203 Extra(3)
Early in the morning, I was lying in the house, and I suddenly heard the sound of horses' hooves outside, about two horses, yesterday Juxiang just said that Jianning was coming, and sure enough, it came!
The warm breeze blows gently, the air through the small window is mixed with a little earthy smell, the sun shines in yellow, as far as the eye can see, a piece of faint green grass, bright red flowers, vitality spreads between the heaven and the earth, people can't help but revel intoxicated.
I got up slowly, and before I reached the door, Jian Ning had already jumped in, looked me up and down, held my hand, and said with a smile: "It looks like your complexion is much better today." β
I leaned behind Jian Ning and asked, "Why is the princess alone?" β
Jian Ning looked at me and smiled and said, "What, isn't it good for me to come to see you alone?" β
Ju Xiang poured a cup of tea and handed it to Jianning, I smiled and saw Jianning take it, "It's not good, it's that I heard the voices of two horses in the house just now, but I only saw the princess alone, so I couldn't help but be a little curious." β
Jianning took a sip of tea, glanced at me, and said with a smile: "It's Rong Ruo......"
I let out an interesting "oh", "Who am I?" It's Rong-sama! Glancing at Jian Ning with a smile, he joked: "Actually, I should have thought that it was Lord Rong, if it weren't for him, how could our princess be so ashamed as soon as she mentioned this!" β
Jian Ning raised his hand and lightly pestled me, "Don't talk nonsense!" He added: "Rong Ruo is here to find someone who has something to do!" β
I sighed, "We're all in seclusion here, what else can we do?" β
Jianning said: "It's just that I heard that the king of Yunnan has been refusing to let go of Cangyang!" β
I was shocked, and said urgently: "The King of Yunnan hasn't dispelled his thoughts yet?!" β
Jian Ning hurriedly said: "No, the king of Yunnan is also old, and many things are heartless and powerless," she said, she smiled miserably, "You and I both know that Wu Yao went early, and the king of Yunnan has no successor, so he always wants to keep Cangyang, in fact, the king of Yunnan attaches great importance to Cangyang." β
I said: "Your Majesty has been doing things before, the purpose is to not let the queen of Yunnan succeed someone, who has the heart to inherit the title of the king of Yunnan, who is a thorn in the flesh of His Majesty's eyes, I can't get rid of it quickly, I and Cangyang finally got out of the body, I just want to live a peaceful life with him." β
Jian Ning shook his head with a smile and said, "In that case, why do you ask me to help you find out the past of Concubine Dong?" He said, "It's clear that you can't let go," he took a breath and continued, "Miao Miao, don't deceive yourself anymore," he said, looking at me fixedly, "You are destined to not be able to escape the red dust in this life." β
I asked, "How could a princess say such a thing?" But what did you find? β
Jian Ning asked rhetorically: "Miao Miao, do you already know what do you want me to investigate?" β
I waved my hand at Juxiang, and Juxiang withdrew. I laughed, "The princess really thinks too much, I didn't tell the princess, it's just that I heard some words in my ears when I entered the palace before, and I feel that everything is too coincidental." β
Jianning asked, "Just a coincidence?" β
I nodded.
After a while, Jian Ning took a deep breath and said, "Miao Miao, have you heard the story of Lu Buwei of the Qin State and Handan's dedication to concubines?" β
I smiled faintly and said, "Legend has it that LΓΌ Buwei had a beautiful and dancing concubine, and when the stranger saw this woman at the banquet at LΓΌ Buwei's house, he liked it very much, so he stood up and toasted LΓΌ Buwei and asked to give this woman to him." Lu Buwei was very angry, but after thinking about it, he had already spent a lot of money for Yiren, in order to catch strange goods, so he sacrificed this woman, this woman was the biological mother of Yingzheng later, Mrs. Ji. β
Jian Ning sighed deeply and said, "I didn't expect things to be like this. β
I asked, "How's that?" β
She looked at me and said, "It turns out that Concubine Dong is Mrs. Ji in the story, the first emperor is a stranger, and your father is Lu Buwei," and said, "The first emperor took a fancy to your mother at a glance at a banquet, and later your father knew about it and sent your mother into the palace in person late at night. β
I laughed to myself, "My own father? Then he shook his head and said, "I don't have a father, is he worthy?" He doesn't deserve it! β
Jian Ning held my hand, frowned and stared at me, "But blood is thicker than water, and it's not like you can cut it completely if you want to." β
I patted her hand with my backhand, "I can't cut it, I cut it, in fact, after my mother left, I never had him a father, in my heart, he is the head of the family, the master, the official, but not my father, when he was in the mansion, he never did a little bit of his father's duty to me, let the eldest lady insult and trample on me, I lived in the mansion was not a lady at all, even worse than a maid, and later, a series of things happened," When it comes to the beginning, my heart still can't help but throb, My eyes still can't help but gradually moisten, "I regarded the vicissitudes of the time as a savior, as the only life-saving straw in my hand, I condemned the eldest lady for having no bottom line, being ruthless, and being angry with the eldest lady and Poria in everything, how ruthless I was at that time, how much I hated Poria cocos, how much regret and heartache I regretted after I learned the truth later, how much heartache, it turned out that the eldest lady never wanted to kill me, everything is a bureau, my biological father and my most trusted person joined forces to set up a bureau, How did he personally send his mother into the palace back then, and how did he want to send me into the tiger's mouth, such a person, is he worthy of being my father? β
I laughed and said: "Actually, no matter what the eyes see, the feeling in my heart will never deceive, when I saw that His Majesty killed the eldest lady and Poria for me, and involved Prince Ning, I didn't feel happy, but extremely painful, I couldn't help crying, I couldn't help but want to stop, I thought it was the feelings that had been together under the same roof for eighteen years were making trouble, but in fact, it was not the feelings, I could feel in my heart that they didn't want to hurt me like this, but I myself was wrapped in hatred, I just didn't see my own heart. β
Jian Ning slowly lowered his head and said softly: "Miao Miao, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have hidden it from you, I should have told you a long time ago, but in the face of you, I don't know how to speak, sometimes looking at you and Cangyang happy together, I really can't bear it, I can't bear to let you know the truth painfully and sadly, I almost think that this matter is over." β
I smiled and shook my head, "Your Majesty will not let this matter pass like this," and added, "Naturally, I can't blame Your Majesty for telling me, because this matter is real, I was abandoned, I was deceived, it is all true, and even I am very grateful to Your Majesty for telling me the truth." β
Jian Ning looked at me worriedly, "Miao Miao, you ......"
I shook my head slowly, "I was indeed very angry at that time, very resentful, my heart was like ashes, I jumped off the mountain in front of the vicissitudes of life not only to seek relief, but also to make him regret it, regret it for a lifetime, let his conscience be condemned for a lifetime, irreparable, this is my most poisonous revenge against him," he took a deep breath and said, "Now, I am a person who has died twice, and I will not be so stupid anymore, in fact, I have already regretted it when I died under the city gate that day, and my heart softened," he said, looking at Jian Ning lightly and smiling lightly at her, " I just want to live a good life, live the most plain and leisurely life, with me, him, and my original intention. β