Chapter 62: Ayin, You Hug Me
"Still can't sleep?" Xu Ziqian asked again.
"I'm sorry for you!" Yuan Yin's warm breath rushed to Xu Ziqian in the dark night, and she could hear that she seemed to be sorry: "It may also be the bed." ”
Xu Ziqian turned over, probably closer to Yuan Yin, so he reached out and patted her: "Do you remember how I coaxed you when you had insomnia?" ”
Yuan Yin didn't refuse those hands, but her body trembled. She had to admit that from last night's quarrel to today's conversation, although those words could not be regarded as convincing, Yuan Yin no longer seemed to be so repulsive emotionally.
"Remember!"
Yuan Yin smiled in a low voice, although Xu Ziqian couldn't see her smile, but from the soft tone, he knew that she was laughing.
Yuan Yin rarely had insomnia in the past, and there was only one situation, that is, the night before the game, at that time, no matter what Xu Ziqian was busy with, he would push it off and rush to her side to accompany her! When she has insomnia, she pats her body and tells her a story!
Xu Ziqian was already clapping rhythmically, "What do you want to hear?" ”
Yuan Yin was stunned, this was very familiar, he would ask this question in the past, so it seemed that many habits between them had not changed, but she was dumbfounded for a while.
At that time, she was about twenty years old, like a little girl who was just beginning to fall in love, he would treat her as a little girl, spoiled and used to it, she would also play tricks with her unscrupulously, as soon as each story opened, she didn't like it, so she asked him to change to another one, at that time I didn't know how many stories he had in his head, in short, he never let her down! also dreamed of sweet dreams in his stories again and again!
But now, she is twenty-seven years old. That accident made her heart dusty, white clouds and dogs, vicissitudes of life, the relationship between them was rebaptized by time, he is no longer the man who doted on her five years ago, and she is no longer a wanton and hypocritical girl!
"It's all right!" For a long time, Yuan Yin said.
"Then tell a love story... Well? Xu Ziqian seemed to be asking Yuan Yin's opinion.
"Good!"
Love is an enduring topic, she has longed for, had, and lost! Now listening to love stories, I'm afraid I will have a different state of mind, after all, he used to talk about "Snow White" and "Pea Girl"!
"Legend has it that if a person waits all his life and can't wait for the person he wants to wait for, but he never gives up and can't let go, he turns into a tree and waits in place..."Xu Ziqian slowly spoke, his eyes were as bright as water, and he looked at Yuan Yin: "A long, long time ago, there was a pair of young men and women who loved each other very much, the boys were handsome and kind, hardworking and brave, and the girls were beautiful and gentle...... And they never imagined that their union was blocked from all sides, and the girls lived in tears from now on, and the boys struggled in the helpless sea of love. On a no-finger night, a gray-haired old lady floated up and said to the couple who loved each other: "There is a 10,000-year-old Lingzhi grass on the Qigula Mountain far, far away, known as Wishing Ruyizhi, if you can get this Zhizhi and eat half of it, then you will live happily ever after... After saying goodbye, the man embarked on a journey to find Ruyizhi, and the woman waited for him at home, day after day, year after year, the man trekked through mountains and rivers, through the middle of winter and summer, and this time it was fifty years......"
Speaking of which, Xu Ziqian stopped abruptly!
Yuan Yin thought that such a story is destined to have no good ending, so she said firmly: "Later, they didn't get together!" ”
At the end of the story, of course, no, the man became a dove and the woman became a tree. But such an ending is inevitably a little unkind, and after waiting for 50 years, how can it not be embarrassing to end up like this?
Among the poignant love stories between China and foreign countries, which one is perfect from the beginning to the end? It is precisely because of the poignancy that it will not die well, and it will last for centuries.
But that kind of love, Xu Ziqian doesn't like it at all!
So he changed the end of the story: "They went through a lot of hardships, and finally they really lived happily together." ”
Yuan Yin has a thousand knots in her heart, if the end of the story is really like this, then everyone is happy!
After the story is told, Yuan Yin still doesn't feel a little sleepy, she understands that this time insomnia has nothing to do with whether she takes medication or not, what disturbs her mind is the uncertainty brought by sharing a bed for the first time in five years and the uncertainty of her emotional support in her heart!
So she never thought she would get any inspiration in this love story!
Xu Ziqian groped for Yuan Yin's hand in the quilt, and the moment he touched it, no matter how Yuan Yin struggled, he didn't let go!
Later, Yuan Yin didn't move, the two people's breathing was entangled with each other, and the atmosphere began to become ambiguous, ambiguous and emotional, but the remaining reason told Xu Ziqian that it was not time yet!
Xu Ziqian held Yuan Yin's hand tightly, passing the warmth inch by inch, he said: "Ayin, you hug me!" ”
The words were hoarse, even with a slight trill, and sounded fragile!
Yuan Yin was stunned, the hand held by Xu Ziqian became obviously stiff, she didn't move for a long time, and even her breathing became not so smooth!
Seeing that Yuan Yin did not react, Xu Ziqian boldly moved in the direction of Yuan Yin again.
"What's wrong?" Yuan Yin asked.
In Yuan Yin's memory, Xu Ziqian would never show such a weak side in front of others, even if it was her, he would never let her see his other side easily!
Women seem to have an innate maternal brilliance, not to mention that it is a man who shows such a vulnerable side in front of her, no matter what the reason, it is fake that she is not touched!
She finally pulled out her hand, pulled Xu Ziqian to her side, hugged his head, and didn't say a word!
"Ayin..."
"Hmm!"
"You know what?"
"What?"
Xu Ziqian's voice was muffled, his eyes had long been covered by layers of mist, he tried to restrain and forbear, but in the end he still couldn't escape the pain that kept surging in his heart, for five years, he seemed to be walking on the tip of a knife every day, and the seemingly calm Hengcheng business community did not know that there was already an undercurrent below, and he couldn't have a moment of relaxation, because he knew that the game of chess that had been planned for him five years ago had not yet been played, and one day, the people behind the scenes would restart the chess game, and what he had to wait for was this day!
"I miss you so much! I'm sorry, but I didn't dare to say this to you until now. Actually, I'm very jealous of Lu Shaoxun, I can be with you for five years. ”
The first time Xu Ziqian knew the news, it was half a year after Yuan Yin disappeared, Li Ran found out Yuan Yin's whereabouts, it was in France, and her residence was provided by Lu Shaoxun, a manor! Living with her is Lu Shaoxun, although the manor is large, but in the same place, it is inevitable that there will be no intimate contact!
Five years, what kind of strength is that, so that he has spent more than 1,500 days of suffering, and every day is like a year!
Later, in order to avoid suspicion, Yuan Yin moved out of the manor, but Lu Shaoxun was not a thief, so he moved out with Yuan Yin, and blatantly entered and exited Yuan Yin's residence in the name of his neighbor!
Xu Ziqian is busy with work in China, but he basically finds time to go to France to see her every month, and he can only watch from a distance every time!
I remember that it was a year after Yuan Yin went to France, when he went to see her, he happened to meet her with a disease, Lu Shaoxun sent her to the hospital, and he pretended to be a doctor and quietly walked through the ward!
That day, Yuan Yin's face was pale without any blood, lying there, if it weren't for the ups and downs of her chest, others would definitely think that she was already a dead person.
At that time, he had not yet recovered from the anger of her disappearance. Standing at the head of the bed, staring at her, his eyes full of violence!
Suddenly, she whispered softly, and when he approached and heard her words clearly, he was shocked!
"Ziqian... Ziqian..."
At that moment, all resentment is gone!
When he left, he heard the nurse talking, saying that she would hurt herself every time she got sick, and no one could do it, but he remembered a man named Xu Ziqian, and the nurse guessed that you must be the most loved person in her life!
Then she woke up, but her consciousness was still blurred, and she was curled up in a corner of the hospital bed, not allowing anyone to touch her, and she pulled her hair desperately, trapped in pain. Later, Lu Shaoxun rushed over, held her in his arms and kept comforting, and she gradually fell asleep!
At that moment, his heart ached unspeakably!
"Ayin, in fact, I have thought that you were angry with me for not saying goodbye back then, angry that I didn't find you in the first place, and I have not heard from you for five years, and I have been scared more than once. I even thought that it would be better for you to be married and have children in a place where no one knows than for you to disappear from this world, but when I saw you so close to that man tonight, I realized that I was actually selfish. I've had a bad life in the past five years, so at that moment, I also selfishly hope that you are not better off than me, but seeing you like this now, I would rather you remember everything, I would rather you still be angry with me, and I would rather that man bring you countless happiness! ”
This was what he said in his heart at the time, and time passed, and he felt that at that time, he had never hated Yuan Yin! The hatred at the beginning has long been fissioned in the long river of years, and the stars have changed, and he has always regarded her as the most important person in his life!
Yuan Yin has no way of knowing his state of mind! She didn't realize that she couldn't forget Xu Ziqian in her heart!
"Xu Ziqian, I'm sleepy!" Yuan Yin did not respond to Xu Ziqian's words, she ended what Xu Ziqian wanted to say with sleepiness, but she didn't know that missing was poison!
"Okay, let's sleep!" Xu Ziqian withdrew his hand and still patted Yuan Yin.
A few minutes later, he heard Yuan Yin's slight breathing, and he was sure that she was really asleep, late at night, the room was dark, but he accurately imprinted his lips on Ah Yin's lips!
"Good dreams!" He said.