"It's me, father." Yan He pretended to call cordially.

"......" he is obviously not used to this kind of title, he has been in front of outsiders warm and cordial call Yan He is "He'er", but in private, in front of his wife and children, he is still bluntly called Yan He "Xiao He", when he is in a bad mood, he directly shouts Yan He "Hey", as far as He, he can not ask Yan He for anything, Yan He generally ignores him, let alone call him anything.

In his eyes, Yan He's name is not qualified even if it is a code.

"That, Xiao He." His voice was low, "You are always idle like this, I discussed it with the woman, and we ...... again."

"Enough. You don't have to say it. Yan He already knew what his intentions were, and flatly refused, "I won't go, you don't have to think in vain." ”

"Yan He !!" He was a little angry, and his voice suddenly became stern, "You want to rebel, don't you?!" ”

"Click" Yan He shattered the human figure in front of him heavily.

Yan He knew that he and he had nothing to say, and every word would evolve into a fuse for a quarrel. He never gave Yan He a chance to argue, almost all of them roared hysterically, and his eyes were as if he had seen an enemy who did not share the sky.

It's ridiculous that Yan He, who saw him for the first time at the age of ten, didn't know that he was an existence that disgusted him like this, and he kept smiling at him, so now Yan He really made her disdain for herself from the bottom of her heart.

Cursing and dodging his entangled spell again, Yan He looked up at the sky and thought, maybe this life is like this. It's just broken and ruined.

But why, Yan He's heart still keeps beating? Why did you live to this point?

Yan He looked at the palm of his outstretched hand, and the hand lines were very clear and clean. They all say that people with clean handprints are good at life, but Yan He doesn't think so. Yan He held his palm, and suddenly thought of the cause and effect of his survival.

is Yan He's mother, the mother who gave birth to Yan He, and then left her behind.

The funny thing is that Yan He doesn't even know what her name is or what she looks like, and whether she is alive or dead is even more fantastical. Yan He only knew that when Yan He tried to understand the meaning of the word mother, everything turned into a joke. Yan He was ridiculed by ignorance, fooled by reality, and him, and it was also at that moment when Yan He asked who his mother was, his expression stiffened to the extreme.

This is not the normal expression that a person who loves her should make.

It's more like an expression that tortures a person to despair.

The gray and hideous face is still deeply engraved in Yan He's mind, like a nightmare, lingering. After that, Yan He knew that the existence of Yan He's mother was a taboo. One touch will trigger a taboo of irreparable disaster.

Yan He was born for that taboo.

This is the whole meaning of Yanhe's existence.

Yan He sniffed, surprised to find that his face was wet. Unexpectedly

The fog at night was quite big, Yan He muttered to himself, but the hot liquid kept flowing through his cheeks, corroding Yan He's eyes like sulfuric acid.

It's easy for people to deceive themselves, as long as you're willing to believe. As far as He is concerned, the most proud trick is to deceive himself.

It doesn't get any easier than this. So as long as it is a small lie, the tears will obediently go back. Like you're just dreaming.

If you succeed, you will feel more proud than if you have won a million.

So Yan He put down his arm and whistled proudly. Deliberately stomping the floor with a loud bang, grazing the wall with the crystal gem, letting it moan harshly. These luxuries, which others regard as treasures, have suffered a lot in the world in Yanhe. Anyway, it's not Yan He's money, and she has nothing to feel sorry for.

Everything in Yan He was done by him, from head to toe. In the envious and jealous eyes of others, Yan He wantonly squandered the so-called happiness he brought to Yan He, the greatest material satisfaction of happiness, the spiritual miser, the family affection of fame, and the indifference of blood relationship. He has always treated Yan He like this, maybe this is the reason why Yan He's mother, who had never met him, abandoned them and left. The one who stripped Yan He from his mother's body, but let Yan He face the cruel world alone. Yan He tastes the humiliation of being alive all the time, and sometimes thinks that it is better to die, but Yan He just holds that breath, and he is not restless when he dies.

Yan He won't let them get their wish, but death has fulfilled them.

Although this kind of speech is a kind of torture for self-talk. Yan He doesn't know how long he can carry it, probably when he runs out of oil and the lamp runs out, Yan He will be abandoned by him in some name. Although Yan He has always been cynical, in terms of age, she is indeed an out-and-out minor.

It's a child-like pretentious word, just the right age, the flower bones of the motherland with delicate flowers, and the envy of all those who have lost their youth. Speaking of He, a girl in her prime, she had the experience of being dropped out of three colleges and rejected by five colleges, and their so-called authorities decided that Yan He was an incorrigible student and avoided him. Yan He used to be a good child, otherwise it is estimated that he would have thrown himself into the orphanage, indeed, Yan He believed that he could do such a thing. Yan He was very well-behaved when he was young, and he was simply perfect. He always sighed and compared her to his childhood, and then sighed leisurely, "Why aren't you like her?" ”

Yan He knew who he was talking about, it was the eldest lady, the baby bump of the stars holding the moon, she was indeed a good girl, and the delicate and pitiful seemed to fall down as soon as she blew it. Her acting skills have always been so good, and she has been getting thicker and thicker since she was a child, and it is a pity for Yan He not to be an actor. From childhood to adulthood, Yan He has carried the black pot for her countless times, and she can use a very good drama to wear Yan He's patience with her little by little, and in the end, it became a cold treat.

Because of her and her mother, Yan He increasingly understood what emotional dissipation was

died, gradually lost the courage to love others, and in the end, I no longer knew what love was.

In everyone's eyes, she is the star of all eyes. As far as He is concerned, he is a moth under their halo, and he is completely something that cannot be put on the table.

Their considerate care of Yan He really made them unable to reciprocate.

Of course, Yan He knew why they tried their best to fix Yan He like this, making Yan He notorious and had no way to rely on it. Just because they couldn't stand it, in their intact and warm home, there was a sudden break-in attempt to rob her of her father's love, warmth and possessions. In fact, in the past seven years, Yan He has felt their cold eyes, and he has been growing up like a nightmare with Yan He.

And now it's different, Yan He has become the most despised type of scum in the world according to what they envisioned. So Yan He is free, Yan He hates going to school, because Yan He was talked about on the first day of going, and then it turned into swearing, and finally evolved into isolation, of course, Yan He knew that this was a generous gift from Yan Mu to Yan He, so Yan He was also happy to play a silent role, as long as they didn't bother themselves, it didn't matter.

But they dared to slander her mother.

Among the many slanderous rumors, just such a light sentence made Yan He break out for the first time and beat the girl who was disrespectful to him into a serious injury.

Yan He's anger succeeded in shocking them, but it also attracted the most serious consequences.

Yan He was notified to drop out of school, this is the first time Yan He has been withdrawn from school, and the first fight incident is like a switch, once it is turned on, it can no longer be closed.

He also gave Yan He a slap for the first time, loud and stinging.

Yan He's cowardly and incompetent character began to be distorted at that time, and the most cruel thing about human nature is to force a character who is forced to degenerate into a devil.

Yan He is willing to rot in hell, but Yan He will not forget what made him irreversible.

It's him, it's them.

The injuries they brought to Yan He were like black venom, eroding Yan He's heart day after day. In that rancid stench, everything that finally changed her beyond recognition. Therefore, Yan He's heart comes from nature, and it has rotted and grown maggots from the roots. It's already broken, and it's never getting better anymore.

Yan He would not expect someone to save herself, and she would not go out. The outside world is too dazzling, and only rot is its own destination.

Since then, he has contacted the school for Yan He again and again, sent Yan He to school again and again, Yan He has fought and skipped school again and again, in the crazy and bloody moves, Yan He realized that seeing other people's painful and hideous faces turned out to be such a hearty thing, no wonder there are always people so happy in it.

But since then, Yan He has never smiled again.

Yan He wondered if he had lost something, but he didn't know what it was.

As long as she's alive, that's enough.

The night was so quiet, Yan He walked towards home without the slightest hesitation. But Yan He didn't know that this world was actually rotten. The salvation that Yan He never hoped for has never come to this world

World. This is the truth that Yan He finally understood. Little did she know that since then, her fate had begun to change in the dark of night, and then the wheel of fortune would spin faster and faster, and finally it was beyond her control.

The spell caught up again, and she was full of rage and ready to shatter it, when she saw that it was a butterfly.

It is a sign that belongs to the aunt.

"He'er, I'm at your house now, can I go home today?"

The depression in Yan He's heart suddenly dissipated, her aunt was the only one who was good to Yan He, because of her, Yan He would not be so sad in the past few years. She is extremely beautiful, but her eyes are rare pale green, unusually beautiful, making her so elegant and unique. Yan He wondered if his mother also had such beautiful eyes, but when she mentioned this issue, her aunt's facial expression was as stiff as his, and she seemed to be silent about her sister's affairs. So Yan He could only read the shadow of her mother and the facts they wanted to hide from her eyes.

(End of chapter)

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