Shi Ji couldn't see me and Yan Shao so intimate, his eyes were full of sadness, I couldn't bear it, but I didn't want Yan Shao to be sad and lost, so I still held hands with him and turned around, taking the first step.

Shi Yu pulled the unwilling Shi Ji and said, "Brother Huang, this matter is in a hurry!" This is not the place to go, let's go first! ”

Yan Shao and I walked in front of us according to the same path, Shi Ji and Shi Yu followed behind us, I could feel Shi Ji's gaze behind me like a torch, I wanted to turn back several times, but Yan Shao always pulled me tightly before I wanted to turn back.

We finally came to the courtyard of the quadrangle arranged for us by Shi Yu, and sat in the octagonal pavilion in the front yard, Shi Ji stared at me for a moment and said, "Lingyi, this is unfair to me. ”

I kept silent, firstly, I really didn't know what to say in the face of Shi Ji, and secondly, I wanted to listen to Shi Ji, and observing the details of the side branches helped me to discern and think.

"Actually, I've been trying to recover my memory for the past two years, and I've never given up trying to get back to my former self."

When Shi Ji heard me say this, he was stunned at first, and then smiled: "Lingyi, even if you can't recover your memory, I can take you back to Xiheng, take you through the road we once walked, and take you to do what we used to do together, we can start again, and you will definitely fall in love with me again." ”

"I'm sorry, eldest prince, if I can't remember who I am, how can I return to Xiheng with you?"

I deliberately alienated Shi Ji and discouraged him, but who knew the contradictions and torments in my heart at this time, I was actually touched by Shi Ji's words, perhaps, I should really follow him to Xiheng to see, not to start over with him.

Rather, if I really grew up in Xiheng, will returning to my homeland help me regain my memories?

Also, if I had really been living in Xiheng more than two years ago, there would have been people and things related to me, and even if I couldn't recover my memory, I could also find out the real reason why the so-called sudden death of heart disease occurred after the resurrection of the crystal hanging coffin.

But...... Yan Shao, Yan Shao has become a warm bond in my heart, I don't dare to bet on my relationship with him, I seem to be scared the moment Shi Ji recognized me, my once extremely resolute belief was shaken because of Yan Shao after all.

In fact, I have tried to think more than once that I had a relationship experience before I lost my memory, so I have been abiding by myself until Yan Shao appeared, and it has only been more than two months since I met, but I fell into it unexpectedly.

If what Shi Ji said is the truth, then I have been with him for many years of youthful affection, once I think of the past with him, will the sealed emotions be activated, then, where will I go?

In the past two years, I have been running all the way, stumbling, never thinking that one day I will give up my past, even if I and Yan Shao have determined their hearts for each other, even if I have thought that I will face such a situation, I have never forgotten my original intention.

However, imagining or imagining is not the same as the reality I really face, because I am so conflicted at the moment and afraid that I will take the initiative to give up on Yan Shao.

"Rong Xiaowang interjected," Shi Yu shook the folding fan, snorting, "Actually, Xiao Wang feels that the first thing to do at the moment is to find a way to help Miss Ah Yan recover her memory, as long as she reminds her of the past and can face the current person, and then let Miss Ah Yan make her own choice, Xiao Wang feels that it is the best and fairest for the three of them." ”

Shi Ji and Yan Shao were silent at the same time, I can understand Yan Shao's silence, but Shi Ji's silence makes me a little puzzled, if the relationship between me and him is really as he said, shouldn't he be the first to nod yes?

My heart is tight, could it be that he is lying to me? But anyone with a little bit of eye can see that his affection for me is not fake.

I was about to speak, but Shi Ji looked at me and said before me: "Okay, I will definitely find a way to help you recover your memory." ”

I looked at Yan Shao, this was the first time I had seen panic in this brave and resolute man, my heart hurt, and I couldn't bear others to see his confusion at the moment.

I hurriedly got up and saluted Shi Yu and said, "The two princes, please go back first, Ah Yan wants to think about this matter before making a decision." ”

"Ling Yi ......" Maybe the scene of my reunion with Shi Ji was too unexpected for him, he wanted to get close to me several times, but I was coldly rejected, and the sadness flowing from his body made me unbearable several times, "Okay, I'll wait for your reply." ”

After Shi Ji and Shi Yu left, leaving me and Yan Shao in the pavilion speechless, I approached him, took his hand, he stared at me for a moment and then hugged me tightly.

"I always thought that I had nothing to lose in this life, and I never knew what fear was, even if I was highly poisoned back then, struggling on the verge of dying, thinking that no one could escape death in this life, and there was really nothing to be afraid of death."

I snuggled up to him, his hands repeatedly caressing my back, and then again and again, as if trying to melt me into his body.

"Lord ......"

"After having you, it seems that everything is different, before this, my life is either a journey or a battlefield, it is a gray scene, until you appear, let me know that my heart has been beating, and what flows in my body is the blood that can also boil, Ah Yan, I love you so much......"

My heart seemed to be soaked in a liquid made of sour and honey, and it was still surging and difficult to calm down after a thousand turns.

"Ah Yan, I look like I'm going to lose you......"

"No," I put my hand over his mouth, "no, my lord, you should know that my mind is the same as yours." ”

He held my hand, just looked at me, in the sorrowful swaying, gradually darkening the sky, when the flying petals fell on my face, he reached out for me to brush off the petals, said: "I'm not taking risks, I just don't want you to regret, since Shi Ji is a breakthrough, then bravely face everything that happened, no matter what, you in front of you still belong to me." ”

I shed the first tears in my memory because of the man in front of me, what he gave me was not only the deep love and tenderness, but also my sense of belonging.

On the second day, Shi Jian came to visit alone and asked to see me alone, I weighed and felt that Yan Shao's opinion should be respected, I could see that Yan Shao was unwilling, he said: "I don't have other ideas, cough, I'm afraid that this kid will ...... you Careless (in handling things). ”

I laughed and said, "I'll let the greenery stay with me." ”

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