033 The only one who pleases himself is the only one (2)

As soon as I walked to the gate of the temple, small snowflakes fell silently in the sky, and the first snow in the twenty-second year of Nanliang came without warning.

The snow was falling, although it was not big, but it was still hazy in front of me, and the people in front of it could not see clearly.

I wanted to go back to my room to rest, but at the moment, I was stuck in my footsteps by the snow, and I didn't have anything special to go, so I had to follow the fate.

In this kind of weather, the little monks are hiding in the room chanting, no one around, deep and shallow, walking foot by foot, suddenly feel that the world is vast, I am just one of the leaves, "lonely boat, fishing alone in the cold river and snow." The feeling of loneliness came over me completely.

was walking slowly, but it seemed to hear another "rustle" sound of stepping on the snow, and a person behind him caught up, "This year's snow is really sick." ”

When I looked sideways, it was a great monk, dressed in a red fox fur cloak and a black mink hat, which was very eye-catching in this pure white snow.

I said casually, "They are all chanting in the room, why did you come out instead?" ”

The great monk replied, "I lost my mind when I saw you walking by the door," and paused, "You went out again today?" ”

I smiled and said, "Yes, it's just a walk with the princess." ”

The great monk said again: "I saw that Lord Rong was also there?" ”

I said, "Yes, but always deliberately avoiding the princess, I looked at these two people, except for sighing and sighing." ”

The great monk asked, "You didn't give advice on the side?" ”

I looked at the great monk, "Out, so what?" The two of them have a long road ahead, just like this heavy snow, and they can't see clearly. ”

I walked in the snow with the great monk, the snow did not have the slightest intention of stopping, no matter where we went, the only thing left was the sound of our boots stepping on the snow and sinking again, we did not continue the topic just now, just walked on and on, the road was very long, and it seemed that we could go on like this forever.

After walking for a while, my hands and feet seemed to have lost sensation, the foot was not steady, staggered and was about to fall, when I panicked, a hand had firmly supported me, I stood still and looked at him, and walked forward timidly, the great monk shook his head, and kept holding my hand and did not let go.

I was led by him, the palm of my hand gradually recovered the temperature, for a while I had arrived at the door of his meditation room, walked in, the charcoal cage was holding the flames, very warm, the great monk let go of my hand, untied the cloak, took off the hat and hung it on the shelf next to it.

When I went out with the princess, I did not expect to encounter this snow, so I did not go out in a cloak, and the great monk saw me standing, and brought me a hand stove from the bedside, and said, "I just held your hand, it is cold." ”

I took it and covered my hand and said, "I was in a hurry to go out, and I didn't expect it to snow." ”

I walked to the desk and sat down, I didn't know what I was looking at, I stood stupidly for a long time, he looked at me and said, "Sit." ”

I was stunned, so I sat down in the nearest chair, watched him write and draw, and asked curiously, "What are you looking at?" ”

The great monk smiled: "Excerpt." ”

I wondered, "Excerpts? Do you want to see the excerpts too? ”

The great monk said helplessly: "No way, the abbot of the King James Temple is a three-grade minister." ”

I looked at him quietly, half red and half yellow robe, handsome eyebrows, slightly frowned from time to time, and the bones were just right, in the shadow of the snow light reflected outside the window and the candlelight in the meditation room, it looked particularly neat.

This is the first time I know that the great monk still has an official rank, recalling that the lord always likes to drag the great monk to talk about state affairs and entertain official affairs, I guess there is also this reason!

Sitting and sitting, my body eased slightly, and the lights outside were lit, and I quietly said, "It's not early, I should go back." ”

The great monk raised his head, with a smile on his face, dropped the pen, closed the fold, got up and said, "Send you." ”

I waved my hand and said, "No need, it doesn't rain much when I see the snow, I'll just light a lamp here and go back." ”

The great monk was silent for a while, but he still looked at me, turned around and took out a glass octagonal lamp from the cabinet, lit it and handed it to me: "Although the snow outside is smaller, it is still falling, this lamp was originally a tribute, but His Majesty did not take it away that year, so he stayed in the temple, and the general lamp is always vague when it shines in the snow, but this one is bright, and it is lit when it snows and rains." ”

I smiled, took the lamp, looked up and looked back and forth, "It's really not like a normal lamp." ”

The big monk pouted and smiled and helped me open the door, the oncoming gust of wind and snow, blowing my temples apart, after I stepped out, I didn't take two steps, and turned around to look at it, the big monk still opened the door to see me.

The snow has not completely stopped, there are still no people everywhere, and the foot pit that I stepped on with the great monk is now not visible at all, because it is too cold outside, I have taken a shortcut, and when I look around, the leaves on the trees have been buried by this snowstorm, and even the most customary sparrows can not be seen on the bare branches.

I trembled back to the room, poured a cup of hot tea to warm my frozen body, and was stunned by candlelight, inexplicably, I have always been a sensitive person, the meaning of the great monk in the snow could not be clearer, but I was a little withdrawn.

Is it sincere?

Or do you want to be merciful?

Just one of them?

Or is it one for life?

I can't guess!

Even if you erase these and don't say it, it's difficult, he is the abbot of the National Temple known to everyone, although I know that these are all his superficial cover-ups, but in addition to me, the third master knows, Jianning knows, who else really knows, even Lord Rong is confused, who dares to let more people know?

Under the whole world, it is not the king's land.

If we argue with reason, when Your Majesty is angry, where should we hide?

Can I ignore the servants of the house?

Can the great monk ignore the Jinsu Temple?

Do you choose sincerity or reality?

Is it an uncertain path forward or a life at a glance?

This choice fell on my own head so quickly, in the morning I was still giving advice to Jianning and Master Rong, but in the evening it became my hesitation.

This is the hardest problem I've ever encountered since I grew up, and if only my mother were still around, I would at least be able to tell her the sorrow in my heart.

Whenever I think of my mother, I will piece together to remember her goodness, and then I can't help but feel sorry for myself.

Maybe time will tell me the answer bit by bit, and maybe the light in life will illuminate the path I should choose.

The candle flame in front of him gradually lowered, and the snow outside the window broke through, so soon, the sky was bright.