027 Melancholy, Alone (1)
Since Jianning secretly followed the third master to Jinsu Temple that time, he has always come to me every once in a while to play.
In ordinary days, in order to find something to pass the time alone with myself, I began to copy the book "Pastoral", and I copied the sentence: Picking chrysanthemums under the east fence, leisurely see Nanshan.
My thoughts were immediately carried away by the scene depicted in this poem, and after thinking for a while, I felt that it was difficult to concentrate anymore, so I simply dropped my pen.
Through the gauze curtain, he faintly saw that Jianning was catching a little monk and didn't know what he was talking about, and then waved his hand, and the little monk walked away, while Jianning was holding a rock sugar gourd in one hand and a sugar man in the other, and he jumped to the door.
I greeted him, raised my eyebrows and looked at Jianning and said, "My good princess, you won't sneak out again today, will you?" He craned his neck and looked behind her, "No one is following?" ”
Jian Ning pursed his mouth, bypassed me and went into the room and sat down, "No, what am I going to do when I come out and let them follow?" ”
I turned around and poured a cup of tea for Jianning, "Since no one is following, the princess is better with the third master, if something goes wrong with the princess, my little life will be gone." ”
Jian Ning took a sip of tea, "What?" Do you really want something to happen to me? ”
I replied, "How dare I! ”
Jian Ning laughed loudly: "Oh, teasing you, I didn't let the people behind me follow, I just wanted to talk to you alone about the whispers between our mothers, if the third brother came along, how could we talk well." ”
My eyes widened and I asked, "Princess, what's on your mind?" ”
Hearing this, Jian Ning slowly lowered his head, his face was slightly red, revealing a rare little daughter posture, I smiled and sighed: "I only drank tea today, I haven't drunk alcohol, how can I be drunk?" ”
Jian Ning looked at me and said shyly: "People want to talk to you in their hearts, but you laugh at others and don't tell you!" ”
I hurriedly sat down beside Jianning, patted her on the back, and said softly: "When did I laugh at you, you said, I listened!" ”
Jian Ning said timidly: "I...... Fell in love with someone. ”
I was surprised and surprised, "Who?" ”
She said, "It's the attendant Lord Rong." ”
It's him?
How could Jianning like him?
I whispered, "Why is he?" ”
When Jian Ning heard this, he immediately shook my hand and said in surprise: "Do you know him?" ”
I smiled bitterly and said, "How can I know that," and added, "Does the princess know that I have been divorced three times?" ”
Jian Ning nodded, "I've heard a little." ”
I sighed helplessly: "Lord Rong is the one who quit my marriage for the third time." ”
Jian Ning's eyebrows furrowed, and his expression showed some panic, "Huh? ”
So I explained: "However, this can't all be blamed on Lord Rong, he should be a good person, not to mention that I have already told him, but I didn't expect the princess to favor him?" ”
Jian Ning regained his coquettish smile and said, "Because...... Two days ago, in the Imperial Garden, I almost fell into the river because of my playfulness, but fortunately, Lord Rong appeared in time to save me, majestic and dignified. ”
I watched Jianning fall in, happy for her, but even more worried about her-
She is a member of the royal family, and many things are out of her control, if she really loves Lord Rong, can she really have a perfect ending in the end?
Therefore, he hesitated and said: "Princess, have you ever thought that with your identity, can you really go on with Lord Rong?" ”
Jian Ning lowered his eyelashes, and his face turned into a piece of loneliness, "Do you think I haven't thought about this problem, as a royal family, as a princess, life and death are not up to me, let alone marriage, I was born to serve the royal family, in front of the stability of the country, what am I worth?" ”
I said with a sour nose: "But now is a peaceful and prosperous time, and it is man-made, I believe that God will favor the princess." ”
Although I know in my heart that most of these are empty words that are said to comfort people, at least I hope to bring a trace of warmth to Jianning's cold heart!
At a young age, Jianning has already carried so much, but he can only go out of the palace and tell me.
There is nowhere to complain about the melancholy in my heart, but I just break my bowels alone.
I couldn't help but sigh: "I used to think that I was miserable, I was restless at three meals, I couldn't eat enough, and I had to look at people's faces, and everyone could bully me, and I always envied a high-rise princess like you." ”
Jian Ning looked at me and smiled and asked, "What now?" ”
I replied, "Now I understand the truth that 'the height is not cold.'" ”
Jianning replied: "Since I was a child, I have understood what my fate is, others look at me as a fine dress, in fact, only I know that I have no freedom, no choice, and there are only a few paths in my life, all of which have been set." ”
The more I talk about it, the more inexplicably the atmosphere in the room gets heavier, and I don't like this feeling.
But he breathed a sigh of relief, pulled Jian Ning out of the door, came to the sun, looked up at the sky and said loudly: "Anyway, the sky hasn't fallen yet, princess, you see, now the sun is just right and the air is fresh, why bother thinking about things that haven't happened yet, wasting the time of freedom in vain?" ”
Jianning Yu also relaxed, "Yes, Miao Miao, let's go, let's go out and have fun!" ”
I replied, "Okay! ”
As soon as Jian Ning and I raised our feet, we saw the third master and the great monk coming in our direction together, and asked with a laugh not far away, "Where are you two beauties going?" ”
Jianning pulled me to the third master, "I'll come to find Miao Miao to go out and play." ”
ran to the big monk again and quipped, "Hey, monk, is it okay to borrow Miao Miao from you for a day?" ”
The great monk looked at me, turned to the princess and replied with a smile: "It seems that the princess can't do it today." ”
The princess wondered, "Why?" ”
The big monk turned his head sideways to stare at the third master, and the third master said, "Because I also came to find Miao Miao to go out to play, and this is something that the three of us have already decided," the third master asked me again, "I haven't forgotten with the monk, Miao Miao hasn't forgotten?" ”
The princess turned around and waited for me to answer, but I was embarrassed to say, "Princess, there is indeed such a thing, just now...... I forgot," and proposed, "since everyone is here, wouldn't it be better to go out and have fun together?" ”
After the third master and the great monk looked at each other, they both nodded and said, "Okay." ”
The princess also reluctantly agreed: "Forget it, forget it, come first and come later, then let's go out together!" ”
The advantage of four people walking together is that no matter where they go, no one will doubt the true and false style of the great monk, after all, the great monk is not an ordinary great monk, and the third master and the princess are there, no one will dare to say anything.
At that moment, we had only taken a few steps out of the Jinsu Temple on our front feet, and the princess couldn't wait to ask behind her, "Where are we going today?" ”
I thought about it, pulled the princess and said with a smile: "Market, restaurant, open meat." ”
The eldest monk and the third master were walking forward, and when they heard it, they suddenly turned back to me and said, "Don't teach the bad princess!" ”
What!
Do I teach bad princesses?
So I ran forward, dragged the big monk and asked, "I teach the bad princess?" So who taught me badly? ”
The great monk just smiled and ignored me.