, the tender green can pinch out the water, the Bianhe River is lively and busy, the river is full of cargo ships, boats and pleasure boats.

In the Pan Xingcha Painting Boat, a woman wearing a hat leaned on the side, her body was thin, and her breath was like a gossamer, and the intimate maidservant put a soft pillow for her, comforting: "Lady, don't worry, he will understand your hard work." ”

"What if you don't understand? But a dying man. "The nightmare of this time completely changed her, she was originally an innocent and cheerful 'Iron Lady' who was not afraid of heaven and earth, but now she has become a depressed and depressed decrepit person.

She didn't know what others thought of her, but she didn't want to look directly at her face every time she was dressing up in front of the mirror, and now, all kinds of negative emotions such as her low self-esteem, guilt, embarrassment, and disappointment poured out, intertwined, and made her feel painful.

After waiting for a long time, she saw him in another painting boat through the hat, and when she saw him again, it was like a world away, her tears quickly soaked her eyes, and she tilted her head back into the painting boat.

I don't know how long it took, she felt someone beside her, and he seemed to look at her for a long, long time before he said, "You, are you okay?" ”

She was silent, turned her head to the other side, tears fell one after another, her heart ached like a knife, he half-knelt down, held her white and weak hands, and said seriously: "Don't make trouble, marry me, be my wife." ”

The hands he held were terrifyingly cold and terrifyingly thin, his eyes overflowed with tears on the spot, and he said, "I'm sorry, it's all because of me." "When I first met, she was still a radiant, arrogant and lovely little lady, although sometimes reckless and abrupt, but fresh and energetic, like a newborn beast, not afraid of heaven and earth but has its own loveliness, and after falling from the tree, she was full of death, as if the essence had completely dissipated, how much suffering did she have to go through before she completely became like this? Qin Huizhi didn't dare to think about it.

Wang Jiran didn't say a word, but the tears flowed endlessly, smashed on the sleeves, stained a large piece, he was extremely distressed, took out a handkerchief from his arms to wipe her tears, she raised her hand to stop it, and shook her head.

After a long time, she lowered her voice and said, "Let's stop the marriage, and don't meet again in the future." Her throat was uncomfortably sore, but she still said word by word: "It's me who can't stand you, what compensation do you want, tell me, I have it, give it to you." ”

He laughed angrily, and immediately regained his composure, and said: "If you are not in good health, then take care of it, I can wait, and I am willing to wait for ten or eight years, if you change your mind, then, you tell me, who is that person?" I killed him. ”

"Can't you see? I don't have a few days to live! Wang Jiran suddenly pushed his hand away, and said, "It's not worth it for me, a person who is half-cut into the ground!" She hiccuped with tears, covered her mouth with one hand, lifted her hat with the other, and cried out, "I'm like this, just like that!" ”

"It's not ugly, it's just as beautiful." He gently stroked her face, his eyes were full of affection, and said, "No matter what you look like, you are always the best looking in my heart." After that, she took her into his arms, she leaned on his shoulder, trembling, he patted her back, she cried so much that her snot was about to come out, and she didn't dare to make a sound, so she pushed him away and took a handkerchief from Xiaotang's hand to wipe it.

"I'll be dead in a few moments, tell me what you want." Wang Jiran said in a loud voice, the crying just now made her voice full of nasality, which made people feel pitiful and funny.

He didn't answer directly, but said, "In your heart, who am I?" ”

He stepped forward, propped his hands on her side, looked at her intently, laughed at himself after a long time, and said: "Seeing the money, for the sake of the land deed, he tried every possible way to get close to the daughter of the famous family, and did everything he could to hook up with the woman of the good family...... Although he did have bad intentions at the beginning, his love for her came violently, and he sincerely wanted to live with her for the rest of his life.

He didn't finish Wang Jiran covered his mouth, shook his head gently, he looked at her in a daze, raised his hand to clasp her wrist, she only glanced at it, did not break free, and said: "I know my body, you just let me do something for you in the last time!" That's all I can give you now. ”

"No, I just want you." His eyes suddenly became very firm, and he said, "I will go all over the world to find Langzhong for you." ”

"You can be relieved these days, I will definitely come back in time and cure your illness." As he spoke, he was about to get up, but Wang Jiran hurriedly dragged his hand and shouted, "You're crazy!" ”

"It's going to be a test in two days, what do you want to do?" She was scrawny but very powerful, and she scolded, "Don't go anywhere!" ”

He turned around and looked at her directly, the affection in his eyes was about to burn her, she turned her head sideways, and he smiled: "You really still care about me, otherwise you can even remember the time of the test so clearly." ”

"Mom said that!" Wang Jiran snorted coldly: "If you like to look for it, you can find it, no one will stop you." ”

"Okay!" He turned around again, Wang Jiran was in a hurry, grabbed his wrist, slowly moved it down, and clasped his ten fingers, the corners of his mouth rose, and his earlobes quietly became red.

"Stay, I have something to tell you."

Qin Huizhi sat next to her, the two snuggled tightly, Wang Jiran felt his body temperature, and once again had a sense of security and strength, she said: "Originally, I planned to see you again after this time, guess how long I can live?" ”

He didn't guess, but asked, "I see that you are not physically ill, but mentally ill, what's wrong?" Am I having something wrong with you? Otherwise, how could you torture yourself like this? ”

Wang Jiran trembled when she heard this, Qin Huizhi carefully coaxed for a long time before she said: "After falling from the tree, I had nightmares every day, dreaming that someone tied us up and made us kneel in front of a temple, and the ghosts came to beat us every day, saying that we shouldn't kill 'Yue Fei'...... Those ghost tricks are ruthless, the face is terrifying, I open and close my eyes are their faces, I am really afraid, I can't eat all day, I can't sleep, so I boiled myself into this appearance. ”

"You've suffered." Qin Huizhi sighed and said: "It turns out that I misunderstood you, in vain I always thought that you were empathetic and don't fall in love." ”

"Where!" Wang Jiran snorted and said, "Now that you know, how do you plan for the future?" ”

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