didn't give me a chance to speak, he stepped out of the door early, and by the way, he also pulled Mr. Wen with one hand, and said with a smile: "Mr. Trouble help me make a fire." ”

Yan Shao took a step closer to me, I lowered my head and took a step back, he took a step closer, and I took another step back.

He took the medicine bottle I was holding in my hand, pressed my shoulder, made me sit on the round stool, and then gently lifted my chin, he looked at my chin, and his hand shook, and he couldn't move.

"Damn it." He cursed lowly, and if he guessed correctly, he should be scolding himself.

Although I felt pain, I didn't know how far my jaw had been broken by him, and there were so many things to think about in my heart that this bit of flesh pain didn't take much of my attention.

"It doesn't hurt anymore." It stands to reason that he hurt me and I should hate him, but seeing his self-reproachful and remorseful eyes, I still forgive him in turn.

"I swear, no matter how you treat me in the future, and no matter whether you really choose Shi Ji in the end, I Yan Shao will not touch a single hair of you."

As he spoke, he poured a little medicine from the bottle and put it in the palm of his hand, then held my chin with one hand and gently rubbed my chin with the palm of the other hand.

My whole face was fixed by him, and the eyes of the two people were also frozen together, and some unbearable pictures in my memory and Shi Ji were like a huge haze that was about to come, blocking the original bright moon and flowers between me and Yan Shao.

"I'm sorry ......" For more than two years, I have always refused to say goodbye to others, although I have been babbling, saying that I am afraid that I have been married and may have children.

But since I identified Yan Shao in my heart, I didn't dare to think about this aspect for a moment, from my heart, I don't believe that I would have such a past, because, I hope that I can be worthy of Yan Shao.

"Are these three words used to bury our past?"

I want to say no, but how am I going to speak, do I tell him all and ask him again, "Will you accept me like this?" ”

He had said that he would not mind my past, that he would share all the pain for me, and that no matter what had happened, he would not waver in his determination to marry me.

So, he might say, "I'll take it!" ”

So, what about henceforth?

Are we going to live happily ever after?

No, it won't.

This memory will always be in my heart, I will definitely not be able to face him calmly, take 10,000 steps back and say, Yan Shao may not really mind my past, but he will definitely mind the present.

Just now, when I was in a state of confusion, I almost did something I shouldn't have done under the camphor tree, and it must have been Yan Shao's person who shot the arrow.

In this case, Yan Shao actually regarded me as an abusive and frivolous woman in his heart, and it would be too naïve for me to have good hopes for the future.

"Lord Wang, people always have to take responsibility for the mistakes they made when they were young and frivolous, they forgot it before, but now that they think about it, there are some things that they can't escape."

He stopped his hand, but his hand still fell on my face, and his fingers gently stroked my cheek, and asked, "Why don't you try to let me bear it with you?" ”

My eyes were slightly astringent, and I held back my tears, and I wanted to throw myself into his arms and tell him, "You can't bear this fault." ”

But I could only endure it, I could only say insincerely: "Lord, Ah Yan is not blessed, you forget me." ”

Yan Shao's eyes were full of indescribable feelings, and he was trying to stabilize his emotions and asked me, "Then why don't you follow him today?" If you continue to stay here, aren't you afraid that I will forcibly take you back now? ”

"Lord Wang, have you forgotten the true purpose of this trip? I'm retrieving my memory, you're finding a female assassin. ”

Yan Shao sneered: "Many times, I have also been thinking about this question, and I proposed to take you south to find whether the assassin is my real purpose. ”

I didn't know why, but I seemed to be able to grasp what he was trying to say, and my heart began to beat "suddenly" again.

"It turns out that I have long been in love with you, and all I want to do is to help you find memories, all I want is to take you out of the Golden State and away from the rights and wrongs there, because I want to be with you."

I pressed my heart, and the tears could no longer be controlled, and I saw him bow down in the hazy eyes of tears, and then put a kiss on my forehead, and said, "Let's go back, huh?" ”

I nodded, then shook my head again, and then I began to sob, I have never been a crying person, especially in the past two years, I have hardly done anything, no one has shed tears, I have always felt that tears are a person's business, and it is a very cheap thing to shed tears casually in front of others.

But at this moment, I couldn't control myself, Yan Shao took me into his arms, wiped away my tears with one hand, and said, "It's okay if you don't go back to Dajin, as long as it's where you want to go, I can take you there." ”

"Don't be so nice to me, I'm not worth it! It's not worth it! It's really not worth it! ”

I pushed him away, and in order to anger him, hurt him, and make him die for me, I said loudly, "We can't do it!" I promised that Shi Ji would wait for him here for a month, Lord Wang, and I would ask him about the news of the female assassin, and if you wish, we will be separated from each other from now on, and we will not be entangled with each other again! ”

"Wait for him for a month? What about your brain? A month later, will he come to welcome you through the door with a sedan chair? Tell you, he won't marry you! In order to get the position of the prince, over the years, he has laid out the overall situation and cast a big net, he can close the net immediately, and he will fall short if he marries you, how can he marry you? ”

"I agreed to be his concubine."

“……”

"I don't mind being his concubine." I closed my eyes and thought to myself, anyway, the words have come to this point, ruthlessly, let this relationship be completely broken.

"Are you serious...... Love him to such a field? Yan Shao was in disbelief, and his trembling voice was extremely disappointed in me.

"Lord Wang, does the young man's affection mean that he can let go of it? I'm so entangled with him that I can't forget him! ”

Yan Shao stopped talking, I opened my eyes, and saw that his face had a look of decay that I had never seen before, I felt distressed, and resisted the urge to step forward and hug him.

"Well, well, in that case...... I have blessed you only. ”

I heard his departing footsteps, I didn't dare to look at his back, and when the door was closed, I felt as if something was being lost in my heart, and I wanted to catch it, but I didn't dare to catch it, I wanted to stay, and I didn't dare to stay.

Yan Shao......

I shouted this name countless times in my heart.

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