Chapter 9 I don't want to have any more regrets about missing out

Ye Wan smiled lightly, and the expression on her face was unprecedentedly gentle.

Ji Ming has seen the angry Ye Wan, the gentle and elegant Ye Wan, the polite and alienated Ye Wan, the crazy Ye Wan, and the bloodthirsty and resolute Ye Wan.

Leaves of various faces.

But I have never seen this tender and sweet Ye Wan, who can't hold a heart and wants to overflow.

The soft afterglow of the sunset shines.

Ji Ming closed his eyes, and his emotions were uncontrollably affected.

He admits that he misses her, the bad girl who makes him love and hate, makes him hurt and makes him helpless.

Ran'er, you're still alive, aren't you?

No matter which corner it is, as long as you can take care of it, it's enough.

I lost so much that I didn't even have the courage to ask for more.

Do you know that the world without you is eclipsed.

Without your season name, the walking dead are devastated and devastated.

"I like cherry blossoms very much, everyone knows it, but I like her very much, no one knows it except me......" Ye Wan suddenly spoke, her voice warm and hoarse.

Ji Ming was stunned for a moment, his brain couldn't turn slightly, she? Which one of her?

I never knew, and I never thought that a natural hunter like Ye Wan, a natural iron man, was so introverted and cold that many people doubted his sexuality, and there was actually a person buried in his heart.

It's still so deep.

"Who is she?" was also dumbfounded, Ji Ming blurted out without knowing why he didn't know why.

If it were in the past, he wouldn't have been such a person who uncovered the scars of others without mercy.

Reckless, impulsive and such a term never belonged to him.

But at this time, in this landscape, in this mood, he was uncontrollably eager to have something to fill the emptiness in his heart, and pulled at the emptiness of pain.

Even if this comfort is only temporary, it is better than nothing.

Ye Wan glanced at him, but she just glanced away and continued to look at the fiery sunset.

"The morning glow does not go out, the sunset travels thousands of miles, this is a good weather suitable for travel." has no head or tail, Ye Wan came out with such a sentence.

It seems unrelated, and it seems to be related.

Ji Ming didn't interrupt again, but stood there quietly, just being a listener, An'an was divided, and his whole mind was immersed.

Ye Wan raised the corners of her lips, with a very raised arc, as if she was immersed in those warm memories.

Ji Ming also watched the sunset flowing, and his heart seemed to be bitter and sweet.

Two years ago, it was a thorn in the thorn, and it made him toss and turn all the time.

I can't tell right from wrong, everyone is wrong, and everyone is not wrong.

"I don't remember how long it took, it was an accident that I met her, but I always felt that it was inevitable and lucky."

"A girl like Sakura, I always don't regret meeting her, I always tell myself that."

"But, whether I admit it or not, I still regret it."

"We get along very simply, just like ordinary couples, watching movies and eating popcorn, walking hand in hand on one street after another, trying to be nice to each other, a little better, always feel that there is not enough love and not enough pet."

"Actually, from the very beginning, I knew that this peaceful and beautiful life would not last long, in the final analysis, I am a hunter in Huaguo, in my bones is responsibility and loyalty, and she is the daughter of the Sakurai family, she was pampered and grew up in the palm of her hand, a little willful and pretentious, and I am destined not to belong to the same world."

"It's not that I haven't thought about separation, but I have never been ruthless, I am always reluctant, I would rather live in that deliberately fabricated illusion, pretending to be stupid."

"It seems that if I don't mention it, if she doesn't mention it, we can continue to live an elopement life with a handsome bodyguard and a rich lady."

"I was terrified, guilt deeply invaded my every dream, and my midnight dreams were full of cold sweat, and reason told me that I could not stay in that country for too long, and she could not follow me away, and once we were separated, we would never see each other again for the rest of our lives."

"But I was also lucky, enjoying this sweet peace that I had never had, and almost forgot the mission I was carrying."

"I approached her with a purpose from the beginning, I thought I could stay sober, just acting, we are simply two parallel lines that do not intersect with each other, barely staggered, the so-called happiness is just a bubble, and it will be broken when you poke it."

"But I'm still falling, I can't wait for this task to be completed in my life, there is no anxiety that the previous mission goal does not appear, and it is this mind that is troubled, I am indeed very good to her, but I have never done it very carefully, I only cherish the psychology of the present and the future, I have not thought about the future, let alone the future."

"Sometimes, I wonder, if I could have been more attentive and serious about this relationship at that time, would it not have ended so dismally? I don't have to lose her. ”

"She died because of me, and she died for me, she said she was willing."

"She's really a very smart girl, she knows everything in her heart, she just doesn't say it."

"In this selfish world, I'm afraid I can only meet such a girl in my life, knowing that you are lying to her, and I am willing to be deceived by you, and I want to be deceived for a lifetime."

"I really didn't know that the object of my mission was always by my side, and she knew everything about me, and she had a lot of plans that could not only easily kill me without me noticing, but also make our entire team wipe out and get nothing."

"However, she is a woman after all, a soft-hearted woman, a kind woman, and in the end, she is the only one who dies, and she is the only one."

"She's so stupid, and so good, I can't even hold all the good things in the world in her hands."

"But what's the use, the ending is decided from the beginning, I give her the ultimate I can, but it is also what I don't give, let me lose her forever, the end of the world is close at hand, if you haven't experienced it, you won't understand."

"I will always remember that she held my face and told me that she wanted to be the best, the best and cleanest in my eyes from beginning to end, and the most real her, even at the cost of death, she was very happy and happy."

"I know that she has never done anything that hurts nature, if she is wrong, but the fault is that she is too good, she has the country she guards, and I also have a faith that I can't let go."

"She dies, I live, this is the best ending she can give us this relationship."

"Ji Ming, I'm telling you this story, not to tell you how much I love her and how much I regret it, but I don't want to have the kind of regret I missed again, no matter who it is."

"If you want to be sincere in the future, it is the least of all, mutual trust is indispensable, even if it is difficult to wait, don't be the one who turns around first."

(To be continued)

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