Chapter 373
Shen Meng fell asleep after a while, it was almost eleven o'clock in the middle of the night, and the rain outside gradually stopped, leaving only the sound of water ticking on the eaves.
Shen Qingluo said that she would let Gu Shaoyang leave after eating, but after all, this was her home, and she couldn't let him take it casually to when he was leaving.
After lying down for a while, I couldn't lie down anymore, so I got up and walked out of the room.
Gu Shaoyang sat at the dining table in the living room, eating noodles one bite at a time. Seeing her come out, he stabbed the noodles in his mouth and handed her a pair of chopsticks.
"Come and eat noodles."
Whoever wants to eat noodles with him, don't look like you're very familiar with her. "Eat quickly, and leave after eating."
Shen Meng fell asleep after a while, it was almost eleven o'clock in the middle of the night, and the rain outside gradually stopped, leaving only the sound of water ticking on the eaves.
Shen Qingluo said that she would let Gu Shaoyang leave after eating, but after all, this was her home, and she couldn't let him take it casually to when he was leaving.
After lying down for a while, I couldn't lie down anymore, so I got up and walked out of the room.
Gu Shaoyang sat at the dining table in the living room, eating noodles one bite at a time. Seeing her come out, he stabbed the noodles in his mouth and handed her a pair of chopsticks.
"Come and eat noodles."
Whoever wants to eat noodles with him, don't look like you're very familiar with her. "Eat quickly, and leave after eating."
His clothes were still wet, and when she saw it, she pretended not to see it, and didn't care about him as she shouldn't.
"People take food as their day, and they must eat well, otherwise it will not be good for digestion."
He also knew that digestion was not good, and he hadn't seen him pay attention to speed when he ate before. Shen Qingluo sat down on the sofa, picked up his mobile phone and stopped talking to him.
He asked while eating, "I checked it later, and it turned out that this is your biological mother's hometown." ”
Shen Qingluo played with his mobile phone and ignored him.
"Is this house hers too? Is it going to give you free accommodation or what? ”
She continued to fall on deaf ears.
He continued: "Otherwise, I'll buy you a house in the new town......"
"Eat and sleep, can you stop talking?"
"What I said is true, you have to walk in a long way from the alley, last time Bai Yuwen's kid blocked you in the alley, and you can't listen to the shouting......"
"Are you finished?!" Shen Qingluo stood up suddenly.
Gu Shaoyang looked at her, very different, and then grinned: "You used to have a good temper, why are you so ...... now?"
"Don't talk to me about it before!"
"Be quiet, the kid will wake you up later."
He was really faceless and skinless, Shen Qingluo threw his mobile phone on the table and walked to him, seeing that he had almost eaten his noodles, and looked at him coldly.
He raised his eyebrows and peeked at her and said, "Doesn't it smell too good, so I can't help but take a bite all the time." I'll feed you. ”
Shameless thing, the corners of Shen Qingluo's mouth hooked slightly: "Then have you eaten enough?" ”
Does she really want to eat it? He immediately nodded: "I'm full." ”
"Full?" She didn't smile, pulled the bowl away from him, and wrapped her hands around her chest, "Hurry up and leave when you're full, you're affecting my rest." ”
"I haven't eaten yet, you can't waste food if you don't eat, you know I hate it when others waste food......
He reached out for the bowl again, and Shen Qingluo couldn't wait to pick up the bowl and put it on his head. Furious, she took a deep breath and sat down across from him.
"Gu Shaoyang, can we stop doing this?"
When she suddenly stopped speaking loudly, but said this calmly, Gu Shaoyang was a little panicked: "Can you not do anything?" ”
It's useless to ignore him, it's useless to yell at him, she can only say calmly: "You're right, Shen Meng is your child, and since you have seen him, I won't deny it." However, I really hope you don't come to disturb my life anymore. I've already lost a child, and if you hit this child's idea, you're going to kill me. ”
"I didn't think about taking Shen Meng away from you." How could he not know how precious the child was to her? "I just want to start over with you."
"Impossible."
"Why can't it be? You still have me in your heart. ”
"Maybe there is but it's just a memory, I don't love you anymore, I can't be with you."
Don't love it anymore? No, if it weren't for love, she wouldn't have cried so sadly just now. He wasn't sure before, but now he was sure she hadn't put him down.
"I haven't tried it, how do you know it can't work? There's a reason why I left you back then......"
Shen Qingluo suddenly smiled bitterly: "You tell me the reason now, is it too late?" ”
"I ...... the green basket"
"Besides, what did I tell you back then?" Shen Qingluo looked at him with a frank gaze.
What she said back then, he still remembers very clearly. He used Jiang Meng'er to make her die, and she desperate with the fact that she couldn't have children, and she gave him a chance before she left him. She asked him......
……
......, "Gu Shaoyang, let me ask you one last time, are you married to me?" ”
...... "Even though I'm angry now, I still love you in my heart, and I still can't understand why you became so sudden?" I made trouble with you before, and I admit that I was jealous and sad, but ...... You shouldn't be like this. ”
...... "What do you think I should be?" ”
...... "If you really want me to leave you, what you will do is cut me off instead of forcing me to leave you!" ”
...... "I didn't force you. ”
...... "But you've been doing things on purpose to make me sad." As soon as I said that I would break up, you immediately said that you would give me alimony, as if you had already prepared for this. Gu Shaoyang...... Are you sick? ”
...... "Are you cursing Lao Tzu?" ”
...... "Are you sick, that's why you're in a hurry to let me leave you?" ”
...... "Put away your boundless imagination, Lao Tzu is young and strong......"
...... "If you want me to go, I don't have the ability to stay at all, but Gu Shaoyang, I tell you this, I love you today, I love you very much, no matter what happens to you, whether it is facing a difficult life or a dying illness, I am willing to be by your side." That's where I stand......"
...... "I've already made my position clear, if you still let me go, Gu Shaoyang, it's you who abandoned me who loves you." If one day, you go through this level, and you regret it and come to me again, I won't love you anymore, absolutely not. ”
……
But at the beginning, he really thought that he couldn't get through that hurdle, but he didn't expect that he escaped from death at that time, after hearing about her plane crash.
And he woke up and forgot all about her.
When I met her again, I fell in love even if I had no memory. After falling in love, the memory came back, only to find that his love for her was deeply rooted in the bone marrow.
It's just that after four years, can he still ask her for forgiveness for the reason that he may not have survived in the first place? Back then, she said that she was willing to stay by her side no matter whether she faced a difficult life or a dying illness.
But he insisted on letting her go, which led to her "death" before he could regret it, he should have repented for a lifetime, but he lost his memory, and he felt irresponsible. And when the memory returned, he pressed her back step by step.
As far as he is concerned, because he has lost fragments of memory, the time interval between losing her and meeting her again and remembering her is very short. But she went through four long years.
He really shouldn't bother anymore, but how can he give up? I can't give it up at all.
"I don't care what you think or say, I'll definitely chase you back again."
"Why bother?" She didn't trust him anymore.
She and Gu Shaoyang have been separated for a long time several times, the first time was when she was eighteen years old, and she had a skin-to-skin relationship with him, and then it was a long separation, and she didn't even know who he was. At the age of twenty-two, when she met him again, she pursued him with all her enthusiasm, and told him without scruples that she liked him.
Later, for the sake of the Jiang family, she asked for business opportunities from Gu Shaoyang again and again from the Jiang family, and finally Gu Shaoyang gave up on her, and she was broken up without any room to leave. Then there was his first child.
After two years of separation, when they met again, he brought her back to him, and she thought that he was still in love with her, so she returned to him desperately. Then he used it to destroy the Jiang family. thus also unveiled the mystery of her life experience.
Since then, she has become a rootless person, vowing to live anywhere she wants without him. She was twenty-four years old. Drifted to France. He eventually chases after her and tells her that he loves her. Then talk about marriage. But in the end, he gave up on her. He ran out of her liking, she became the one on the death list, and in the city of N in China, there was Shen Meng.
After four years, he appeared in front of her again and told her that he wanted to do it all over again.
She is twenty-eight years old.
Eighteen to twenty-eight years old, Gu Shaoyang, how many decades do you think I can make you consume?
"I already have someone else I like."
Gu Shaoyang's chest suddenly tightened, and the pain was terrible, and the woman who chased him and said that he liked him and said that she loved him said that she had someone she liked.
"I don't believe it."
"You should believe it, if you said that you once liked me, but didn't you also like Jiang Meng'er back then? So, I don't deny that I used to love you, but I already have someone else in my heart now. ”
"I don't believe it!" Gu Shaoyang scolded, "If you don't like it, why did you cry so sadly just now?" You called me, and I heard, and I heard you call me. ”
"Yes, I used to call you a lot, but you never heard you, and no matter how much I called you when I needed you most, you wouldn't show up, and then I gave up. Maybe I cried just now, not because of you, but because of myself who I was looking forward to so much. I won't forget you, just as you won't forget Jiang Meng'er. ”
"Shen Qingluo, don't say it." Why do you say so much, why don't you give him even a little leeway? "No matter what you say, I won't give up."
He was just sad, because she was right, he wasn't there when she needed him most.
"You can do what you like, I'll stick to what I want to do, you can't stop me."