After returning home.

Yan Yu ruled out omnipotence, repeatedly rejected Song's mother's idea of wanting to be in charge of the kitchen, and also politely rejected Song's father's kindness to help him, and bluntly said that today's kitchen can rest assured that it will be handed over to him.

And Song's father and Song's mother expressed their gratitude and asked Song Shinian, who had never cooked anything other than cooking noodles at home, to go up and help.

Yan Yu didn't refuse this time.

So Song Shinian had to go to the kitchen to help out in a nervous mood.

She looked at the fact that so many dishes were handled in an orderly manner, and when she looked up, she saw a tall and straight man with such a handsome back, crowded in such a small kitchen, but with a comfortable back, and her heart was beating again.

Afraid of making a fool of herself, she quickly broke her calm, "I didn't expect you to be a good cook, you can do anything." ”

The point is, she loves to eat.

I really love this taste.

Yan Yu in front didn't look back, just smiled and said, "I didn't know how to cook before. ”

"Huh?" Song Shinian was stunned.

Yan Yu kept handling the shrimp line, and then said: "The first time I cooked, I operated exactly according to the recipe. I didn't expect it to be very successful, and I have been relied on since then. ”

Song Shinian subconsciously asked: "Who depends on you." ”

It's just that as soon as I finished speaking, I had a bitter face and regretted it.

According to Yan Yu's words, who else can rely on, look at who likes to eat the dishes made by the other party? See whose eating habits each other know?

Mouth owes, isn't this sent to the door to tease this old rascal?

Song Shinian was annoyed and only slapped the mouth that was most taboo and did not have a long memory.

And Yan Yu finally turned around and glanced at Song Shinian, who was crying without tears with a bitter face, his eyes were very complicated.

He just smiled faintly and didn't speak.

Song Shinian immediately felt guilty in his heart.

The more Yan Yu was like this, the more he 'endured humiliation' and 'silence', the more uncomfortable Song Shinian felt in his heart.

The balance in Song Shinian's heart, from the beginning of knocking Yan Yu to the sky, to now, it has been slowly flattened by Yan Yu.

Slowly, it will be out of balance again.

In this silence, Song Shinian couldn't stand it even more.

So she broke the deadlock by changing the topic, "What, what do you think I can do for you?" Why don't I handle the shrimp line together? ”

"It's weird, the shrimp claws are easy to hurt, so don't do it." Yan Yu looked around and saw a head of garlic on the edge of the glazed platform, and Nunu gestured, "You peel the garlic for me." ”

"No problem."

Song Shinian hurriedly smiled, hurriedly took the garlic and began to peel it.

Yan Yu looked at her little black head that lowered her head and fought with garlic, little by little, it gradually coincided with the memory of a certain scene in her memory.

He couldn't help but have a look of nostalgia in his eyes.

Although he can't recover his memory when he is not messed up, he will not let go;

But if he could, he still hoped that Shi Nian would think of him as soon as possible, and remember their past.

He wants to go back to the good old days when he loved each other.

Instead of the embarrassed and evasive look of the other party when he looked at the other party expectantly.

He will also be sad and sad.

Song Shinian peeled the garlic and asked curiously, "You and ...... Did she go to the kitchen together before? ”

Instead of saying that the other party does not say 'me', but 'she'.

This is a subconscious avoidance, not wanting to admit that you are all one.

Yan Yu's smile was a little astringent, and he shook his head gently, "No, she also peeled garlic for me, and waited at the door to eat." ”

When Song Shinian heard this, he paused slightly to peel garlic.

Then he continued to peel it off as if nothing had happened.

Song Shinian has really worked hard.

She was trying to get acquainted with Yan Yu, and she also wanted to get back her previous memories.

As soon as possible, she was still skeptical, but the clear evidence of 'Song Anfan' made her have to face it squarely, she and Yan Yu had emotional entanglements.

But Song Shinian really couldn't remember it at all.

It's hard to imagine that I would chase a man so deadly.

She only does this when she is chasing stars.

Every time Song Shinian saw Yan Yu's expectant and disappointed eyes, he would also feel self-blame and sadness;

But more of it, a kind of oppressive suffocation.

It is true that from Yan Yu's point of view, he found his wife and son, but his wife didn't know him, and he was very aggrieved;

But from my own point of view, a stranger suddenly appeared and said that it was my husband, which was also outrageous.

Song Shinian finished peeling the garlic, put it in a small bowl, and stepped forward to hand it to the water platform beside Yan Yu, "Okay." ”

Yan Yu nodded, "Then you go back to the living room to rest, the meal will be ready immediately." ”

Song Shinian nodded, and he was silent to walk out.

Just as she was about to walk out of the kitchen door, she couldn't help but look back and see the man's still busy back.

She asked in a ghostly manner: "Since you haven't found it for a year, haven't you thought about giving up?" ”

Her voice was very soft and small, but Yan Yu still heard it.

His back froze for a moment.

Then he put down the work in his hand, turned around slowly, looked straight at Shi Nian, and asked with an unpredictable look: "If you were me, would you give up?" ”

Song Shinian's heart trembled, and he seemed to have poked Yan Yu with another arrow.

She hurriedly avoided the other party's eyes that seemed to have magic power and could see through people's hearts, dragged slightly, looked at her toes, clasped her hands tightly together, and said nothing in shame.

And the opposite.

Yan Yu looked at Xiao Moyang, who had a standard confession at the time, although he was a little cold, but he was a little nostalgic.

In the past, when I made mistakes, I came to beg for mercy in this way.

He couldn't ignore it.

Yan Yu sighed slightly, and said slowly in a tired and low voice: "I also thought about giving up, and I also thought about whether meeting you and falling in love with you was really a dream, and I also thought about ignoring the dream and continuing another life. ”

Song Shinian listened to such indifferent words in a calm tone, and his breathing suddenly became uncomfortable.

It was as if the heart was being clamped tightly by a huge invisible pincer.

Suffocated and suffocated.

Although she was curious, why Yan Yu never gave up looking for herself.

But when he really said it at the moment, Song Shinian found that he was a little unacceptable.

On the other side, Yan Yu continued: "But when I wanted to give up, I was thinking at the same time, is Nian Nian's face exactly the same as in my dream, has Nian Nian woken up?" Why didn't she come to me when I was looking for her? Am I not standing high enough? Will Nian Nian not recognize me for a long time? Will she like anyone else again?"

"If I get caught, I must teach her a good lesson, let her leave me alone in the dark, and make me despair."

Song Shinian slowly raised his head, his eyes moistened and looked at such a powerful and affectionate man opposite.

Listening to him look at himself, he continued word by word:

"I must also tell her that I miss her very much, and she has to do it."

Tears fell involuntarily and without warning.

Song Shinian couldn't think of anything at this time, she just wanted to walk over and hug the lonely and powerful man.

And she did.