Chapter 258: Refusal

"Besides, the Spring Return Hall is busy, and I can't leave." Gu Li continued what he had just said.

She doesn't like turmoil, she doesn't like to run around, isn't it nice to live in one place?

She has been in Changning for a long time, and she is already familiar with this place. has his own life circle, and there is also a group of friends and colleagues who can't bear to give up, so naturally I don't want to leave here and go to a strange place.

"You're going to Lanling?" Gu Li looked at him and asked.

"Hmm", Yan Qing nodded.

"How long will it take?"

"Probably, not coming back." Yan Qing's gentle eyes stared at her, and there was a hint of imperceptible expectation in his deep eyes.

He's going to Lanling, and he's not coming back. So, what about her? Will it come with him?

Gu Li didn't reply immediately, with a bit of surprise on her face, she lowered her head and pondered.

It was surprisingly quiet, only the air flowed quietly between the two.

Yan Qing's gaze hit her face, not missing a single change in expression on her face.

Gu Li pondered for a moment, looked up at him again, and said, "So, then I can only wish you a smooth journey." ”

Hearing this, Yan Qing smiled softly: "Thank you." ”

However, after these two words were finished, he confirmed again very abnormally: "Really don't go with me?" ”

He has always been resolute in his work, and he has never hesitated like this.

"Really." Gu Li gave him an affirmative promise.

She didn't go, not only because she was familiar with living here, but also because Jin Zhi was going to marry Shen Yao soon. The golden branch was brought by her, and she was her only family member. When Jin Zhi got married, she naturally had to be present. Besides, even after she got married, Gu Li didn't feel at ease to leave her here alone.

Therefore, after thinking about it again, Gu Li decided to continue to stay in Changning.

In addition to these, there is another reason why she doesn't want to say it, that is, she wants to stay away from Yan Qing and doesn't want to get too close to him.

The injuries she had received from him were still there, but recently, she had noticed that she was faintly about to forget the pain when she was about to heal her scars.

When I left, I didn't love anymore, but because I was afraid, because I wanted to protect myself, I didn't dare to love anymore. But now, Yan Qing is dangling in front of her every day, standing at the door of Chunhui Hall waiting for her to go home, cooking her what she likes to eat, accommodating her and tolerating her no matter what. Such a gentle and beautiful person, how can she not be moved?

Saying that love is enough is just a lie to deceive oneself. The truth is that she has never forgotten and never stopped loving him.

However, her heart was terrified and trembling, and she did not dare to take risks, let alone endure the grief of the past.

If she doesn't go with him, at least she can keep herself, don't let herself fall deeper and deeper, and she won't experience that kind of heart-wrenching sadness again.

There's nothing wrong with living alone. As long as she stayed away from him, maybe she would soon forget about him. What's more, by chance, a new love can be launched.

"Hmm." Yan Qing smiled again and responded to her decision just now.

The two of them didn't speak again, and they were eating in silence.

But for some reason, Gu Li felt that Yan Qing was not quite right today.

From his demeanor and tone, she seemed to feel a little lonely, and, lonely.

Gu Lijue was incredible, and he felt that he must have felt wrong. For a person like Yan Qing, how could the emotions of loneliness and loneliness appear in a person like him who does not seem to belong to a human being?

Not only Gu Li would think like this, but most of the people who knew Yan Qing would think like this. But people in the world often ignore one point, no matter how strong he is, no matter how he doesn't look like a human being, he is still a human being, and he has seven emotions and six desires to be a human being. It's just that all of this is well hidden by him.

After letting people finish eating in silence, Gu Li asked him again: "Then when are you going to leave?" ”

"Tomorrow." Yan Qing replied, his expression returned to normal, as calm and gentle as usual, and his smile was faint.

"So fast." Gu Li was surprised, "But it's over the year?" ”

Yan Qing nodded lightly.

"It's a pity", Gu Li sighed, "I have an operation tomorrow, and I can't send you off." ”

Tomorrow I have an appointment for an operation, and it is a major operation, and she can't get out.

Yan Qing smiled slightly: "It's okay." ”

He didn't need her to send him off, he could just go by himself.

Gu Li also looked at him and laughed: "Then I wish you a smooth journey." ”

But she still didn't know anything, and hesitated for a moment, and then asked him: "Can I ask, why did you suddenly go to Lanling?" ”

Yan Qing didn't hide it from her, and her elegant face was full of indifferent smiles: "I broke with Xiao Wen, now this is his territory, and it's not suitable for me to stay here." ”

"Huh?" Gu Li exclaimed, "Broken?" ”

"Well-behaved, why did you break up? I used to think that you were, that kind of relationship. ”

Gu Li was surprised, she never thought that Yan Qing and Xiao Wen would suddenly break up.

"What's the relationship?" Yan Qing asked with a smile.

"That's it, that kind of relationship." Gu Li was hesitant.

Yan Qing smiled again.

He naturally understood what Gu Li meant, and he asked like that just now, it was he who did it on purpose.

"The Tao is different, and it is no longer a conspiracy." Yan Qing said again.

Gu Li looked at him and nodded thoughtfully.

Although she still didn't know what happened between Yan Qing and Xiao Wen, she didn't want to explain in detail anymore when she saw that Yan Qing didn't plan to explain in detail.

"You take care of yourself after I'm gone." Yan Qing told her.

Obviously, there is no chance of seeing her again in the future, but tonight, he just wants to talk to her more, even if it's nonsense.

Gu Li laughed: "I'm such a big person, do I still need to say it?" I'm sure I'll take care of myself. ”

However, as soon as Yan Qing left, she could no longer eat delicious meals that suited her taste. Thinking like this, Gu Li suddenly felt sad.

In order not to let this sadness continue to spread, let alone be seen by him, Gu Li stood up and said, "I have to get up early tomorrow for surgery, so I will sleep first." ”

"Hmm." Yan Qing nodded in response.

A gentle smile lingered on his lips, but watching her figure leave, an empty layer of sadness rose in his heart.

She didn't even want to say a word to him?

He originally felt that whether she wanted to or not, whether she agreed or not, he would take her with him, however, when he saw her changing emotions, he suddenly felt that he didn't force her, let her be.

He couldn't bear to see her hesitating, struggling, panicking, and pain.