Chapter 992: Otherwise, is there a better way?
Whoever learns about this kind of thing, her mood can't stabilize for a while, Shi Jiani doesn't want to go to Leng Ying, when Leng Ying and Jiang Ning came to the hospital, she now thinks back to the appearance of the two of them, and what they have said, it seems that they already know about it.
She just wanted to hide in the hospital alone and not see anyone.
In the past few days, whether it was Shi's mother coming to visit her, or Wen Liang coming to see her, or Jiang Ning and Leng Ying, all of them were rejected by her one by one, and she even locked the door.
In this way, three days have passed, and her mood has stabilized a little, and in these three days, she has almost lost a whole circle, and she has not even eaten much.
She thought clearly, she was going to have surgery, so she picked up her mobile phone and made a call to Jiang Ning.
"Can you come to the hospital for a ......" The words fell, and she heard a knock on the door, Shi Jiani looked over, it was no one else standing outside the door, it was Jiang Ning, it seems that Jiang Ning has been waiting here all along, has she never left?
She got out of bed, dizzy because she hadn't eaten, and opened the door.
"You're looking for me?" Jiang Ning comes to the hospital every day, in addition to her, there is also Wen Liang, but Wen Liang does not show up.
"Well, I'm going to get rid of this kid." Shi Jiani has no way to cross the line of defense in her heart, this child, no matter how much she likes it, even if it is a life, she will not allow some moral issues to be violated.
"Are you sure you're going to do this?" Jiang Ning looked at her distressedly.
"Or else? Is there a better way? For three days, she had been thinking of a way to get the best of both worlds, but she didn't.
Unless she can accept such a thing on her own and then fly away, she can't accept it.
After Jiang Ning listened, she was silent, whoever this happened to would be a difficult choice, Jiang Ning also put herself in her shoes, if something like this happened to her, I am afraid it would be the same as Shi Jiani's choice, right?
"Can you accompany me to the doctor to make an appointment for surgery?" Shi Jiani had a smile on the corner of her mouth and looked at her like this.
Jiang Ning nodded, holding Shi Jiani's hand with her small hand, and walked towards the doctor's office, when suddenly a man in front of her rushed to this side, panting and stopping in front of Shi Jiani.
Wen Liang's eyes were stained with nervousness and worry, "How are you?" ”
He had also learned about this matter from Wen's mother, and it was not only Shi Jiani who was suffering from this matter, but he was also extremely painful.
There is no choice in this matter.
Shi Jiani saw Wen Liang's appearance, he should have known about that matter, she had experienced these three days, and she had already accepted this matter, and she didn't hide it from him at all, "I have already decided to kill this child." ”
When the two of them meet again, they are not lovers, and they are not even enemies, but they have a new identity, sister and brother?
"No, don't! I disagree! Wen Liang blurted out this sentence and yelled angrily at Shi Jiani.
"Disagree? Wen Liang, do you know my relationship with you? We are brothers and sisters! Do you think I'm going to kill this kid? Then you tell me, what should I do! ”
Shi Jiani burst out all the emotions that had been suppressed in the past three days.
Wen Liang stiffened, not knowing what to say.
Because he didn't know what to do anymore.
"In short, don't beat this kid, don't beat it!" Wen Liang grabbed Shi Jiani's hand and forcibly took her back to the ward, seeing her struggling, he simply picked her up and put her on the bed, and others quickly suppressed her.
Just like that, the two looked at each other, "What does it matter if we are sisters and brothers?" I want to be with you, I want to be with our children, we can find a place where no one lives, no one knows us. ”
At this moment, Wen Liang just wants to protect this little woman.
Shi Jiani was a little scared when she saw the man's serious appearance, and suddenly she smiled, "You want to keep this child?" And what about after that? If your child knew about his parents' relationship, what would other children think of him? ”
"He won't know about it." The cool voice was steady, in fact, he himself was not sure.
"Wen Liang, I am a brother and sister with you, we didn't know about this matter at the beginning, did your mother protect this secret for a lifetime? No, then can you make sure that in the future, your mother will not tell my child? I'm glad I learned about it now, because it allowed me to make a decision earlier. ”
Shi Jiani's heart was like ashes, she was still thinking about living with the child in her belly, but now she has no expectations, all expectations have dissipated.
Even she didn't know what the purpose of her life was.
When she was with Wen Liang before, she was very happy, but now that she has no children of her own, she also knows that she has a sister-brother relationship with Wen Liang, so she can't bear this fact at all.
"You know what? If I have the right to choose, then I will definitely not choose to be born, I have the right to choose, and I will definitely let my biological mother, when she is pregnant with me, beat me off. That way, she won't be in pain, "so when a child is in the womb, there is no way to make any choice." You say, when our child grows up in the future, will we also hope that it is good if I don't give birth to him? ”
What Shi Jiani fears most is that one day her child will tell her, 'Why did you give birth to me?' Do you have my consent? ’
She didn't know how to deal with such a thing, or even how to tell her own children about it.
"I understand, I know, you give me a little more time, and we'll think about it again." Wen Liang hugged her tightly, not wanting to make a decision so quickly.
Especially looking at this little woman's appearance, her heart looks like ashes, and she has no expectations for the future days, or even for him.
"Wen Liang, I want to kill this child, you can help me make an appointment with the doctor for surgery." Shi Jiani was really a little tired because of these things, her little hand gently stroked his face, as if saying goodbye to him, "I admit that I have always had you in my heart, including now, but this time, I can't take a step, so let's separate like this, after I beat the child, don't come to me again, okay?" ”
Wen Liang looked at her so seriously, his eyes were very unbearable, and he shook his head.