Chapter 507: Parting Ways
Shen Qingluo walked out of the door of the box and couldn't walk immediately, but held on to the wall with one hand and covered his heart with the other and breathed heavily, so as not to let himself fall.
After a while, a waiter came running over and asked, "Miss, are you okay?" ”
Shen Qingluo's face was pale, her lips were bloodless, and she wanted to cry, but she couldn't cry, as if it was her own fault until now, she couldn't blame anyone, not even Gu Shaoyang.
As he said, what he gave her a chance was that she didn't cherish it.
If she could, she would have begged him again, but he said that if she had died in a plane crash four years ago, she would never have any hope again.
"It's fine." Shen Qingluo said and stood up.
After all, she still has to stand up, and she still has to smile after all, because Shen Meng and everyone are still waiting for her.
She can't be a mother who doesn't even have a sense of security for Shen Meng, she should have already realized that she is the only one in this world who depends on Shen Meng, and she wants to be Shen Meng's reliable mother.
There is also Li Daxun, she can't tell him about Gu Shaoyang's decisions now, how can she put Li Daxun in a dilemma after Zeng Yuqiao confessed like this? Even if it is impossible for her to be with Gu Shaoyang, she can no longer hold on to Li Daxun, what she hopes most is that he can be happy.
Shen Qingluo looked at the mirror on the wall, his own mirror image, and adjusted his smile several times, but he wanted to cry even more because he saw himself.
I don't know if everyone has such an experience, holding the mirror and crying to himself. But she can't do that now, she has to let everyone live without their burdens.
In the gorgeous KTV, a heart-wrenching song echoes in the aisle, and the sound is like a lost shadow, constantly hitting the wall:
At that time, I thought that love was life
I also know what is suitable for what
I've been working just as hard lately
Match your character
Your suitors, your ups and downs
The car I drove
Count how many years have been wasted
seems to be enough to write a set of wrong love spring and autumn
If later you still want for whom
Waste a good time
Tears can only be in my chest
No reservations
Torture each other to the point of whiteness
Grief resolutely does not let go
After the start of the entanglement
Only then was the freedom magnified by others
Your violence is too gentle
The feelings are painful and enjoyable
If I say I won't kiss you, I won't stop
Who can force me to do ......
Gu Shaoyang walked out of the room, most of the traces on his face had disappeared, he walked in the luxurious aisle, watching his figure being beaten one after another, those hollow carvings, like the hearts that were beaten into a sieve, so beautiful and beautiful.
A song echoed all over the corridor, and the man sang in despair and as if he were moaning without illness:
You ask me why I'm stubborn and single-minded
The world is too big, there is always someone more suitable than you
Actually, I don't think it's worth it
I didn't choose the way
When you appear, everyone else looks like that
Torture each other to the point of whiteness
Grief resolutely does not let go
After the start of the entanglement
Only then was the freedom magnified by others
Your violence is too gentle
The feelings are painful and enjoyable
If I say I won't kiss you, I won't stop
Who can force me to compromise
Torture each other to the point of whiteness
Grief resolutely does not let go
After the start of the entanglement
Only then was the freedom magnified by others
Your violence is too gentle
The feelings are painful and enjoyable
If I say I won't kiss you, I won't stop
Who can force me to compromise
They're just going to ......
Gu Shaoyang went directly to the basement parking lot and drove away.
Shen Qingluo saw Li Daxun and Zeng Yuqiao on the first floor, and Shen Meng immediately ran over when she saw her mother: "Mom! ”
Seeing this child, Shen Qingluo felt that she had some strength again, and she walked over. Li Daxun looked at her with some concern. Zeng Yuqiao felt a little nervous, if Shen Qingluo had a problem with Gu Shaoyang here, then Li Daxun would definitely be involved again.
So Zeng Yuqiao immediately asked, "What's wrong?" What about Gu Shaoyang?! ”
Xia Yiyun and Shen Zhishuo also looked over, Shen Qingluo touched his son's head, and smiled at everyone: "I'm sorry, let you just wait, it's okay, we're done talking." ”
Finished talking?
"And what about the result?!" Qin Anan asked.
Shen Qingluo raised his eyebrows and nodded: "It's good, don't worry, it's okay anymore, Gu Shaoyang has a bad temper recently, and he was scolded by me just now and left first, probably embarrassed." ”
Everyone felt as if it was fine, but it still felt like it was fruitless, as if they hadn't said anything.
Zeng Yuqiao asked again: "No, then what is the result of your discussion?" It's not ...... reconciled."
Zeng Yuqiao regretted it a little after asking, she asked so bluntly, in case she didn't reconcile, wouldn't she just tell Li Daxun the answer? What is she doing?
Shen Qingluo saw that she was nervous, and said with a smile: "It's okay, I won't quarrel in the future, hehe." ”
Because there is no chance to talk, there will be no more conflict, and it will be like a stranger, and it will be more peaceful.
Qin Anan breathed a sigh of relief: "That's good, you guys, it's really a blind toss." She hugged Shen Zhishuo's arm, fortunately this person would not quarrel with her, and then said with some unexpectation, "Doctor Shen, let's quarrel occasionally." ”
Shen Zhishuo: "......"
Xia Yiyun looked at Shen Qingluo: "Is it really okay?" ”
If it was okay, Gu Shaoyang couldn't just leave, they understood Gu Shaoyang's temper.
Shen Qingluo smiled: "That guy is a little hypocritical today, but it's really fine." Come, Shen Meng said goodbye to her uncle and aunt. Shen Qingluo couldn't pretend anymore, so he could only let the child say goodbye to everyone.
"Bye-bye, I'll go back with my mother first."
Xia Yiyun said: "Xiaohai, you can send it." ”
Shen Qingluo did not refuse, and led Shen Meng to say goodbye to everyone. Li Daxun stood for a while: "Qingluo! Suddenly he walked towards him, he was not very sensitive to feelings, but he could feel that the matter was not solved as lightly as Shen Qingluo said.
Shen Qingluo turned his head.
Zeng Yuqiao immediately grabbed Li Daxun's hand.
Shen Qingzhen saw this move very clearly, and she smiled: "Don't worry, Li Daxun, you just wait to bless me." Also, cherish Dr. Zeng, you are so wooden, I guess only she can make you enlightened. Shen Meng, say good night to Uncle Daxun. ”
Shen Meng looked back at Li Daxun and bit his lip, a little reluctant.
Seriously, he was reluctant to let Uncle Daxun be separated from them, but his mother agreed, and Uncle Daxun was also willing, and he had no choice, but he felt so sad, shook his head, and took his mother's hand: "Mom, let's go back." ”
"Why are you so unbehaved?"
"Mom, don't say it, go back."
Li Daxun suddenly felt distressed, he felt very sorry for Shen Meng, and he felt very sorry for the past self who used to like their mother and son so much, but he couldn't run to her again at this time, Shen Qingluo knew very well who was in his heart.
If it weren't for his previous selfishness, Shen Qingluo would have come to him again, at least she and Gu Shaoyang would not have come to this point.
He just didn't understand, was it really that difficult for Gu Shaoyang to forgive Shen Qingluo?
If they love each other, Shen Qingluo does this, even if he is wrong, he should be forgiven.
None of them knew that in the hospital that day, Shen Qingluo's confession was mistaken by Gu Shaoyang for Li Daxun's confession......
Shen Qingluo and Shen Meng sat in the back seat of the car, and Xiaohai had already looked at Shen Qingluo and Shen Meng behind him from the rearview mirror more than once.
"Mom, have you been to this place before?"
"Yes, I've been here, you didn't see that building, it's just that there's a blue fountain in front of it."
Shen Meng tried to look out the window and saw the fountain in front of the building of the YS Hotel: "See! ”
"When you weren't born, your mother worked there, and your aunt worked here, and that's where your mother met her."
"So that's the case, but it's a pity that Niu Niu can't see it! Mom, when are we going home? No matter what Gu Shaoyang gave him, a very beautiful house, a lot of toys, everything was given to him the best, but Shen Meng always believed that Xuancheng was his home.
"You miss Niu Niu, don't you?"
Shen Meng nodded: "Well, I miss Niuniu, I miss my aunt and grandparents, and I have to go back to kindergarten!" ”
"So you like to go to kindergarten so much?" Shen Qingluo hugged Shen Meng and looked at the snow-covered city outside the window, but the city soon became a ruin in her memory.
"Wow, Mom, look, that Christmas tree is so tall and beautiful!"
It was outside the gate of Yeshi International, the Christmas tree was like a hill, with colorful lights hanging on it, and Santa Claus drove the reindeer cart under the tree, and the car was full of gifts.
It's Christmas.
Xiao Hai said: "Little master, haven't you been to this place?" Your dad works here! ”
It doesn't look the same at night as it does during the day, Shen Meng looked at it again and again, and suddenly asked Shen Qingluo: "Mom, is that person still driving us away?" ”
Shen Qingluo was slightly stunned, looking at Shen Meng and suddenly feeling a little distressed, it turned out that the child was also hurt by Gu Shaoyang's sentence to let them go back to Xuancheng, he was not uncommon for them to be hurt by such words.
I'm sorry kid, I'm sorry my dear kid.
Shen Qingluo wanted to cry, looked out the window and took a deep breath, turned around and scratched Shen Meng's nose: "Little fool, how many times has my mother told you, he is your father, he won't drive you away, he loves you very much, and he can't say anything like hating him in the future." ”
"He said it first that it wasn't rare for us!" Shen Meng was a little angry.
"Do you think he doesn't like you? When you are sick, who will save you when you are in danger? Shen Qingluo asked with a calm face.
Shen Meng pouted, thinking of the time when Gu Shaoyang saved him before, he was very happy and grateful, but the person who used to be good to them was different from before.
"But Mom, I already like him very much, but he doesn't like me anymore."
Shen Qingluo felt uncomfortable and sniffed: "Shen Meng, my mother has told you many times, he won't dislike you." ”
"Mom, does he like you?"
Shen Qingluo's tears suddenly overflowed into his eyes, and he held Shen Meng in his arms and didn't let him see it: "I don't like it, how can there be you?" ”
"But I don't like him being with other aunts, I hate him like that."
"Okay baby, count how many times you can meet Santa Claus, and see if he can get to our house in the evening to deliver you presents......"