Dajin Yuan and three years.

The eighth day of August.

The Queen Mother's 50th birthday, the Quartet came to congratulate, and the whole country celebrated.

It is night, the imperial capital of Jinzhou City, BMW incense cars are endless, jade and golden whips are endless, tens of millions of portals are lit up, ten miles of streets and alleys are fires and silver flowers, the whole country celebrates and all the people are happy, showing the wealth and elegance of the peaceful and prosperous era.

At the beginning of the year, the ceremonial music played, the emperor and queen helped the queen mother to lead the clan relatives and hundreds of officials to climb the city tower, the people under the city tower bowed their heads and bowed and shouted long live, ninety-nine salutes were fired, instantly, the night sky was covered by golden colored glass, and the sky and the earth were already gorgeous to the extreme.

I played with the jade flute in my hand, standing on the bluestone white jade steps of the city tower, leaning against the wall and looking up at the sky for a moment, looking down at my cloth clothes, which was really incompatible with this situation.

Moreover, I am not a clansman, and as a woman, I have no official status, so I have no chance of being in this world, but I am in it.

Just because of the man who stands at the top of the world at this moment.

- Yan Xian.

My savior, too-

The third generation ruler of the Daikin Empire.

Emperor Dajin Yanxian, since ascending the throne, inherited the ambition of Taizu and Taizong, made great efforts, enriched the country and strengthened the army, and created the prosperous era of Dajin.

As for me, it is for Yan Xian to stay in this rich and prosperous cooking oil, and I also promised Yan Xian to accompany him to create a prosperous world and achieve his great cause of an emperor through the ages.

It sounds like I'm supposed to be a figure at the level of the queen and concubine of the Dajin Kingdom, but I'm not.

How do you say it?

I am a person of Yan Xian, but I am not a woman of Yan Xian, I don't love Yan Xian, but Yan Xian is kind to me, my position and principles have always been relatively firm and principled for repaying my kindness, no matter what the other party's identity background is, and whether the other party's skin and appearance can enter my eyes, I have always hummed in the vulgar bridge of making a personal promise.

However, although I am just a woman, I also understand that in life, happiness and enmity are the most chic.

Although I can't remember any past events, and I can't remember who my surname is, Yanxian is the person who saved me from the knife when I encountered the fear of my life after entering the world, and I will definitely repay this kindness.

Two years ago, on the eve of my decision to come to Kyoto with Yan Xian, when he asked me if I wanted to be his harem wife, I was in a trance for a while, but it was only in a trance, and I decisively rejected him. He was generous, and when he saw that I vetoed it, he didn't say more, but said: "Ah Yan, although I and you are new acquaintances, I appreciate you very much. ”

Yes, Yan Xian admires me very much, as for whether Yan Xian still has a relationship between men and women in addition to appreciating me, well, I ...... What is certain is that in the past two years I have developed a special partnership with him, so he has a slight affection for me.

But this kind of affection has nothing to do with love, and the reason why I am so decisive is because everyone in the government and the opposition knows that the emperor's favor for the concubine Jane has reached an unreasonable and outrageous point.

To be honest, Yan Xian's connivance and favor for Jane's many times is incomprehensible even if I look at it, because I was in the name of the concubine's cousin and entered the palace with Yan, and after entering the palace, I lived in the spiritual song hall of Jian Guifei for more than half a year, so I know a little more than others about Jane's character.

Many times, when I chatted with Yan Xian, I wanted to ask why Yan Xian had such a soft spot for Jane's. But after thinking about it, Yan Xian has always acted differently from ordinary people, not to mention that the word "love" except for the person concerned, it really can't be understood by outsiders, even if it is Yan Xian, who is the emperor, after all, there is a time when he can't help it.

When it comes to the noble concubine Jane, it can't help but make people think of the queen Mei, the queen Mei's sage and grace, both virtue and ability, and the mother of the world, is really an example for women in the world.

Take the birthday of the Queen Mother as an example, all the regulations and etiquette, big and small matters, the Queen Mother ordered that the Queen Mother handle it single-handedly, and the Queen lived up to expectations and presented a visual and spiritual feast for the Manchu Dynasty civil and military tonight.

This move not only shows the prosperity of Dajin, but also proves to the world her talent and mind as the queen of Dajin.

Therefore, he will give the queen due respect and recognition, and he is also very cooperative with the etiquette regulations formulated by the Ministry of Etiquette and the queen to interpret the harmonious and happy picture of the emperor and queen.

However, this did not hinder his endless love for Jian Guifei.

——At this moment, when all the people were jubilant and happy, Yan Xian had already unconsciously taken the hand of Jian Guifei who was standing behind him, and he looked at Jian as if he was looking at the most beautiful scenery in this world.

"Ah Yan, you know what? As long as I can see Ah Ling's smile every day, I feel happy and satisfied, and I feel that there is still a trace of warmth in this lonely life. ”

Yan Xian once told me this, I think, Jane's smile on him is his can't help it, although I can't empathize, but I can understand.

I looked beyond Yan Xian and Jane's and then looked up again, and looked at the bright night sky again, I looked at the fleeting fireworks, the dreamlike night scene, and the splendid mountains and rivers, which only made me hesitate where to go in an instant.

For two years, most of the time I was chasing myself.

Because I don't know who I really am.