Chapter 266: I'm Satisfied
Whether it was Xiao Wen or Zhong Liyu, they couldn't tolerate Yan Qing living in this world. So, if you let her go, what else can it be other than his death?
"It's not true, it's not true!" Gu Li cried.
"For a person like you, you have no heart and no feelings, you only have interests in your eyes, and everyone is only divided into useful and useless and two kinds of people in you, how can you put yourself in danger for an irrelevant person? No, you won't! ”
She didn't believe that all this was true, how could it be possible for Yan Qing to be that kind of person? He doesn't have a heart, he wouldn't do such a thing at all!
Tears flowed down her face, Gu Li would never believe that this was true, Yan Qing would not be able to do this for her.
Yan Qing lifted her sleeves and gently wiped the tears from her face for her.
He chuckled softly, and the smile was intriguing. This laughter contains a clear helplessness and sadness.
"Actually, I regretted it a long time ago." He looked at her and said.
Gu Li was stunned, and he didn't know why he said this.
"That year, the moment I saw the letter you left, I regretted it."
He's talking about the same incident many years ago.
At that time, she resolutely left, leaving him only a letter, on which only a few words were written: farewell to the king, death and life will never be seen again.
"After a year of getting along day and night, I said that I never liked you, it was false."
He cupped Gu Li's face with both hands and rubbed it gently against her cheeks.
likes her, even himself, he doesn't know when it started.
At that time, he rejected love and did not allow his heart to be disturbed in the slightest, so he did not hesitate to deny and exclude his affection for her.
For him, love is a drag, a weakness, and he must not have it.
He originally thought that if he rejected love and that she was gone, he would be able to return to his past. But then he realized that he was wrong.
When the loneliness and emptiness that he had never experienced before hit him, it was as if he had returned to that day three hundred years ago. On that day, his mother died, dead by his sword, killed by his own hands.
He no longer deceived his heart, and at that time, he confessed that he liked her and began to accept the fact that he liked her.
"At first, I did deliberately approach you and take advantage of you, but then, things seem to have changed." A helpless smile spread out of Yan Qing's lips.
He still can't understand why he simply uses relationships to turn into love?
His denial and deception made him pay a heavy price later. No matter how he behaved, it couldn't change the impression that he was a cold-blooded and ruthless person in her heart.
See, even now, she doesn't believe that he really loves her.
Yan Qing stared at her and didn't speak again for a long time.
She didn't believe that he loved her, anyway, he couldn't do anything now, and if he could do the last thing for her before he died, he would be considered a well-deserved death.
"I'm satisfied." He held her face and said suddenly.
Before he died, he was content to be given one night to spend with her.
However, Gu Li pushed him away: "You are talking nonsense! ”
"Don't think I don't know what kind of person you are, you must be playing tricks again!"
She didn't believe that Yan Qing would die for her, not that she didn't believe it, but she didn't dare to believe it.
She looked at him with red eyes and tears glistening in her eyes.
She looked directly at him with a clear begging in her eyes, as if she was begging him: "You admit it, you admit it quickly!" Do you admit it? Admit that it was all your plan, and admit that you lied to me again. ”
He has countless conspiracies, how can he let himself be defeated? These are all fake, yes, they must be fake. He is so good at deceiving people, he must have pretended to do this, in order to deceive Xiao Wen and Zhong Liyu.
Gu Li would rather be deceived by him again than let all this come true.
As long as he can live, as long as he doesn't die, she is willing to be deceived by him for the rest of her life.
However, Yan Qing didn't say what she wanted to hear.
Instead, Xiao Wen sneered again: "Is it worth it?" Is it really worth it? You received my letter and heard that she had been kidnapped by me, and you came that night without even asking whether it was true or not. You know that you have gone and never returned, and you are willing to do it? Failure is down, everything at your fingertips collapses, are you willing? ”
Yan Qing's gentle eyes looked at Gu Li's eyes, as if answering Xiao Qian's words, and said to her: "As long as you can live, it doesn't matter if you live or die." ”
"I've been in this world for too long, it's time to leave."
Every word of his life was like a blunt knife, Ling Chi Gu Li's heart.
Heartbroken, unable to speak, she shook her head desperately.
Seeing her like this, Yan Qing couldn't help but laugh again: "Okay, I admit it, I don't want to die." It didn't matter before I had you, but after I had you, I suddenly began to cherish and cherish every day with you. I want to join hands with you for many years and grow old side by side. ”
Before he met her, before he fell in love with her, he never cared about his life, he lived, he existed, just for revenge. However, after meeting him, everything is different.
He became like an ordinary person, began to fantasize about love, and looked forward to growing old with her.
Gu Li's heartache was hard to regain, and her throat was bitter.
She had never heard him say that, but she didn't want to hear it at all.
She looked at him pleadingly: Don't say it again, don't say it again, okay? Keep all the words and say them slowly in the future.
However, for Yan Qing, this is the last chance. There are some things that she will never know if she doesn't say them.
"I lied to you many times, but later, every time I lied to you, it was nothing more than wanting to get closer to you."
If she hadn't lied to her, she might never have given her that chance.
Gu Li had never seen such emotions in Yan Qing's deep eyes, extremely gentle and extremely pleading.
He has always been high and never begged for anything from others, but at this moment, his eyes were full of pleading, as if he was begging her for a little warmth close to each other.
She was choking in pain and raised her hand to hug him.
Hold him, don't let him go, don't let him leave.
However, before she could hug him, he let go.
Yan Qing let go of the hands holding her cheeks and walked away from her step by step.
He returned to his former appearance, calm and indifferent, smiling elegantly, like a god who had strayed into the world.
He doesn't seem to eat the fireworks of the world, as if he is ruthless and unrighteous, but Gu Li knows now, it is not true.
He is also a human being, and he will also have deep affection.
"Ah Li, I'm very satisfied." This was the last sentence Yan Qing said, and before he could finish this sentence, his voice gradually faded away.