Thirty years of Southern Liang.

I have already left the palace and am no longer Luo Xi's Zhaoyi, probably the vast majority of people in this world think that I am dead, died in the corner of the thick wall of Shenwumen that night, blood flowed like a river, and the jump that was once so resolute that I did not have half a bit of nostalgia not only made Luo Xi completely dead, but also made me leave the palace forever, leaving the place that made people feel painful.

Since I opened my eyes again, everything was like a rebirth, in a beautiful mountain and clear water, quiet and tranquil bamboo house, life passed smoothly, and the waves were calm, there were no more fights and killings, and there was no more deceit.

I often have time to lie in the shade of the trees, watching the sun ripple on the water, watching the wild ducks swim in the distance, and occasionally hiding in the middle of the lake in a lush floating island. But along with the beautiful life of nature there are also nightmares, although Dr. Chang picked up a life, but I also left the root of the disease, headache is simply worse than death, because of the medicine, the spirit often becomes bad, can not do anything, can only lie down obediently, but when the spirit is a little better, I will collect the lilac seeds carefully sow into the soil of the small courtyard, watching them little by little pull out the tender yellow and light velvet buds, I can't help but feel happy.

Ju Xiang was by my side day and day, for fear that I would make a mistake, and finally one day, she asked: "The second miss is sick this time that everyone has lost a lot of weight, and everyone says that if you don't die, there will be a blessing, why doesn't the second miss look unhappy at all?" ”

I lay on the couch, looking out the window at the falling leaves, the fallen leaves had a sunset-like gold, the gold mixed with a touch of orange, and smiled: "I am not happy, I just feel that everything is happening too fast, like a dream," and after a while, he added, "I always feel empty, as if something is missing." ”

Ju Xiang said with a smile: "The second miss has been lying in bed for a whole year, and the slave maid and the son of the world once thought that the second miss might not survive," she then thought about it, "According to the slave maid, if the second miss can't survive, the son probably won't survive, and when Lord Rong is away, the son always accompanies the second miss and never leaves," As soon as the words changed, she said again, "The princess often came to see the second miss throughout the year!" ”

I smiled tiredly, "Juxiang, it's been so long since I've been awake, and no one has told me how the inevitable war ended up being invisible?" ”

Ju Xiang said: "The slave maid is not very clear, anyway, there seems to be a rumor that after the second miss jumped off the city wall, His Majesty was heartbroken, and spit blood on the spot, the prince and His Majesty were seriously injured after a life-and-death duel, His Majesty fell to the ground, and the prince took the first step to take the dying second lady away, and then found Dr. Chang for treatment, because the second miss was too seriously injured, Dr. Chang could only hang his life first, and life and death were up to the sky." ”

It's really strange, as far as I know, Luo Xi's skills should be far above the vicissitudes, how can he ......

I shook my head again and sighed deeply, "Forget it, it seems that the heavens don't want my life yet." ”

Ju Xiang smiled, "Count the days, Princess Ming'er should take Qiu Si and Dong Xue to see the second miss together." ”

I sighed, "I really miss them," and added, "The last time the princess came here to accompany me, I asked her to help me check some things, and I hope she will come here with some eyebrows," sighed, "I don't know how long this body can last." ”

Ju Xiang said: "Second Miss Jiren has her own natural appearance, and she will definitely live a long life." ”

I stared at her, "You'll pick nice things to say." ”

When it comes to Jianning, I have to admit that she does come to see me from time to time, as for how Jianning knew that we live here, it probably benefited from the reminder between the lines of Rongda!

My consciousness is not an instant, but little by little condensed and recuperated, supported by my will, when my mind is not fully awake, I often hear someone talking in my ear, at first I can't hear what is being said at all, and then slowly I can hear clearly, only to know that the voice is sometimes Cangyang, sometimes it is Lord Rong, and sometimes it is Jianning, their shouts, requests, whispers I know clearly.

That day, I finally opened my eyes, and as soon as I turned my head, I saw Master Rong and Cangyang sitting on the edge of the bed drinking tea in front of Xiaoji, in fact, all the things were remembered the moment I jumped down from the city tower and hit the ground, and the scenes were very clear, but I only pretended not to know, trying to tease them.

I coughed lightly, and when Cangyang saw that I was awake, he hurriedly put down the teacup and came over, held my hand and said excitedly: "Miao Miao, you are awake, you are finally awake!" ”

I looked around, looked at Master Rong, and then at Cangyang, retracted my hand in pretended horror, and asked, "Who are you?" ”

Cangyang and Master Rong glanced at each other, almost incredulous, Cangyang immediately ran out of the door to find Dr. Chang over, at this interval, Lord Rong walked to the side of the bed and whispered to me tentatively: "You really can't remember anything?" Have you forgotten who we are? ”

I frowned at Lord Rong and whispered, "Lord Rong, I haven't forgotten." ”

Lord Rong was puzzled, "You haven't forgotten, then you were ...... just now" After a while, he immediately reacted, "Oh", and said with a wicked smile, "I understand." ”

After a moment, Dr. Chang's hand rested on my pulse, and he used his fingers to prop up my eyelids and look at it, frowning and saying, "It shouldn't be!" ”

Rong Daren had a serious face, and he couldn't see that he already knew everything, so he asked Dr. Chang with concern: "What is the problem?" ”

Doctor Chang shook his head, "It stands to reason that the second miss shouldn't have forgotten what she remembered when she woke up, it doesn't make sense!" ”

Cangyang anxiously asked: "Could it be because Miao Miao has had amnesia once before, and then this time he was seriously injured and affected twice?" ”

Doctor Chang thought for a while and said: "Probably not, the second miss didn't lose her memory because of a brain injury, but because the imperial medicine was too strong, once the medicine was stopped, those memories would slowly come back over time, and this time it was a direct blow to the head, I didn't use any strong medicine just to avoid some sequelae," sighed again, "but I didn't expect the second miss to completely lose her memory." ”

Cangyang hurriedly asked: "Then what should I do?" ”

Doctor Chang glanced at me and said helplessly: "I'll go and prescribe a prescription first, and then give the second lady a good conditioning before saying goodbye!" ”

Dr. Chang dragged him and asked again and again: "Are you sure?" ”

Doctor Chang shook his head slowly, "To be honest, I'm not sure, I've never treated a tricky patient like Miss Second before, in fact, it's a great luck that Miss Second is alive this time." ”

Cangyang frowned, and said in a deep voice: "You are the most skilled doctor in the world." ”

Doctor Chang said: "I am a doctor, not a god, even if Hua Tuo is alive, I dare not say that I am completely sure of such an illness as Second Miss." ”

Cangyang's expression was lost, completely lost the brilliance when he saw me wake up, and his tone became confused, "Then what should I do?" ”

Doctor Chang said: "The prince should feel lucky, after all, the second lady has picked up a life." ”

Cang Yang smiled, "Yes, I should be happy," his gaze fell lightly on my face, "After all, she is still alive, everything can start again, I shouldn't expect too much, God has been kind enough to me." ”

Doctor Chang nodded and patted Cangyang's shoulder, "It's good that you figure it out, I'll go to dispense medicine first." ”

Lord Rong smiled and said, "I'll help." He also followed Dr. Chang out with his front and back feet, and the door was gently closed, and only a heavy sigh could be heard from the person in front of him.

I stood up, put on my shoes, I didn't get off the ground for a long time, the moment my toes touched the ground, there was a cold strangeness throughout my body, I felt that my whole person was fluttering, I quietly approached him, my arm copied from behind his back, and the whole person leaned on him and said, "You said you want to start over, is it true?" ”

He was stunned, and for a moment, his hand gently covered my hand like a wisp of hot spring, warm into people's hearts, "Why are you ......" He broke my hand and turned to look at me, "...... are you" His face was full of confusion.

I laughed, "Is it true?" ”

With a bright smile in his eyes, "It's true," his fingertips gently touched my cheek, "It's all gone." ”