Sure enough!

When I heard that sentence come out of Chu San's mouth, I couldn't help but think of those emails that Gu Fengyan sent me.

Coupled with that sense of familiarity, I vaguely guessed in my heart that this person should be him.

But when the answer came out of Chu San's mouth, the shock in my heart was still difficult to calm down.

The first thing I thought of was why Gu Fengyan wanted to commit suicide, and whether his suicide would have anything to do with me, as for what he wanted to explain before he fell into a coma!

Although I planned to meet Gu Fengyan a while ago and have a good talk with him, because these things came so quickly, I didn't have time to spare time.

However, at this time, I realized that Gu Fengyan should really have something important to tell me, but due to my misinterpretation and misunderstanding of him, I have not been able to give him this opportunity.

I'm starting to regret it.

I regret that I couldn't listen to what Gu Fengyan wanted to say at that time.

I'm not a fool, so it's not difficult for me to see that this time Gu Fengyan is looking for a short-sighted matter, I'm afraid it has something to do with me!

As soon as I thought of this, I couldn't help but ask.

"And how is he doing now?"

Seeing the changing look on my face, Chu San already understood that this person must have something to do with me, and when he heard me ask, he didn't answer immediately, but pondered for a while, and then hesitated to answer.

"The rescue is rescued, but the doctor said that the situation is still not optimistic, he took a little too many sleeping pills, and drank alcohol, whether he can wake up depends on his creation."

Hearing Chu San's words, my heart seemed to sink to the bottom in an instant, and it was cold, although Chu San had already expressed it to me quietly and implicitly, but I could still hear it, and the meaning of his words was......

Gu Fengyan may become a vegetative person and live in bed for the rest of his life.

It's all because of me......

A little remorse welled up in my heart.

As if he saw my emotions, Chu San comforted me and said, "You don't have to think about it, what will happen to him, this is not yet the end." ”

"Maybe, maybe he'll wake up tomorrow!"

Sighing lightly, I knew that it was just Chu San comforting me, and I didn't say anything more, I endured the sharp pain in my head and struggled to sit up.

"Can you take me to see him?"

"But your body ......"

At first, Chu San kept rejecting me, but in the end, he couldn't stand my stubbornness, and he reluctantly compromised with me.

"Okay, I'll tell the doctor to come and remove the tubes and take you to see him."

Soon, I was helped by Chu San to Gu Fengyan's ward.

Because of my body's protection, Gu Fengyan's body is almost unscarred now, and he is lying there with a hint of pain on his face, even when he is unconscious, his brows are tightly locked, as if he is distressed about something.

Seeing Gu Fengyan's appearance, the self-blame in my heart became stronger and stronger, if there was a regret medicine, I would definitely take it without hesitation.

Because of my willfulness, I didn't listen to Gu Fengyan speak well, which directly led to his current appearance, every time I think of this, my heart is not good.

If only I had been quiet and listened to what he had to say!

But it's a pity that there is no such thing in this world, what has happened is what has happened, and I wronged Gu Fengyan.

Seeing that I was gradually declining, Chu San on the side hurriedly spoke.

"No, you need to cheer up! At the moment, we are facing the great enemy of Fu Nianshen, if you are still in this state...... Something will happen sooner or later! ”

Hearing Chu San's words, my heart suddenly woke up, and I patted my face, and I secretly said in my heart.

Although I regret Gu Fengyan's matter, I must not be completely decadent because of this matter, because I have more important things to do now!

If I fall here, then Fu Nianshen, the beast, will not hesitate to pounce on me and tear me apart completely!

After perking up a bit, I started to change the subject.

"Have you paid for the medical expenses?"

Hearing my words, a rare smile appeared on Chu San's face.

"I knew you would definitely ask that, don't worry, I'll help you solve everything about medical expenses, and within three years, he can be entrusted to this hospital and receive the best treatment."

Hearing Chu San's words, I was moved in my heart, and I just wanted to say something, but I was stopped by him before I could do it.

"If you want to say something to thank me, or say something to give me money or something, then please excuse yourself, because the reason why I will help you is because I know your character, and I will do it because I recognize you as a friend."

"If you have to be hypocritical with me, then I'm going to be angry!"

Chu San said, with a slight smile in the corner of his eyes, seeing this, my heart seemed to be touched by something, filled with strange feelings.

I looked at him deeply and didn't say anything, because I knew that the real emotion was not just words.

I will prove it with practical actions!

……

When I stayed for about two days, I guess I went to touch Fu Nianshen's bottom and found that I could handle it, so Webers called me.

"Miss Jiang, what should I do?"

Hearing Webes's words, I laughed in my heart, at this time he didn't know it, and there was a bit of urgency in his tone, which exposed his heart.

"Don't worry, don't worry, fishing, we have an old saying in China called putting a long line, first of all, you have to use the identity we specially designed for you, pretend to be a foreign giant, and swagger here to find a partner."

"Okay, as you wish."

After receiving my instructions, Webers hung up in a hurry, thinking that he should have done as I was told.

I smiled and shook my head, it seemed that he finally believed in me, and he didn't want to trick him.

After leaving this matter completely to Webers to do it himself, I put all my spirit on Gu Fengyan.

I was desperate to know what he had been trying to tell me!

Now it is almost impossible to learn this news from Gu Fengyan's mouth, so I can only find clues by myself, so the first thing that comes to my mind is Gu Fengyan's home.

When I came to Gu Fengyan's door, I was silent for a while after opening the door and seeing the scene inside.

Immediately, I sighed lightly and shook my head with self-reproach, and at this time, Gu Fengyan's home fell into my eyes, and it was a mess, as if it had been robbed.

Things fell everywhere, and many decorations that were broken on the ground knew at a glance that they were smashed by Gu Fengyan to smash them with anger.

I can even imagine Gu Fengyan's self-defeating appearance at that time, when he was misinterpreted, but he couldn't prove his innocence, and finally he could only sprinkle his anger on himself.

"It's all my ...... to blame"

I swept away the garbage on the floor with some distress, and then helped Gu Fengyan tidy up the room, this, maybe I can express my apologies a little.

However, when I was helping Gu Fengyan tidy up the bedroom, I accidentally knocked over a book on the shelf, fell to the ground and opened it naturally, but found that it was a diary.

The diary can be regarded as someone else's privacy, if I respect Gu Fengyan, I should put him back together, and I originally planned to do this.

But when I stumbled upon the upper line, my hand paused, and instead of putting it back in place, I reached out and flipped it.

Because I saw a line on it—am I such an untrustworthy person?

When I saw this title, I knew that what was recorded here should be about that time, what Gu Fengyan had always wanted to tell me.

So without his permission, I looked through it without permission.

At the beginning, all that was recorded above were some Gu Fengyan's self-destructive and self-deprecating words, but then, it was as if he knew that someone was reading this diary.

"If you accidentally see this diary, then it means that I am probably no longer in the world, in the face of a deceased, I beg you to help me, please find a lady named Jiang Weiran, please apologize for me first, and then tell her good news."

When the handwriting reached here, it had already been scribbled, and even a lot of things had been crossed out, seeing this, I could even imagine Gu Fengyan's extremely complicated mood at that time.

I skimmed over all of this and flipped through the pages of my diary, desperate to know what the so-called good news was!

But when I saw this so-called good news, the note in my hand fell to the ground without holding it steadily, and my hands couldn't help but raise and cover my mouth tightly.

My eyes began to dim, and the tears in my eyes couldn't hold back, and they couldn't stop falling down, shattering on Gu Fengyan's notes bit by bit.

At this moment, the emotions in my heart are indescribable, not something that can be described in a few words, and my head is spinning, almost not holding back, and falling directly to the ground and falling unconscious.

Because this time, I not only wronged Gu Fengyan, but also distorted his kindness into malice, until in the end, it caused him to have the idea of committing suicide.

I blamed myself.

Because, on the top of this whole page, there is only one rural place name and one sentence.

And this sentence is impressive......

Xiao Rou ...... Still alive!!

The disfigured body that was found was just transported out of the morgue by Gu Fengyan!