Chapter 408: Bitterness in the Heart
"Miss Ya'er, what are you talking about? I never thought I'd get rid of you! Xiao Baoman gently wiped away, the tears in the corners of Ya'er's eyes, like a big sister, opened her mouth and said comfortingly: "Here, it is you Xiao Zong, the home of the two of you, the extra person is me, now, I have no place to go, I can only rely here, but once I decide where to go, I will leave directly, I will not affect the relationship between the two of you!" β
"But if you leave, your husband will be very sad!" Ya'er was very naΓ―ve, looked at Xiao Baoman in front of her, continued to speak, and said; "So, you can't go, you stay, I don't want to be a concubine, even if you let me stay, this girl who pours tea and water, I am willing!"
"Ya'er, I don't allow you to say such things!" Xiao Baoman's expression became serious, he opened his mouth very seriously, and said: "You must always remember that you are Xiao Zong's wife, he has the responsibility and obligation to be responsible for the rest of your life, you can never leave him, and you are Xiao Zong's wife, your position is irreplaceable by any woman, and you can't directly give this position to others, no one can, do you understand?" β
Originally, these words were very inspirational for Ya'er, but at this time, Ya'er cried even more sadly!
"If my husband really likes me and cherishes someone who wants to marry me as a wife, I will naturally think so!" Ya'er cried very sadly, and he opened his mouth with pear blossoms and rain, and said: "However, this is not the case, the truth is not like this!" β
"How's that going?" Xiao Baoman looked at the crying buds in front of him, and there were many more question marks in his heart, he felt that things seemed to be completely different from what Xiao Baoman thought in his heart, and there were more hidden secrets!
Xiao Baoman stared at Ya'er and asked, "Miss Ya'er, are you talking?" What happened and what the truth is, you tell me! β
"Woo!" Ya'er sobbed in pain, and said with great difficulty: "Actually, at the beginning, my husband didn't want to marry me at all, he never loved me, everything was my own fantasy, between me and him, there has never been love, even if we can live like a normal husband and wife, we can show a lot of affection, but he doesn't love me, he just doesn't love me!" β
"What the hell is going on? Why do you say that? "To be honest, except for the matter of fragrant tea, Xiao Baoman really can't see that there is any discordant marital relationship between Xiao Zong and Ya'er, but, listening to Ya'er say this, I'm afraid the problem here is not simple!
"Miss Ya'er, tell me honestly, how did you know Xiao Zong, shouldn't he have been in Pingcheng all the time? How did you get to the prairie? Also, why did the two of you suddenly get married? Xiao Baoman is still very curious, Xiao Zong has always stayed in Tuoba Ke's mansion, why did he suddenly come to this prairie, and then, he married Ya'er? He had to figure out what was going on!
"I don't know, my husband's origin!" Ya'er controlled his emotions, he spoke softly, and said: "It's just that suddenly one day, he appeared, and beside him, there was a tall man, who seemed to be a big official, and that official also brought a will, saying that he thought that my husband and I were very compatible, and wanted to marry us!" β
"Marriage?" After Xiao Baoman heard these two words, he instantly understood, it turned out that Xiao Zong was given marriage, no wonder, he got married so suddenly, and he didn't want to have a child with Ya'er!
"At that time, I looked at my husband, he was a very good man, he usually didn't smile, but he was quite obedient!" Ya'er recalled that when she and Xiao Zong first met, she couldn't help but show a happy smile on her face, "At that time, I was of course very happy to have an official give me a marriage, not to mention, the other party is still a very good man, the husband has never shown disgust, and he is obedient to all the arrangements, so I think he should also like me, otherwise, how can he be willing to marry me?" β
"Until later, the days I lived with my husband became longer and longer, and he was very considerate to me, just like a real husband and wife, but I can still feel that his heart is not at all, in our family!" Ya'er's eyes were covered with a layer of mist, "Everything is just an illusion, I deceived myself and lived in this illusion, but I feel that I am suffering more and more from gains and losses, I am afraid that one day my husband will be tired and don't want to act with me, he will leave me!" β
"So, I am very much looking forward to having a child, if I have a child, then, my husband should be for the sake of the child, love me well, love our family well, right? However, at this time, I found out that I couldn't get pregnant! Ya'er silently left tears, "So, I began to go crazy, looking for a concubine for my husband, but he refused, his reaction made me feel more and more that he wanted to leave me, women are a burden to him, he doesn't want so much burden, to contain him!" β
"Until you show up!" Ya'er raised her head and looked at Xiao Baoman in front of her silently, "I can feel that your appearance has changed my husband a lot, his mood will be unstable from time to time, he seems to be very worried about you, at that time I knew that as long as you are willing to stay, then, my husband will always put his mind on this family!" β
"Miss Bud!" Xiao Baoman showed a self-deprecating smile, he spoke softly, and said: "I know, you are very bitter in your heart, in fact, you are also innocent, and you are also implicated!" β
"What do you mean by that?" Ya'er listened to Xiao Baoman's words and looked puzzled!
"You just said that someone sent Xiao Zong to you, and gave you a marriage?" Xiao Baoman asked softly: "At that time, Xiao Zong had no objection!" βγ
"Exactly!" Ya'er nodded slightly, but he was still at a loss, and he didn't think that there was anything wrong with this matter!