Chapter 13

My mother was sentenced to prison, and while he was in prison, I watched him quietly and walked into this prison.

Looking at my old mother, for a moment, tears welled up in my eyes, maybe I was really wrong, or many people thought I was wrong.

The huge family of the Nan family has also ended, and his hundred-year-long glory, however, all the assets of the Nan family have fallen into my hands.

I never thought the money would end up in my hands, and my mission didn't seem to be over, and I still had a place in the organization.

With the advancement of Chi Hanyu's plan, Chi Yinyu finally failed, and when he heard the news of Chi Yinyu again, it was the news of Chi Yinyu's death.

In addition to this news, there is another news, that is, Arnold is back in charge of all the powers, and the man who was once considered arrogant by this organization, he has returned.

Wu Jinling The name only exists in the depths of memory, and no one wants to touch this memory, and it is obvious that this arrogance does not bring them as much benefit as Chi Yinyu.

At that time, Arnold walked in, and I looked at this man quietly below, Arnold, the man who had replaced Zhang Youyi's dress.

Chi Hanyu's plan was too smooth, so smooth that everyone doubted, but Nan Zeming knew that there must be Arnold's handiwork in this, so he made Chi Yinyu collapse quickly.

However, Chi Yinyu's smooth and rapid disintegration did not bring me a new turnaround, in fact, my life was still a mess.

In fact, the fundamental reason why my life is messy is not because of Chi Yinyu and my mother, the reason why my life is really messy is because of this damn system.

I would love to destroy this system, but in fact I can't do anything about it, do you feel the feeling of powerlessness?

Regret and powerlessness are mixed with me, and sometimes when I look at the sky, I feel that there is nothing to envy in my life.

So when Arnold made a new plan, I knew that Arnold was going to destroy the people who had betrayed him, and he was going to destroy the organization he had created.

At that time, Arnold was very confident, maybe he thought that he was God, and everything was controlled by his lord, but this was not the case.

Everything didn't go the way she wanted, and there was a slight deviation in that direction.

Arnold was very annoyed by this deviation, and he didn't understand why I chose to leave the organization and choose to forget my past memories, which was nothing.

In fact, at that time, I also knew what Zhang Junhao said to Arnodo, and I knew Zhang Junhao's attitude at that time and my choice.

My choice will definitely hurt Zhang Junhao, in my impression Zhang Junhao is just a friend of mine, she can only be called my good friend, we have known each other since we were young.

The Nan family wants to get the support of the Zhang family, plus I am a student of Chi Yinyu, and Chi Yinyu's grandfather's family is the Zhang family, all of this is just a political transaction.

I started to be with Zhang Junhao when I was in time, and at that time my mother told me that I wanted to let Zhang Junhao go, and I wanted to listen to Zhang Junhao.

I'm a teenager, I hate Zhang Junhao very much,

"Later, I found out that Zhang Junhao and I were also poor people, and we shared the same disease, so at that time I also began to change my opinion of Zhang Junhao.

But when I was young, I still liked to play with my eldest sister the most, but my eldest sister Wu Jinling felt guilty that she had to die, so I chose to escape.

At that time, I longed for a new life, but I didn't have the courage to accept it, so forgetting my memories was not a good way.

I came to this small town in the south that day, I still remember Zhang Junhao's eyes before leaving, I don't understand why Zhang Junhao is like this?

It wasn't until today that I found out that Zhang Junhao had abandoned everything for me and came to this southern town, while I came to this town for myself.

In an instant, I was very grateful to Zhang Youyi, who gave me the courage to not come to this world, not what we saw.

In fact, I am a person who is very afraid of loneliness, and for the past few decades I have disguised myself with indifference, and I have armed myself with hatred.

I look so strong that I feel jealous, and even Arnold is willing to give me a thin face, but my heart has long been broken.

When I dream back every midnight, I always dream of him, and I dream of my eldest sister Wu Jinling My guilt fills my heart, and I don't want to apologize for my sins with death all the time.

But my death couldn't bring my eldest sister Wu Jinling back to life, and it couldn't even reduce the slightest sense of guilt, so I chose to escape.

Some people say that only cowards choose to escape, and it is true that I am not a hero, and I don't want to deny it if I didn't say that.

In the same way, now I still want to choose to escape, I want to escape, and I don't want to face Zhang Junhao, because this relationship makes me feel scared.

Nan Zeming sighed, so much, glanced at the door of his room, he really wanted Zhang Junhao to come in, but he was a little scared, he retreated a little.

Nan Zeming, who recovered his memory the next day, chose to be Zhang Youyi and Ji Hanyu's tour guide, and of course Zhang Junhao was also inside.

But it is obvious that Zhang Junhao is very different from yesterday, and even the interest is a little lacking, and he can't arouse his interest, but Nan Zeming is hiding from Zhang Junhao.

So this weird atmosphere continued, until Zhang Youyi was a little tired and sat on the stool to rest, Nan Zeming You felt that the atmosphere was a little depressing, so you chose to be bought by everyone to buy water, or leave.

Zhang Youyi saw that Nan Zeming went to buy water, and Chi Hanyu said to Zhang Junhao with a smile, "What happened to you and Nan Zeming?" Why is the atmosphere between you so weird? ”

Zhang Junhao sighed and said to Chi Hanyu, "It's been like this since I recovered my memory yesterday, I think he, he will hate me, I feel like I deceived him!" ”

Zhang Youyi smiled and didn't speak, but got up and said to Chi Hanyu, "I forgot to tell Nan Zeming that I want to drink milk tea, and I want milk tea with ice." ”

Zhang Youyi got up and walked to Nan Zeming as she spoke, Nan Zeming saw Zhang Youyi, couldn't help but feel a little strange, and said to Zhang Youyi, "Why are you here?" ”

"I suddenly remembered that I wanted to drink milk tea, and I also wanted to add ice to milk tea, and I forgot to tell you, so I came here myself."

Zhang Youyi said with a smile, there was no one in the store, Zhang Youyi looked at Nan Zeming seriously, and said to him, "Why do you want to treat Zhang Junhao like this, if you regret it, or if you have any opinions, you should talk to him, not this kind of cold violence."

"In fact, this kind of cold violence is a very hateful behavior, in fact, if you have any problems, you should talk about it, if you don't lose, you probably can't even do it, right?"

Nan Zeming sighed and said to Zhang Youyi, "It's not that I regret it, I just don't dare, I'm afraid that I will be hurt." ”

Zhang Youyi sat on the stool of the bubble tea shop, waiting quietly, and did not speak, Nan Zeming lowered his eyes and continued, "I feel that I will drag others down, in fact, being with me is not an unwise choice. ”

"The Zhang family will not agree to me being with him, I have nothing left, and I have chosen to donate even the little things left by the Nan family, I don't know what I have that is worthy of him being with me."

When Zhang Youyi heard Nan Zeming, she shook her head with a smile, and said to Nan Zeming: "Actually, you know, you just don't want to accept him, you are afraid that you will be hurt, and you are afraid that one day you will not be able to handle all this." ”

"Wu Jinling has a deep impact on you, what your mother did has a deep impact on you, and even Chi Yinyu actually has a deep impact on you."

"You chose to forget everything and run away, but you never looked at it, there was a person behind you, silently watching you, silently waiting for you."

"Actually, you are just scared, because you are afraid, so you choose to escape, but in fact, this is not the only way to solve it, if I were you, I would choose to face it."

"There are many choices in life, even if you and Zhang Junhao don't matter, whether you like it or love, these things are just to have a result in the end, and this result is what everyone is pursuing, to be able to become a family."

"In fact, you have always longed for a home for yourself, if you choose to be indifferent, or even this kind of cold violence, if you lose it one day, you will probably be very heartbroken!"

"It's better not to leave regrets in life, if you leave regrets, you will be sad, you will be sad, and you will regret what you have done."

Zhang Youyi waited for the words to finish, at this time Zhang Youyi heard the waiter call her number, Zhang Youyi stood up, took milk tea, and left with Nan Zeming with a smile.

Nan Zeming looked at Zhang Junhao sitting under the tree not far away, and looked at the drink he bought in his hand is Zhang Junhao's favorite drink, in fact, he has also changed, right?

For so long, he has changed more or less, in fact, he is also accepting him, he lives in his heart, and this man uses his actions to enter his heart step by step.

Love this kind of thing can isolate age, can isolate time, Nan Zeming smiled and handed the drink to Zhang Junhao, and the next trip, the atmosphere of the two people was also reactivated.

Zhang Junhao was also very happy to see such a result, and cast a grateful look at Zhang Youyi, but Zhang Youyi didn't say anything.

Zhang Youyi and Chi Hanyu walked in this southern town, feeling the fragrance of the soil and holding their lover's hand, life is nothing more than happiness.