Late at night, the candles in the bedroom were heavy, Liu Shengsheng sat in front of the window and drank alone to the moon, the night wind blew her face numb, but she didn't close the window, the cold wind broke into her body along her nose, poured into her brain, and kept her head unusually awake.

In fact, she should have expected this to happen today.

Since he recovered from his injury, he has shown extraordinary enthusiasm for her, he is full of feelings, strong emotions, like a fire to burn her, when he is happy, the world is bright, when he is unhappy, it seems that the sky is about to fall in the next second, he is very capricious, extremely jealous, even his son Tong Qian's vinegar eats, during that time she sensed the danger from her bones, but was deceived by his enthusiastic smile, so she did not watch out.

What a person often shows off before he is sober and after getting drunk can just show off what he lacks most, before he often showed off the favor of the official family and the importance of the dignitaries, he was deeply inferior in his heart, he was afraid of the shame of others, afraid that others would despise him, and even more afraid that Liu Shengsheng would look at him with strange eyes.

This drunken slap happened to be the embodiment of his inner turmoil, fear, violence in his bones, and possessiveness, and she said in her heart: "I hope he can still be saved." If this relationship is allowed to develop freely, not only will their relationship break down, but her personal safety will also be threatened, so no matter how difficult it is, she wants to communicate with him and correct the relationship.

She raised her head, a glass of cloudy wine in her stomach, and her stomach was warm.

Suddenly, a white light flashed on the wall, she was shocked suddenly, and when she turned around, Tong Guan hung his head with a guilty face, and he slowly approached.

These are not the point, the point is that he has a shiny sharp knife in his hand.

"Shengniang, I'm not human, I beat you, if you're angry, cut my flesh!" Seeing that her cheeks were swollen, he knelt in front of her and wept silently.

Liu Shengsheng was up and down in his heart, and he was afraid in his heart, and said in his heart: "He's just a poor man with low self-esteem, he's not one of those perverts, he's not a eunuch, he's an ordinary man." After hypnotizing herself for a few words, she stepped forward boldly, restrained her original expression, put on an angry appearance, raised her head, and said, "Do you know what you are doing wrong?" ”

Tong Guan cried bitterly, slapped himself in the face mercilessly, and said: "I beat you, I lost you, I am not human!" ”

Liu Shengsheng's pretended anger was punctured, she couldn't cry or laugh, snatched the knife from his hand, put it on the table, pulled him up again, and said, "It's not your fault here. With that, she turned around and picked up a large stack of papers from under the bookcase, put it in front of him, and said, "Look at it." ”

Tong Guan read softly: "On November 2, the official was drunk and cursed ......"

He couldn't read it anymore halfway through, hung his head, covered his flushed face and the stunned eyes under his eyes, Liu Shengsheng said calmly: "I thought it was funny when you were drunk, and I thought that if I remembered these words, I could fight with the ladies in the market in the future, but I didn't expect you to not only scold, but also beat people, it seems that I will practice my wrist strength in the future." ”

Tong Guan couldn't regret it, and said guiltily: "Shengniang, I can't stand you." He held her hand and said sincerely: "It's okay if you beat me, scold me, or even stab me with a knife, but, don't leave our mother, you still live here, okay?" ”

Liu Shengsheng didn't answer positively, squeezed his hand with his backhand, and asked, "What are you afraid of?" ”

His eyes flickered and he couldn't answer, Liu Shengsheng continued to ask, "Say, what were you thinking when you beat me?" ”

He didn't say a word, and she said: "If you don't say it, then I'll answer for you, I heard what you said nonsense, you said, I look down on you, I'm thinking about other men all the time, and I'll run away at the first opportunity......"

"Don't say it!" Tong Guan grabbed her hand, pulled her up, locked her tightly in his arms, and choked up, "Don't say it." ”

Liu Shengsheng also hugged him, leaned on his chest, and said after a while: "You don't have to doubt anything, really." ”

"In my eyes, you are not an anomaly, not a eunuch in the eyes of the world, you are just my beloved, that's all, I can feel the pain and sadness in your heart, in fact, who is really a perfect person? You are very good to Auntie, good to Xiaoqian, and good to me, that's enough, you don't need to do more. ”

His body trembled, and he said, "If it weren't for my livelihood, I wouldn't be a eunuch?" Eunuchs are subordinates, they can't enjoy the joy of family, they can only survive under their wings, my body and soul have been sold to them, and I don't have the face to face my ancestors and ancestors......" He closed his eyes tightly and looked pained.

Liu Shengsheng patted him on the shoulder, listened to his thoughts quietly, and after a long time, he calmed down and drank with her.

He recalled the past and said: "At the beginning, Xiaoqian's mother was newly mourned, and her father soon left, and I achieved nothing, Xiaoqian often cried because of hunger, and I said at that time that I must not let my mother and doll live a hard life with me. ”

"But I have only studied for a few years, and I must not be as good as the students who have studied hard for several years, when the master returned to his hometown to persuade us to 'purify' into the palace to follow him, at that time, I saw the opportunity to get ahead, so I entered the palace no matter what my mother said."

"Later, you also knew that the master was in charge of too many people, and it was not my turn to be promoted to the rank of official at all, and I was still wasting my years after a few years in vain...... It's also a burden on you. He sighed, drank all the wine in the cup, sighed, smiled bitterly, and said: "I have suffered all the white eyes, you are my person, and it is even worse to want to come to the situation, but I want to hold you back and not let you go." ”

"After so many years, I have done nothing, and I don't think there will be any creation in the future, follow me, wronged you!"

Liu Shengsheng hooked his lips, blinked, leaned in front of him, and said with a smile: "Then will you let me go?" ”

There was a struggle on his face, a strong reluctance and pain, Liu Shengsheng raised his hand and pinched his face, and said with a smile: "Coax you, you also believe it!" ”

He was just about to respond, but he heard her low sigh again, and she said, "You don't believe in yourself, but what can I do, I believe in you very much." She recalled: "When I turned to your book and saw your writing, the first thing I thought of was, 'How can such a hard-working person not succeed?', you said that you only went to private school for four years, but I think you are talented and clever, and people who have been in private school for 20 years may not be able to match you." ”

Seeing the surprise and surprise in his eyes, she said, "I always thought that you would have great achievements, and you would be the best commander. ”

This person is the eunuch who has the largest and longest military power in the history books, and he has commanded the army for 20 years; He once served as a deputy envoy to the Liao State, and was the first eunuch in history to represent the country to a foreign country; He was named the king of Guangyang County for his merits, and he was the first eunuch in history to be canonized as a king......

She knew that this person would be silent for a while, but not for a lifetime, and one day he would reach the top and reach a height that ordinary people could hardly look up to.

Tong Guan was greatly moved, his hands clenched into fists, the green tendons bulged, he was suppressing his too intense emotions, after a long time, he smiled, and swore that "if he ascends to a high position, leads the troops to fight, and ascends to the mother, you will be the only one who is rich and noble with me!" Don't you want to go to the front? No matter how hard it is, I'll take you! ”

Liu Shengsheng cheered, screamed with joy, and threw himself into his arms, the corners of his mouth that had not fallen for a long time.

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