Chapter 631: Go for a Walk
Returning to Qinxin with a full body of exhaustion, Song Miao was always the first to see that she was in a bad mood, with a worried face, Song Miao said directly: "What's wrong?" Didn't you just go out for a while? What's going on? Why did you come back with a disillusioned face? ”
Lin Qingrou threw the bag on the sofa casually, and then sat next to Song Miao, who looked worried, sighed softly, and leaned her head on Song Miao's shoulder, "It's nothing, I just suddenly feel so tired, and I don't know why, I've always been restless lately." ”
Because of Gao Jin's recent deliberate calculations, Lin Qingrou really thought about a lot of things that she shouldn't have thought about, perhaps because she had never faced up to the relationship between her and Du Zeming before. It was really because of this lack of face that Lin Qingrou didn't see it clearly at all, so she fell in love with Gao Jin's way so easily, and she didn't have the ability to resist at all.
Song Miao stretched out her hand and put it on Lin Qingrou's back, patting it gently and rhythmically, this is Song Miao's habitual action when comforting others, she is not stupid, she can see how much Lin Qingrou needs comfort at this moment, "What's wrong?" Is something happening? Tell me about it. ”
No matter what happens, finding someone to talk to is always the fastest way to reduce your troubles, Lin Qingrou's brain is indeed messed up this time and she doesn't know what to do, she didn't like to trouble others to listen to these troubles in her heart, but now, she really needs such a listener.
"I can't say what a big deal it is, it's just that I've been thinking about it lately, and I'm always thinking about it because of a small thing, or a word that doesn't sound wrong, or even just a simple look, I will associate a lot of things because of that."
Lin Qingrou has also been holding back for a long time, and she can't tell what her troubles are, but she is just very irritable, she is very depressed, and she just wants to talk about her bad mood at the moment.
Song Miao also showed unprecedented patience, at such a critical moment in the big right and wrong, she rarely dropped the chain, she had known Lin Qingrou for so long, and she really rarely saw Lin Qingrou like this. Intuition told Song Miao that this time the matter was definitely not so easy to solve.
"Where have you been today?" Lin Qingrou sent a message to Song Miao this morning saying that she would go out for a while, and she might not be in the store in the morning, and Song Miao didn't feel anything at that time, so Song Miao didn't ask carefully, but now in Song Miao's opinion, Lin Qingrou may really have something to do with going out this morning.
"I went to see Tang Hong, chatted with her, and just looked at her work by the way." Lin Qingrou invited her truthfully, she was now chatting with her best friend for a while, and she also wanted to let herself not think about so many messy things when talking to Song Miao.
Song Miao frowned, she knew the relationship between Tang Hong and Lin Qingrou, and she was interested in Tang Hong
The impression is actually quite good, Tang Hong doesn't look like a person who can make Lin Qingrou have these bad moods, and then Song Miao continued to ask: "What about Tang Hong?" Who else have you seen today besides her? ”
"Gao Jin." Lin Qingrou actually didn't want to mention this name, firstly, she knew that Song Miao didn't like Gao Jin very much, and she kept asking her not to have too much contact with Gao Jin, so Lin Qingrou didn't want Song Miao to misunderstand something, and secondly, it was very simple, she really didn't like to mention this name very much.
"Gao Jin?! Did you go to see Gao Jin today? Just as Lin Qingrou expected, Song Miao was indeed a little excited when she heard the name Gao Jin.
Lin Qingrou leaned down and poured a cup of tea for Song Miao and handed it to her, "Don't be so excited, isn't it just to see Gao Jin?" Besides, we were rescued by others before, don't be so prejudiced against others, maybe you will have to cooperate in the future. ”
"I didn't really want to cooperate with Gao's in the first place, we can afford to climb their big company?" Song Miao was a little open-mouthed, but this was what she thought in her heart, the previous cooperation, if Lin Qingrou hadn't agreed next to her, maybe she wouldn't have let Qin Xin cooperate with Gao's, even if Gao's was a company she admired and admired, it wouldn't work.
However, Song Miao's unintentional words just hit the softest point in Lin Qingrou's heart, she was originally saddened by Gao Jin's sentence "After all, they are people from the same world", and then it caused a series of doubts about the relationship between her and Du Zeming.
Now, when Song Miao said this, didn't she just happened to step on the most vulnerable place in Lin Qingrou's heart, and Lin Qingrou's eyes were wrong at that time, "Yes, we can't afford to climb ......"
Song Miao also realized that something was wrong, she hurriedly remedied, "You can't say that, it's actually ......" But Lin Qingrou didn't give Song Miao a chance to explain at all, and Lin Qingrou directly interrupted before she finished speaking, "You say, are people like us who don't have any assets really not in the same world as people like Gao Jin?" ”
This is the question that Lin Qingrou has been struggling with today, in fact, she also omitted the second half of the sentence in the sentence just now: People like us who have no assets are not in the same world as people like Du Zeming?
If it were in normal times, Song Miao was afraid that she would really nod her head and give Lin Qingrou a positive answer, but now is different from the past, the situation in front of her does not seem to be suitable for Song Miao to give that affirmative answer, when she can't figure out what Lin Qingrou is thinking, Song Miao feels that she should observe it first.
"You went to see Gao Jin today, what did you all talk about?" Song Miao can only understand what Lin Qingrou did today from many aspects, and she has to figure out the reason and know the lesion, so she can prescribe the right medicine.
Lin Qingrou's eyes were a little distracted, because of Song Miao's words, she seemed to start recalling again
The words I talked about with Gao Jin today, with endless loneliness in my eyes, "I didn't talk about anything, just talk about it." She couldn't tell what she was talking about with Gao Jin, but she just minded every word Gao Jin said.
"Didn't talk about anything? Didn't talk about anything, and when you came back, you looked depressed? Song Miao didn't believe Lin Qingrou's explanation just now, she still felt that Lin Qingrou became like this and Gao Jin couldn't get rid of it, but Lin Qingrou didn't say it, Song Miao had no choice, and she didn't know how to ask again.
Lin Qingrou knew that Song Miao was worried about herself, so she immediately smiled and comforted her old friend: "It's okay, maybe I've been really tired lately, that's why it's so easy to think more, so easy to be careful." ”
Except for the reason that she was tired, Lin Qingrou couldn't find anything else that could explain her cranky thoughts and increasingly uncontrollable messy thoughts during this period of time, and she really didn't know how to explain what she had done during this time.
When did she start doing this? Oh, yes, it started from that nightmare, and after that nightmare, she actually cared more about Du Zeming, maybe it was from that time that she realized that in fact, excellent people like Du Zeming would always be surrounded by this group of people who were better than herself, so she suffered from gains and losses.
"During this time, I always quarreled with Du Zeming, in fact, I didn't want to quarrel with him at the beginning every time, and I didn't really want to be angry with him, but every time I couldn't control myself, but the more I couldn't control myself, the more upset I was to say more things that went against my heart."
"Do you care too much about Du Zeming? Because I care, I suffer from gains and losses, so I am so upset? In fact, Song Miao always knew that Lin Qingrou had Du Zeming in her heart, and Du Zeming's position in Lin Qingrou's heart became deeper and deeper over time.
Lin Qingrou didn't answer, her silence was already the best proof. She rarely says her feelings for Du Zeming in her heart, but usually she subconsciously denies all the feelings between her and Du Zeming, but today she is abnormally not.
Song Miao smiled slightly and nodded, Okay, she understands. Lin Qingrou cares more and more about Du Zeming, and Du Zeming's position in her heart is indeed deeper, so Lin Qingrou will suffer from gains and losses like this, and she will easily become irritable because of a little thing.
"You go out for a walk, go out for a walk, go anywhere, leave Gaoyang City to have a fun." Song Miao suggested that now, leaving for a period of time is the best choice for Lin Qingrou. Only by leaving this city with Du Zeming can Lin Qingrou regain her rational thinking, which is conducive to her facing her heart and this hard-won relationship.
"Distracted?" Lin Qingrou was a little surprised by Song Miao's proposal, "But...... What about the business of Qinxin Teahouse? I can't
You're here by yourself, right? How could I be embarrassed to go myself? ”
"Oh, you don't need to care about Qinxin, Qinxin is so strong, so it won't collapse because of not you for a while, you can go with confidence, Qinxin will be handed over to me, what you need to do now is to leave Gaoyang City, go to a place without Du Zeming to be clean and clean, think about the things between you and him, you will be sober at that time."
Lin Qingrou didn't refute, she stopped the action she originally wanted to refuse, in fact, if you think about it carefully, Song Miao's words are reasonable. Ask yourself, if it weren't for Du Zeming, Lin Qingrou knew that she wouldn't have become so easy to think too much, and almost all of her emotional changes since this time were because of Du Zeming.
It seems that she really needs a place without Du Zeming.
(End of chapter)