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I nodded, thinking of the Taoist, my heart was full of guilt: "I know that if it weren't for me to save my life, she wouldn't have been harmed by them." ”

The master let go of my hand and said with a smile: "Blame me, I mentioned these sad things inexplicably, I was originally going to be happy to say these things, what I want to say is, Yan Shao, it was your blind medicine, Ling Yi, very happy, right?" ”

I nodded shyly and said truthfully: "Master, I sometimes feel like I'm in a dream, I can still feel the bits and pieces of the past, I used to be so painful, I was hurt beyond recognition, I almost wanted to give up my life, you say, how can a person like me meet someone like Yan Shao, you don't know, many times, I am afraid that I will wake up and let me go back to the past, that I can't see the future and the bright past." ”

The master fiddled with the various herbs in front of him, his tone was long, and he said with a light sigh: "Lingyi, be fearless of the past, cherish the present, and be fearless of the future, happiness must be fought for and grasped by yourself." ”

My heart was extremely moved, and the master immediately asked me again: "Lingyi, have you ever thought about having a child?" ”

The heart seems to have been hit by a heavy object, since I became married, I and Yan Shao lingered night and night, Yan Shao knew my physical condition, except for the fact that I took the initiative to mention this to him before I got married, he never said anything about having children.

However, he didn't say it, how could I not know what he thought, there was news from Jinzhou before, and Yan Xian's harem repeatedly spread the good news that the concubine was pregnant, so even Shi Yu unintentionally muttered about it in his ear.

Since I am married to him, how can I not want to have children for him, it's just that I have self-knowledge in this body, if the master doesn't take the initiative to mention it, I will also come to consult the master, otherwise, I won't leave Yan Shao to find the master alone.

"Master, can I?" I put all my hopes in the master.

The master nodded, and I felt a burst of ecstasy in my heart, and I couldn't help but grab the master's hand, and asked in a trembling voice, "Can the master help me?" ”

The master chuckled: "You are just weak because you have been taken blood all the year round, so you are deficient in qi and blood, and it is not a difficult gynecological disease, with me, why are you so worried?" ”

Listening to the master say so easily, I felt as if I was indeed too nervous in this matter, and I sneered: "My ninth sister-in-law, the cook, in Jinzhou, is a warm-hearted person, she always makes a tonic decoction for me, and when she sees me refusing, she will say that my body is too weak, and if I don't take care of it well, I am afraid it will be difficult to give birth." ”

"What she said is not unreasonable, but you are different, you have a master and me, the medicine I gave you earlier is involved in these medicinal properties, I ask you today, not because I am worried that you will not be able to have children and want to prescribe medicine for you, but because I am afraid that you and Yan Shao are newly married Yan'er, and the affection is right, in case you are pregnant, there will be bumps on the way to the west, I am afraid that there will be inconvenience."

......I looked at the master in a daze, trying to make sure if she was teasing me, I came to consult her about fertility problems, but she told me to be prepared to be ready to get pregnant at any time.

"Of course, it's not difficult to be there, it's better to let it be." The master began to continue fiddling with the herbs on the stone table. ”

"What the master means, I ...... Everything is normal? ”

"Tell me what's wrong with you? Is the monthly letter inaccurate? Still don't like boudoir things? Or is it the love of a man and a woman without a heart? ”

"Master ......" found that the master and brother, and even Yan Shao liked to tease and tease me.

"I have prepared all the things and utensils for you in the room, you take them, you can take your girl to toss it up first, because you and Shun Ying look too similar, once you enter Xiheng, it is inevitable that Qiao will have to decorate her appearance before you can enter the Huanwang Mansion."

I nodded and got up, went into the master's room by myself, took the small cage she had placed on the table, and when I left the room, I still saw the master in the glow of the hand herbs.

The blood-colored sunset reflected half of the sky and half of the world, and the white figure of the master was just between the heavens and the earth, full of elegance and desolation.

"Lingyi, don't worry, your body is gradually improving, over time, it will be able to return to normal, if you can't conceive soon, it's okay, when everything is decided, I will also have a way to make you a mother."

The smile unconsciously raised lightly, walked in front of the master, sat down again, and couldn't help asking, "Master, are you so good to me, just because of the Taoist leader?" ”

"Changqing is one of the few people I have come into contact with with a pure heart, the innate Taoist style, I am close friends with her, for her death, and the failure to avenge her after her death, it is a pity for me, you are her own daughter to her, she is her descendant, I naturally can't live up to her trust - to protect your life is my commitment to her."

Speaking of the Taoist, the master and I were both sad, I heard the master say this, thinking of her tragic death, tears welled up, difficult to myself.

The master patted my hand and said: "There is also the toughness you have, Lingyi, you seem to be soft, but in fact you are extremely tough, although your body is flowing with the blood of Lianyi and Youyu, but, through the hands of Changqing, you are like a purified snow lotus, I see my past in you, Lingyi, maybe guarding you, is guarding my past." ”

The sunset is gone, only the last trace of red is left in the sky, and the master seems to have returned to the world from the sky, with a real and warm sigh, which allows me to peek into the loneliness in her heart.

I think that for her protection, I also have to protect the most sincere essence in my heart, so that I can be worthy of her and the Taoist.

When I walked out of the master's courtyard, I saw Yan Shao striding forward, he helped me carry the cage in his hand, held me in one hand and said, "I see that it is dark, so come and see, Miss Fanxi has checked your pulse?" Are you alright? ”

I nodded and said with a smile: "The master said that my body is gradually improving, and in the future, it is possible to return to a normal person's physique." ”

"Oh?" Yan Shao listened, his eyebrows fluttered with joy, and he said, "This is the best news for me, and I am sincerely grateful to Miss Fanxi." ”

"But the master said, you are my good medicine," I looked at him, smiled, my heart softened, and my eyes were hot, "But I know that both you and the master are the sunshine in my life, and it is God who makes up for knowing that he is too cruel to me, because of you, I can be reborn and have the happiness of the rest of my life." ”

I can't tell Yan Shao yet, the master said that my body actually has no effect on having children, and I will still worry that he will be disappointed because of too much expectation, so it is better to just like the master said, everything will go naturally.

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