Chapter 986: Miscarriage
I stood there in a daze, not knowing what I had done wrong, why all the people around me came to deal with me, even Aunt Zhang betrayed me at this time, making Tang Tianqi misunderstand me.
I felt exhausted all over, I didn't know where Tang Tianqi had gone, and I didn't have the energy to think about him anymore, because my heart had been hurt by his distrust.
I walked alone, and I felt like I had lost consciousness in pain, and I felt a little difficult to breathe, and I was thinking back to the time I had come all the way.
It was as if it was fate, and I couldn't dodge. Before I knew it, my face was covered with rows of tears, and I didn't know how I walked back to Don't complain alone.
I walked in, and looked at the silent room, everything was gray and covered in dust, and suddenly a smile appeared on my pale face.
It's as if he was mocking himself for living such a life.
I walked to my bedroom and fell asleep on the bed, I closed my eyes and curled up in a state of sleep, I was so tired.
I didn't eat dinner, I fell asleep in a daze, I had nightmares all night, I woke up in the morning and found that the pillow was wet and there were tear stains in the corners of my eyes, I didn't remember what nightmares I had, but that heart-wrenching feeling still echoes in my body.
I struggled to sit up, and held the broken hair in front of my forehead, but I found that my stomach seemed to be gurgling, I touched my stomach, and then I remembered that I hadn't eaten dinner last night, and looked at the alarm clock It was almost eleven o'clock.
I smiled bitterly and got out of bed to pour myself a glass of boiled water, I thought to myself that I would wash my face and eat something, it was all this time, even if I didn't want to eat, but the little life in my stomach still needed to eat a little.
I sat at the dining table, sending something to my mouth, while thinking about yesterday's events, Tang Tianqi has not come back since yesterday's brushing his sleeves, he may really be disappointed in me.
But I was no less disappointed in him than he was in me, and he didn't know how much his distrust of me hurt me now, and he only believed in other people's one-sided words and made up his mind about me, and he didn't come back all night, and I wondered if he loved me.
But when I returned to my room after eating, I saw the note that Tang Tianqi left for me on the desk, "Take care of yourself."
It turned out that he came back last night, but why did he leave without saying a word, leaving me a note with only one sentence.
Since then, I slowly felt Tang Tianqi's indifference to me, although he said that he would come back to see me every day, but after he came back, he spent a lot of time in the study, I don't know what he was busy with, and even his attitude towards me was extremely cold, sometimes when I asked him, he threw a few words lightly.
I swallowed everything I wanted to say to him, and I didn't know how long I could last with this life.
Most of the time I stayed alone in the room, I was always cranky, and because Tang Tianqi's attitude towards me was very sad, gradually I began to fall asleep for a long time, and my body became weaker and weaker.
Even so, I was still worried about the child in my belly, and although I didn't want to drink it, I still insisted on drinking tocolytic pills every day for the sake of the child.
I woke up very late that morning, and when I walked slowly through the living room to the kitchen, I overheard Aunt Zhang say on the phone, "What, is Miss Mu Mu sick today?" She seems to be quite serious, I'll go over now. "I actually heard that Gu Mumu seemed to have a history of mental illness, and I also heard Aunt Zhang say that she accidentally saw the past diagnosis when she was helping Gu Mumu with the hospitalization procedures.
I couldn't help but be stunned for a moment, Gu Mumu was actually mentally ill, I stopped for a moment, and walked into the kitchen quickly.
In the kitchen, I recalled over and over again what Aunt Zhang had just said on the phone while taking things, and I immediately thought of Tang Tianqi, if Gu Mumu was really mentally ill, then Tang Tianqi would have been with her, and if she was sick, then Tang Tianqi would be the most vulnerable.
I thought to myself in the bottom of my heart: Even if Tang Tianqi doesn't pay much attention to me now, Gu Mumu will definitely not want to see me, but I must go to the hospital to have a look.
I know that I am suspicious of people now, since I heard the news, I can't sit idly by, I can't watch Tang Tianqi get hurt.
I hurriedly ate something and hurried to the hospital, but when I ran in, I found Gu Mumu sitting on the hospital bed, chatting with Tang Tianqi, and I was dumbfounded.
I stood in the middle of the ward, I didn't know whether to take a step further or take a step back, I just stood stupidly like that, it turned out that what Aunt Zhang said was not the truth, and I fell for their plan again.
Tang Tianqi didn't know the reason for the matter, as soon as he saw me reappear in Gu Mumu's ward, he thought that I was going to do something to Gu Mumu again, and he was disappointed in me again with a black face, and scolded me: "You don't stay at home well, and what do you want to do in the hospital?" ”
I was dumbfounded again, listening to Tang Tianqi's tone, I felt as if I had committed some serious crime, what did I do wrong.
Tang Tianqi's words hit me on the head like a thunderbolt on a sunny day, I really couldn't stand it, I asked Tang Tianqi loudly: "What did I do wrong, you want to treat me with this attitude now?" ”
But Tang Tianqi didn't take my words seriously, and scolded me again: "I'm already very tolerant of you, don't do anything to disappoint me." ”
I think it's ridiculous and disappointed......
"You said that I did something to disappoint you, you never trusted me, you blamed all the faults on me without asking me, did you listen to me carefully?"
I was completely devastated, Tang Tianqi's cold violence in the past two days seemed to me like he was asking for my life, which made me sad, but now he said that I should not let him down.
Disappointment This word has been in my life for the past two days, and I deeply experienced the disappointment of distrust, the hero who thought it was my armor, and made me fall into the deepest abyss again and again, and now I let him down.
Tang Tianqi said with a helpless expression: "I told you very clearly, I don't want you to hurt Mu Mu, but you are hurting her again and again, I have always tolerated you, thinking that you would stop, but what about you?" ”
The quarrel between me and Tang Tianqi became more and more intense, and I cried and shouted heartbreakingly: "What have you done to me these days, although you come back to see me every day, but you don't even want to say a word to me, do you know my mood in the past two days, your cold violence is the most lethal force for me." ”
I sneered a few times and said: "You don't know that I've been drinking fetal pills for the past two days, and you don't know how Gu Mumu treats me, one day she fell down the stairs not because I pushed it, it was she who brought a bouquet of flowers to show off to me that you gave it to her, I was angry and just wanted to throw the bouquet of flowers, I didn't expect her to fall down the stairs like that on purpose, your own sister, do you know what kind of person she is?" ”
I said a lot of my grievances, but in Tang Tianqi's eyes, all the emotions I vented were just my own unreasonable trouble, he couldn't understand my emotions, he just thought that I had done so many wrong things, and I didn't repent.
Tang Tianqi said helplessly: "Although I am very angry with your treatment of Mu Mu, I still love you, I can forgive you, but you also have to understand the seriousness of what you have done." ”
I think it's enough, I've experienced so many things, and one by one it's all because Tang Tianqi doesn't trust me, and he still doesn't trust me.
I cried out in a heart-rending cry, and suddenly my mind went blank for a moment and I fainted.
Tang Tianqi was in a hurry when he saw me fainting, and hurriedly ran over and shook me wildly, only then did he realize that he was in the hospital now, so he called the doctor loudly.
When a nurse heard this, she hurried over, and when she saw me fainting, she quickly asked Tang Tianqi to carry me to the emergency room, and then the nurse ran to inform the doctor.
Tang Tianqi looked at my earthy expression, anxious and afraid that something would happen to me, until the light in the emergency room turned on, and he was also pushed at the door by the doctor.
Tang Tianqi anxiously walked back and forth at the door, he regretted his impulsive words when he spoke to me just now, but now it was too late to regret it, and the emotions I had suppressed in the past two days had reached the limit.
Today, as soon as Tang Tianqi was provoked, he broke out, and after a period of busy work, the doctor finally turned off the light sign in the rescue room, and a doctor also walked out.
With a serious expression, he said to Tang Tianqi: "You are the patient's family, right?" Tang Tianqi hurriedly nodded and agreed: "Yes, doctor, I am his husband." ”
"How did you become a husband, I don't know that my wife is now pregnant, and I can't be too excited, the patient's mood has been too low, and various factors have caused too much physical injury this time, and it may be difficult to have children in the future."
The doctor's words poked into Tang Tianqi's heart word by word, he never thought that things would turn out like this.
He kept me in front of me when he sent me to the ward, full of guilt in my heart, I slowly opened my eyes and woke up, and saw Tang Tianqi in front of me, and I moved my body to find that I seemed to be very uncomfortable.
Seeing that I woke up, Tang Tianqi hurriedly asked, "Indifferent, how do you feel, you fainted just now." ”
I fainted, I immediately reached out to touch my stomach, but I felt that my stomach was empty, "What about my child, is it gone?" ”
I asked Tang Tianqi emotionally, and Tang Tianqi lowered his head and stopped talking. I looked at his face and knew that my baby was definitely gone.