Since the birthday party, my temperament has also been somewhat restrained.

The great monks sometimes come to tease me, but I am only faint, and I am not interested in many things, as if I have seen through the world and the four are empty.

Actually, I sometimes hear the little monks talking in private: "The abbot said that Miss Li Er, who often lives in my temple, is a heavenly fate, and it is better to stay away, I am really afraid that she will affect my temple." "In that case, I'll still be angry and hurt.

Every time I hear it, I make a note in my heart.

Before I knew it, it was the end of summer, and the lotus flowers in the pond were gradually withering, and I often stood in the pavilion and watched the raindrops fall and mercilessly knock down the petals that flowed with the water.

Each petal is the embodiment of a fairy, so clean and elegant, the essence is clean and clean, but unfortunately the time they can stay in the world is really short, I seem to be able to feel their reluctance and unwillingness.

The eldest monk stood beside me and watched me silently for a while, and finally said gently: "Miao Miao, everyone outside is saying that your eldest sister is going to marry the second prince." ”

I chuckled, "What's the matter with me?" ”

The great monk said softly: "You and I both understand that the second prince has a bad root and is not a person who can be entrusted with life. ”

I turned my head to stare at him, "So what?" Can I handle it? ”

After stabilizing my breath, I said again: "Even if I go to tell the eldest lady, I guess she won't listen, and in the end I have a jealous name, do you still want me to do this kind of thing that does not outweigh the losses?" Don't forget, I'm a person who has been divorced three times, if you want to save your eldest sister from fire and water, then you can go by yourself, why drag me into the water! ”

The great monk waited for a while, his eyes showing a chill, "Do you actually think so?" How can I say this for your eldest sister, it's all for you at all, if you can't even be considerate of this meaning, then my affection for you for so long will be wrong! ”

I reached out and took two drops of rainwater, held them in my hand, and said, "I don't understand what you're saying." ”

The great monk took a step forward and asked, "You really don't understand?" ”

I looked at him and replied, "I really don't understand!" ”

The great monk said coldly: "I thought you were an amorous and kind person, but I didn't expect that your heart would be so hard. ”

Am I hard-hearted?

Maybe I'm hard-hearted, but it's better to be hard-hearted than hard-hearted!

People like you have never experienced my life at all, and you don't know what I was in before, so who is in a position to criticize me here today?

Therefore, I said angrily: "Don't put your set of great teachings in front of me and try to educate me, why should you? After all these years, if I don't learn to be hard-hearted, do you think you can still see me alive now? You don't understand anything at all! I'm not a saint, I have seven emotions and six desires, I will be sad, I will hate, I will laugh, I will live simply, but that depends on who is right! ”

The great monk continued: "No matter who it is, if you don't do it, it will be extremely entangled and self-reproachful, but if you do it, no matter what the result is, your heart will be at peace, and at night, even sleep will be more calm, isn't it?" ”

I felt that my eyes were hot, and I only whispered stubbornly: "However, I think it's very unfair." ”

The great monk persuaded again: "It doesn't matter if it's fair or not, but if you want to be worthy of your heart, if you say it, she won't necessarily listen to you, will she?" ”

I nodded, "If I do, I hope they will listen." ”

The great monk sneered sideways: "Then I'm afraid it's not up to you and me to decide." ”