145 Peacock Flying Southeast(1)

() The peacock flies southeast, wandering for ten miles. Jiao Zhongqing and Liu Lanzhi were forced to separate, and then both committed suicide, before, I just felt that the story was really cruel and ruthless, dripping, and repeated, but when the reality was similar or even the same in front of me, it was more from the bottom of my heart to surprise, sadness, and escape......

The weather is neither hot nor cold, but the air does not seem to be as fresh as before, it is the season of "the decline of the yellow and the flower", as if all the things in the world have lost the true color of life, and the leaves on the branches have gradually begun to wither and fall, under the invasion of wind, frost, snow and rain, it is becoming more and more yellow day by day, leaving only countless melancholy buried in the bottom of the heart, occasionally popping up a little thoughts and comfort, perhaps in the face of this silent destruction, I feel that this will become a nirvana like fire, or become a transmutation of life.

Although he was wearing a cloak of Shu brocade with Rong Yu, his back was still sad, and a series of behaviors after Jianning returned to the Yunnan Palace, which shocked me with cold sweat on my forehead, and I was terrified. The death method of hanging the neck with a hanging rope is cruel, presumably Jianning must have been extremely sad to choose this way of leaving for himself, thinking of this, I can't help but stand upside down, fortunately Cangyang and I rushed to Jianning's house in time to save her, otherwise the consequences are unimaginable. Once it is discovered by Luo Xi and investigated for it, I am afraid that no one in the guilty mansion will be able to escape.

I stood in front of the window and gasped, stroked the undulating breath on my chest, unconsciously turned around and looked at Jianning, probably organized the language, and said quietly: "Princess, you are so confused!" ”

Jian Ning's face was as pale as paper, his lips trembled, and he barely supported his spirit and said: "You don't even want to make such a small wish as mine," he laughed twice in amazement, "Sure enough, I can't even live or die." ”

Doctor Chang has already come to see that Jianning is fine, but he is a little depressed. My words lingered on my lips, I didn't know how to phrase them, but I didn't dare to say too much, "My brother looks peaceful, the deceased is gone, and the princess mourns." ”

Jian Ning smiled dumbly and bitterly, "He's gone, I'm losing my trust to him after all," after a pause, she added, "It's all to blame for your meddling." ”

The anger in my heart had already rushed to the Heavenly Spirit Acupoint in my forehead, and I felt that Jian Ning was too obstinate, so I couldn't help it, I took a few steps closer to her, frowned, and said, "How nosy are we?" With a chuckle, I shook my head and said, "Does the princess know how many lives she will implicate in her wayward struggle?" Does the princess really think that her brother is just trying to comfort you by telling you to live well? If the princess died, you would be a hundred gone, but have you ever thought about how much suffering those who remain in the world will suffer because of you? Have these princesses ever thought about it? ”

Jian Ning opened the quilt and stood up suddenly, losing all the blood on his face, staring at me tightly, his eyes were bloodshot, and there was an unruly look, and he shouted in a low voice: "I don't care!" I don't want to care so much! ”

My palm was cold, and I said in a panic: "You don't care? You're a princess! ”

Jian Ning stood there, lowered his hand and said, "What about the princess?" Is it because I'm a princess that I'm forced to tie everyone's fate? Am I not even up to my own life and death? After a pause, her lips moved slightly, and a tear slowly fell down her cheek, "If that's the case, I'd rather not be this princess." ”

I bowed my head and said, "But you are the princess, and there is no way to change this." ”

She lowered her eyelashes and shook her head, her expression sad and resentful, "But it's not my choice. ”

I pursed my lips and said in a deep voice: "Origin, identity, and innate title, no one can choose, but everyone must bear the pain and helplessness involved in their own fate, the princess thinks that you are the only one in this vast world who is helpless, wronged and painful?" ”

Jianning looked at me with tears in his eyes.

I smiled sadly: "No, everyone has their own pain and grievances, and the princess will never understand the suffering of the poor family. The princess is destined to be a high master from birth, and at the same time, she is also destined, princess, you will never be able to understand the fear of being a slave and a maid," take a deep breath, "Let's talk about me, my mother left me when I was very young, and the princess was well protected, and she must not be able to understand the gloom and sorrow of being excluded and bullied since childhood. Compared with all living beings, the princess is already very happy, but happiness will not be shrouded in a person's head forever, princess, you have a grandmother who loves you and protects you, you have a carefree life, you don't have to worry about one meal and three meals, you stretch out your hands for clothes, open your mouth for food, you don't have to move more, your life is quiet and beautiful, and you still have many people who love and cherish you, such as Lord Rong, such as brother......"

Jian Ning's eyes were full of tears, his eyes floated on my face for a moment, and he hesitated: "But because of this glory and wealth, I lost my freedom, lost Rong Ruo, and lost Wu Yao." If I had a choice, I would rather not have this glory and wealth, but just be the daughter of an ordinary family. ”

I shook my head, frowned, and said, "Princess, don't you understand, no one has a choice, everyone has to bear the suffering that fate brings to them." ”

Jian Ning raised his hand to wipe his tears, and Shanshan said, "Is Wu Yao like this too?" ”

My heart trembled, I slowed down, nodded and said, "Yes." ”

Jian Ning looked at me for a moment, took my hand, and said softly, "Do you want to pay with your life, is this fair to him," I looked at Jian Ning's earnest look, my heart twitched, and she frowned again, "Why is it him?" ”

I stared solemnly and said in a low voice: "My brother didn't have to fight with his life, but my brother has a kind of awe-inspiring righteousness hidden deep in his bones, and he is unrebellious. At the critical moment, he exchanged his net worth for the lives of tens of millions of people in the world, this is his brother's choice, and his brother is worth it. ”

Jian Ning couldn't help but sob, "But did he think about me?" ”

I also said with tears in my eyes: "The princess, as the princess of my brother, should be the most understanding and supportive of my brother, isn't it?" ”

Jian Ning took out a silk handkerchief from his sleeve and blew his nose, "I can understand, I support it, but I want to accompany him." ”

I saw that a pearl on Jianning's head was a little crooked, falling heavily on her sideburns, I raised my hand to help her hold it, and said pleasantly: "Does the princess remember what my brother said to the princess when she was at the execution ground in the morning?" ”

Jian Ning's eyes sank, he suddenly raised his head, stared at me and asked, "You also went in the morning?" ”

I said softly: "It's not just me who went, who doesn't want to send it to someone who knows and friends with my brother." ”

Jian Ning nodded, "I understand, Wu Yao is actually not alone. The corners of Jianning's mouth brushed a slight smile, like a frost flower under the cold of spring.

I looked sideways at the pot of withered green vines on the shelf, "My brother said that if I want the princess to live well, the princess may understand what my brother means?" The elder brother also said that the princess still has her own mission unfinished, and if she goes with him in vain, then his sacrifice today will become meaningless, do these princesses still remember? ”

Jian Ning sighed lightly, "Of course I remember, I remember every word he said, and even every look." ”

I said, "Since the princess remembers, can she figure it out?" ”

Jianning shook his head.

I said: "The princess is not only the only princess of the dynasty, but also the sister of Your Majesty, and the princess of Yunnan, everything that happens now falls in the eyes of the princess, including Your Majesty's promise words and every move," I looked at Jian Ning's look of vain, "If Your Majesty violates what you say and promises today in the future, only the princess really has a position to stand up and stop it." ”

Jian Ning nodded slightly, and was silent for a long time, and after a while, he pondered and asked, "But why does Wu Yao think like this?" ”

I twisted the obsidian string on my wrist with my fingertips, "Maybe my brother has seen through His Majesty's city, and maybe my brother wants to add a layer of peace of mind to the stability of the world." "I secretly thought in my heart, when I was on the execution ground, my brother's intentions were obvious, and he didn't want Jianning to go with him, it should be the former, I became more and more curious, what did Luo Xi do to Wu Yao last night?

I can't tell Jianning my suspicions, because I don't want her to be more sad and distressed.

Jian Ning said: "Why is Wu Yao so sure that stopping the third brother is equivalent to stopping this sword encounter?" The king of Yunnan is not a fuel-efficient lamp, if the third brother is unwilling to send troops at that time, but the king of Yunnan must avenge Wu Yao, and the three thousand iron horsemen will step on Jiankang, what should they do? Didn't Wu Yao die in vain? ”

As for this, I didn't really understand it, so I was silent for a moment and said, "Since my brother has decided to do this, there must be a reason for him, and I'm afraid there are some inside stories that we don't know." "After all, Jianning has only been here for less than a year, and I have only been here for three years, so time has passed like a white horse, not to mention, I didn't care about these things for a long time. Maybe Cangyang will know some inside information?

Jian Ning thought for a while and said, "I must figure out these things, even if it's for Wu Yao." ”

I nodded slowly, said "um" softly, and Wen Yan asked, "Does the princess think it will be possible for you and Lord Rong?" ”

Jian Ning glanced at me lightly and shook his head slightly, "It's impossible, Rong Ruo is timid, I have experienced these things and seen a lot clearly, and now, in my heart, there is only Wu Yao alone, and no one can replace him." ”

My heart is sour, people are always like this, at the last moment I know how precious I have, if Jianning and Wu Yao could love each other earlier and cherish each other, how good it would be! But there will always be many stumbling blocks and obstacles in the world, holding each other and rejecting a pair of lovers. I understood, and said politely: "Brother is in the spirit of heaven, hearing the princess's words, this affection will also rest in peace." ”

Jian Ning said sadly: "It's a pity that this piece of affection of mine came too late." ”

I comforted: "The princess is by my brother's side these days, and my brother should be happy when she is by her side." ”

Jian Ning suppressed his voice and said: "Wu Yao and I have only known and fallen in love for just two months, and we are separated by yin and yang, and God is really grinding. Listening to Jianning's frosted tone, I felt as if she wanted to burst out all the hatred in her heart in an instant, but she still used reason to suppress her feelings.

I nodded and muttered, "Yes, it's really grinding." "Only then did I realize that what I just said was so stupid.