When Mo Yu'er returned home, it was already dark, and Gu Wenxiu ordered the kitchen to make a table of delicious dishes waiting for her.

However, looking at the rich table of dishes, she had no appetite at all.

"Wen Xiu, I've eaten outside, I'll go up and take a shower first." Mo Yu'er pulled a pale smile, and rushed upstairs before Gu Wenxiu could say a word.

In the bathroom, Mo Yu'er turned up the sound of the water to the maximum to hide the sound of her crying.

She sat in the bathroom, letting the torrent of cold water lap down on every part of her body.

She couldn't take it...... I can't accept the news that I have cancer, and I can't accept that I have been hit such a happy day.

Why is it her, why is it her!

Mo Yu'er cried bitterly in the bathroom, venting all the fear, sadness and helplessness hidden in her heart.

Knock knock knock......

"Rain ......"

As a crisp knock sounded on the door, Gu Wenxiu's voice also floated in from outside.

"Yu'er, are you okay?"

The sound of running water inside was uninterrupted, and Gu Wenxiu became worried.

Mo Yu'er was stunned for a long time, until the other party's knock on the door became urgent, and she responded slowly, "I'm fine." ”

Hearing the response, Gu Wenxiu's faintly uneasy heart was relieved, "Need help?" ”

Mo Yu'er has been washing for half an hour, and she usually doesn't do this.

Mo Yu'er was afraid that Gu Wenxiu would rush in and see her embarrassed appearance, so she responded eagerly, "No need, I'll be fine right away." ”

Gu Wenxiu, who was outside the door, responded lightly with a "hmm", but kept standing at the door of the bathroom and waiting.

Mo Yu'er changed into clean pajamas, and as soon as she pushed the door, she saw Gu Wenxiu standing at the door, and her eyes began to dodge.

She walked past him with her head down, picked up her hair dryer and blew her hair.

Gu Wenxiu snatched the things from her hand and blew her hair gently and considerately.

Looking at Gu Wenxiu's serious and careful appearance through the mirror, Mo Yu'er's eyes instantly turned red.

At this moment, Gu Wenxiu saw the red circles under her eyes, stopped what she was doing and asked her, "What's wrong with your eyes?"

Mo Yu'er blinked, smiled and said, "It's okay, it may be that I accidentally let the water in when I washed my face just now." ”

Gu Wenxiu turned her whole person to face herself, and asked seriously, "Are you sure it's okay?"

Mo Yu'er shook her head, pretending to be a big grin and said, "Look at your nervous appearance, I'm really fine, haven't I been like this before." ”

If Gu Wenxiu was asked any more, she might collapse immediately.

Mo Yu'er had everything in her sight, and Gu Wenxiu stared at her closely, always feeling that something was wrong with her today.

"Oops, I'm really fine, don't make a fuss." Mo Yu'er felt that Gu Wenxiu was going to find out, so she tried her best to hide, "You are so careful, I am almost nervous to death." ”

She tried her best to look happy and natural, hoping to deceive Gu Wenxiu's eyes.

Gu Wenxiu looked at her directly for a long time, and finally continued to blow his hair, "What can you do if you are so careless and don't take care of it carefully." ”

Gu Wenxiu's voice was stern and gentle, and Mo Yu'er listened to it, as if her heart had been pricked by a needle several times.

She lowered her head to restrain her emotions, and finally found that when the tears were about to fall out, she quickly got into his arms, "You say...... You spoil me so much, what will I do without you in the future? ”

Mo Yu'er choked up, but still made her voice sound happy.

Gu Wenxiu didn't notice that Mo Yu'er was shedding tears at this time, and happily hugged her tightly with both hands, gently leaning on her head, "If you don't do this, how can you stay by my side all the time, just to make you a woman who can't do anything without me." ”

This sentence is such touching and warm words, but for Mo Yu'er, it is a little more bitter and painful.

She hugged Gu Wenxiu little by little, reluctant to let go.

Gu Wenxiu sensed her movements, smiled and said, "Let's blow dry our hair first." ”

said that he wanted to pull Mo Yu'er's hand away.

However, Mo Yu'er said that she refused to let go of anything, and coquettishly refused, "I don't want to blow my hair anymore, I want to hug you for a while." ”

Actually, she was afraid that Gu Wenxiu would find out that she was sad, and she didn't want him to worry.

In the face of Mo Yu'er's sudden coquettishness, Gu Wenxiu was very doting and obediently let her hold herself.

In fact, Gu Wenxiu could feel that Mo Yu'er had something on her mind, but he only thought that her mind was that she was not going well at work.

"Alright, it's time for us to finish our hair and go to bed." Gu Wenxiu coaxed lightly, thinking that she might be better when she woke up after being physically and mentally exhausted.

However, Mo Yu'er said that she didn't blow her hair in anything, and was willful like a little girl.

This is a rare side of her, and Gu Wenxiu cherishes it very much, so he doesn't want to force her to do things she doesn't want to do.

"Then let's go rest." Gu Wenxiu touched her hair, it had dried a lot, and there shouldn't be a big problem sleeping.

"Hmm." Mo Yu'er was as docile as a newborn cat, and such a soft and quiet side made Gu Wenxiu's desire to protect more and more powerful. 17

He happened to carry Mo Yu'er to the bedroom, but she eagerly stopped him, "I want you to turn off the light first, dazzling." ”

The sudden request made Gu Wenxiu feel very strange, but he also obeyed her.

Turning off the light, the room was pitch black and completely invisible, and it was only Mo Yu'er who dared to show her eyes, leaning on Gu Wenxiu's chest and staring at his silhouette.

How long can she hug happiness and hug this man......

Mo Yu'er is greedy for everything now, she doesn't want to let go of her hard-won happy life, but ......

Lying on the bed, Mo Yu'er got into Gu Wenxiu's arms and hugged her and didn't let go.

Gu Wenxiu also hugged her, sensitive to her extreme clinginess today.

Mo Yu'er leaned on her warm chest and listened to the powerful heartbeat, but her tears fell silently, she was afraid that Gu Wenxiu would notice, so she quietly wiped away those hot tears.

In the middle of the night, she couldn't sleep, and her brain was full of the words the doctor had told her.

Gu Wenxiu's steady breathing sounded in her ears, and she carefully moved her body up, just enough to look at Gu Wenxiu's appearance.

With her imagination, she reflected a sleeping appearance of Gu Wenxiu in front of her, very quiet and handsome.

If you don't have me in the future, you must be well......

Mo Yu'er meditated in her heart, and her little hand couldn't help touching Gu Wenxiu's face.

Just when she was alone and warm, Gu Wenxiu turned over sleepily, and didn't forget to hold her in his arms and kiss her.

Do you kiss me every night when you sleep?

The warm breath spread towards Mo Yu'er's face, and she smiled, bitter and sweet in her heart.

She used to always sleep soundly, or she didn't feel every inadvertent kiss action of Gu Wenxiu.

Yes, what a subconscious action, this man will kiss her even when he wakes up slightly, so how much does he love himself.

I'm sorry......

Mo Yu'er suddenly panicked in her heart, her tears couldn't stop flowing, and she couldn't bear Gu Wenxiu's feeling that she hit strongly again.

Although Mo Yu'er tried hard to suppress his crying voice, he still disturbed Gu Wenxiu, he immediately regained his clear consciousness, and asked nervously, "Yu'er, what's wrong with you?"

The sad Mo Yu'er got into his arms and lied knowingly, "I had a nightmare. ”

Hearing this, Gu Wenxiu's nervous heart suddenly relaxed, he wiped her tears, and comforted: "Don't be afraid, it's just a dream, I'm still here." ”

But I'm gone......

Just because of the sentence "I'm still here", Mo Yu'er's tears began to flow, like a broken pipe that couldn't stop the flow of water.

Gu Wenxiu had no choice but to hug her tightly and pat her back to comfort her.

"It's all right...... It's okay. ”

The whispers were extraordinarily warm and distinctive throughout the dark, icy room.

Mo Yu'er cried for a while before she stopped her tears, and she curled up in his arms like a poor child.

Gu Wenxiu hugged her tightly and wanted to pass on all the warmth to her.

When Mo Yu'er's breath was steady and seemed to be asleep, Gu Wenxiu pulled the quilt over her.

At that moment, Mo Yu'er hugged his neck, and her soft lips covered it.

"Rain ......"

Gu Wenxiu lightly opened his red lips, and before he could finish the first word, Mo Yu'er began to attack him violently.

The more Gu Wenxiu, who was at a loss, pushed away, the more tightly she was entangled.

The strong desire she showed made Gu Wenxiu feel it deeply, so he catered to her actions and even turned passive into active, comforting her low mood.

In the second half of the night, Mo Yu'er snuggled in Gu Wenxiu's arms and told Gu Wenxiu the truth as a nightmare, "I had a terrible nightmare, dreaming that I was dying miserably, and you were holding a group of women to show off to my corpse. ”

She said this deliberately, mainly to hear what Gu Wenxiu would think about her death and then finding a woman.

To be honest, at the moment of being alive, she hopes that he will be the same to herself, even if she dies, Gu Wenxiu can't forget her, but when she feels that death is getting closer to her step by step, she will hope that Gu Wenxiu will forget her and find a woman who loves him again.

Perhaps this is the so-called love for someone is to want to see him happy, even if that happiness is not given by himself.

Mo Yu'er suddenly felt like laughing, she didn't believe in these things at all before, and even felt that if she loved someone, she should not let go, unless the other party let go first.

"Fool." Gu Wenxiu said lightly, but hugged her tightly.

Mo Yu'er was not satisfied with this answer, so she asked, "If this dream really comes true one day, will you marry another woman after I die?" ”

Gu Wenxiu smiled, and didn't care about the point of her question, "How can you die, if you want to die, it will be a hundred years later, I will go first." ”

He talked about the future and the days when they would grow old together.

Mo Yu'er's heart trembled, and she endured her sourness and said, "I'm just making an assumption, I want to hear your thoughts, and I want to know if you will find another woman when I leave in the future." ”

Gu Wenxiu thought that women liked to listen to good things, and he didn't think about this possibility, so he simply replied to her, "No." ”