163 Butterfly Blossom Interlacing(4)

() The queen's words made me a little uncomfortable, the evening sun is still a little clear, this is the season when the pear blossoms first bloom, walk to the front of the Buddha Bead Hall, because this is the most prosperous place for the pear blossoms in the whole palace, on the branches of the pear tree, the white pear blossoms are quietly blooming, like a steady stream of waves, under the reflection of the sun, under the blowing of the spring breeze, jumping, dancing, white as snow, silver shining, suddenly a gust of wind blows, there are a few flowers gently falling down, for a while, The ground was covered with layers of snow-white petals, and I was reluctant to step on them, for fear of breaking them.

The four palace maids stood in front of the Buddha Bead Hall, the doors and windows were tightly closed, I couldn't help but be secretly curious in my heart, so I said to Qiu Si who was following me: "You go and find a reason to open the four palace maids who are guarding in front of the hall." ”

Qiu Si frowned lightly, "Niangniang, but Your Majesty has decreed that no one should disturb Princess Qingxiu, and no one should break in and snoop without permission." ”

I glanced at her and whispered, "It's okay, you can go, it's just that others can't spy on it, can't even I spy on it?" And he said, "Besides, I am not on a whim, I have my own reason, even if Your Majesty knows, it doesn't matter, even if you listen to me, just go." ”

Although Qiu Si's face was a little embarrassed, he stepped forward in the end, I hid in the bushes and stared, I didn't know what Qiu Si said to the four palace maids, and it was useless to even use a cup of tea, so those palace maids followed Qiu Si and left without suspicion.

I watched them walk away, and then slowly walked in, the closer I got, the more hesitant my steps became, and before I knew it, I had stopped outside the courtyard for a long time, and seemed to hear some sounds in the silence, and I frowned, as expected, otherwise, in broad daylight, I would have to lock the doors and windows to do something. In April and May, the surrounding scenery was picturesque, a beautiful scene, I looked left and right, and found that there was a window corner under the disrepair, leaking a thin gap in the window lattice, so I tiptoed over and bent down to squat there and secretly looked inside.

On the table, there is a glass purple agate vine pattern incense burner, which seems to be lit with calm sandalwood, a wisp of green smoke flutters upward, like a white silk thread, and then gently diffuses in the air, the smell spreads, very rich. I rubbed my nose and saw the princess standing solemnly at the bottom of the steps, wearing a blue-gray tulle tobacco skirt with a very indifferent and detached expression on her face, as if everything in the world had nothing to do with her, just staring down at a multicolored ring with gold and flowers on her finger.

And Lord Rong stood opposite with his back hand, holding a plain silk handkerchief in his hand, and the two looked at each other silently for a long time, both like strangers and like confidants, and the surroundings were faintly filled with a sad and cold aura.

His eyes fell on the plain silk handkerchief, and he already knew a little in his heart that the relationship between the two was by no means simple, and he couldn't help but secretly feel wronged by Xiangxiang. The corners of the princess's mouth were slightly hooked, and she chuckled, "The sunlight outside is so good, how can an adult come to me to find unpleasantness?" ”

Master Rong had a wry smile on his face, "The princess said that she was laughing, hasn't the minister been making trouble for herself in the past two years?" ”

The princess frowned and said: "So when are you going to give up, my heart is dead, this Buddha Bead Hall is my shelter for the rest of my life, adults don't have to worry more, adults should go and live their own lives," eyelashes drooped, and smiled faintly, "I heard that Mrs. Rong is a beautiful lady, and people are also very interesting, I think adults will live well." ”

Lord Rong's eyes were full of sadness, his eyes were slightly red, and his voice was slightly deep, "You know that as long as you are here, I only have you in my heart." ”

The princess trembled her eyebrows, like a dragonfly flapping its wings and dotting water, very smart, but her expression was full of sadness, "Then what does Lord Rong mean, is he forcing me to leave?" A casual and sarcastic smile slowly floated on her face, and she said, "As the dignified princess of Nanliang, I can't even find a pure place to settle down?" ”

Lord Yung was very cramped, "You know, that's not what I meant. ”

The princess said angrily, "Then what do you mean?" ”

Lord Rong was silent for a while, and grabbed the princess's wrist, and the princess struggled a few times to no avail, "I'll take you away." "I'm stunned, is Lord Rong going to elope with the princess, what about Xiangxiang, has Lord Rong considered a point for Xiangxiang?

The princess looked at him in shock, her face changed from a little joy to a dejected sadness, she turned her wrist twice, and said softly, "Forget it," and thought quietly for a while, and said with tears in her eyes, "If I had heard you say this six years ago, I would have been very happy, and I would have left with you, but now, no." ”

Lord Rong tugged hard, and the princess staggered into his arms, "Why not?" ”

The princess pushed him resistantly, "It's too late." ”

Yung asked, "Why?" ”

The princess raised her eyes and said, "You know, my heart is like ashes, and I no longer have the same vigor as before," staring at Lord Rong with dead eyes, and said decisively, "Wu Yao is dead, he is dead!" ”

Lord Rong's tone was a little intense, "What does it matter, after all, you and I are in the same place!" ”

The princess stared at him for a long time, her eyes were red, and she pushed him away and said, "How can it be okay!" Wu Yao died because of me! I've been wondering, if I hadn't married into the Yunnan Palace, wouldn't things have developed so quickly to an irreparable step? ”

Lord Rong took control of the princess's shoulder and said, "This has nothing to do with you!" Wu Yao's death is the inevitable result of the disputes of the previous dynasty, and it is the most important move to stabilize the imperial power, and it has nothing to do with you at all, even if you didn't marry at that time, Your Majesty has a way to cure his crimes! ”

The princess's eyes were as dim as the inky black night sky without a star, and her voice gradually lowered, "Yes, imperial power, the previous dynasty, Miao Miao once told me so," shook her head, and a teardrop the size of a bean slipped from her eyes, "I'm just a chess piece." ”

Miao Miao, who is she? Is she the shadow that His Majesty has always remembered in his heart? Miaomiao, insignificant, like......

Lord Rong raised his hand and stroked the princess's cheek, "You are a chess piece, why am I not, as long as you stay in Jiankang for a day, stay in the palace for a day, we will be at the mercy of others for a day, I have no distractions now, and I have nothing to worry about, I'll take you away, okay?" ”

The princess shook her head, "No, I can't go." ”

Lord Rong asked fiercely, "Why?" ”

The princess said in a deep voice: "I can't let Wu Yaobai die, I still have my mission, what he told me, I can't let the people of the world be harmed, I look at the third brother, I want to watch him be a real emperor, and at that time, it is time for me to leave." ”

Lord Rong's face turned pale as paper, "It's because of the prince of Yunnan," he took a step towards the princess and asked, "Tell me the truth, are you still thinking about him in your heart?" Tell me the truth, do you still have a place for me in your heart? ”

The princess sighed, and the tears in her eyes were like pearls with broken threads, "Yes, he has always been in my heart and has never left, but as for my lord, it has long passed with me." ”

Master Rong smiled bitterly on his face, took a few steps back, and said disappointedly: "It's already over, I see." ”

The princess chuckled: "Isn't it interesting to say that we are not concerned, when I used to have nothing to worry about and only you, you couldn't withdraw from me because of the family, and you couldn't treat me with your heart, but now, you and I are the opposite, but I have a burden and can't be with you, let alone leave with you." ”

Lord Rong shook his head, was silent for a long time, and lowered his eyes faintly: "It's not because of these many rules and regulations, but because you and I have never loved each other to the core, and the timing is not right." ”

The princess nodded, her eyes mixed with a little of the vastness of the world, and said: "Think about it, the so-called time and place are favorable, we have not occupied any of them along the way, and I don't know what the meaning of the affection that has been insisted on for many years is that it can neither bring peace and prosperity to the people of the world, nor can it balance the pros and cons of the heavenly family for the power of the previous dynasty, and you and I are deeply trapped in it and cannot extricate ourselves, are you funny?" ”

Lord Rong's frowning brows seemed to be connected, "The preciousness of your affection and I should not be measured by these things at all. ”

The princess laughed, "Shouldn't it?" The eye wave roamed in front of Lord Rong, "This is what I was born to do, and my feelings are naturally implicated in it, and I can't escape." ”

Lord Rong's lips pursed, "You ......"

The princess raised her hand to interrupt and whispered: "Don't say it, you go, don't come again, there are people in your family that you should take care of more, don't let down a woman who loves you again because of me, if that happens, my sins will be even greater." ”

Lord Rong frowned and said, "What sin do you have?" "I beg you not to torture yourself like this, many things are not your fault at all, many things are simply unpredictable." ”

The princess shook her head, "You don't understand, you can go." ”

I was secretly distracted, only to hear a "squeak" from the door frame, Lord Rong walked out of the inside, I only curled up in a corner, looking at him faintly as he walked farther and farther, Xu was just in the Buddha Bead Hall The conversation in the Buddha Bead Hall made him too sad, he didn't notice my existence at all.