Chapter 1109 I can't take it out
"Maybe father, you shouldn't tell me about this today, no matter how you tell me the so-called truth, I won't believe it, is it possible, do you mean to say that the husband I have always loved deeply is actually harming me?" She asked rhetorically, "Is this possible?" ”
"I don't believe that he can be so cold, let alone now, even now, the wisdom of this palace is only me, he has never mentioned that he wants to add one more person to this palace, isn't it enough?"
As if to cheer himself up, Bai Yulan took a deep breath and continued: "The emperors of all generations of the past dynasties, which one is not the three thousand beauties of the harem, how can there be such a wife who only has a bad chaff, he has long lost his heart, and now since he became the emperor, he has always been diligent in government and loves the people, and has never slacked off for a day, I see all this." ”
Seeing that her daughter didn't believe it, Nangong Yuling couldn't do anything, now she, just like him at the beginning, was a very affectionate person when she was young, how could she betray and disbelieve her lover because of a little thing, such a situation is really too rare.
When their family comes down, there are few people who are not infatuated.
"I know, rashly tell you that he is also quite calculating against you now, and even uses you to provoke the relationship between the Central State and the Hui Dynasty, which can make him more like a weak party, and can attack the Hui Dynasty.
His words were low and powerful, but Bai Yulan also heard it in his ears, and his heart trembled, so he shook his head violently, not daring to think or want to think about it.
He wouldn't deceive her, he had admitted it himself, and he had fulfilled all the things he had promised, she didn't believe such a lie at all, these should be lies, how could he be, how could he be so methodical, turn a blind eye and keep her in the dark when he knew that she would be sad?
"Alas, this time, maybe it is his turning point, if he is now in Yunlan City, he can win as he wishes, then what is left at that time is a complete strategy, and the entire central country is just in his pocket." He whispered, as if he hoped that Bai Yulan would think about it, and he didn't want to make her even more sad.
"It can't be his plan, I believe him, father, you don't have to say any more, isn't it because you came to me today to talk about it? So now that I know, I don't know if my father has anything else to say, and if not, then forgive me for going first. Bai Yulan said, and was about to get up and leave.
In an instant, Bai Yulan was clicked on the acupoint by Nangong Yuling with lightning speed, she was stunned in place, her brows furrowed, she looked at the two people standing in front of her, her face was ugly, and said, "You even ordered my acupoint!" ”
"Are you determined to keep me here?"
Bai Yulan's rhetorical question made both of them hesitate.
Hua Qinglian's face was unbearable, but after glancing at Nangong Yuling, she got the other party's affirmation, so she made up her mind again, and when she looked at Bai Yulan, she also looked solemn, and said, "It's not that I plan to forcibly leave you here, I just want you to see the truth." ”
The truth? What is the truth? Could it be that they still want her to die and finally follow them?
"If you're going to let me know the truth so you can do something for you, you don't have to." Bai Yulan closed her eyes and sighed, "Didn't you also let Qin Yu come over in the past and let me try to know the so-called truth?" ”
"But in the end, it still doesn't work, so it doesn't matter if I know it now, but I want to go back, father, mother, put me back." Bai Yulan was rare to ask for it, and Hua Qinglian couldn't bear to see it.
She didn't intend to imprison her daughter here, but once her daughter didn't see the people around her clearly, it would only lead to bad consequences.
"If you have been with him for so many years, if he feels sorry for you in front of him, how can he not put you in such a difficult situation, how can he deliberately deceive you like this, why don't you think about it without your brain?"
After a while, Hua Qinglian said bitterly, unbearable for a while, she used to see this Ye Mingting, she was a talent, and she was used to feeling sorry for people, but she never thought that this person was deceiving others so much, and she had always let her daughter be desperate, so she had to follow him, so people were very angry when they looked at it.
"I don't have to think about it, you can let me go now." Bai Yulan's face was a little ugly, and she said strongly: "If you lock me up like this time, it's your fault, I will definitely not listen to your one-sided words next time, and come to the appointment alone." ”
Hua Qinglian hesitated again, and after looking at the other party, she made up her mind again and said, "No, you have to stay today!" ”
Bai Yulan was provoked by someone now, and she exploded.
She was immediately angry, and said in a loud voice: "Then what you are doing now is not no different from what you say is despicable?" Since they are all the same, what reason is there for them to keep me? ”
In the face of Bai Yulan's angry rhetorical question, Hua Qinglian was actually touched in her heart, but she calmed down after that.
"We are not the same as that, we are all for your good, since now he wants to use you to start a war, maybe when he can't deal with it, he will throw you to the enemy country, then how will you deal with yourself then?"
Hua Qinglian chattered a lot, but Bai Yulan couldn't listen to a word, if she hadn't been rampage through this meridian, she wouldn't have been able to crack this acupuncture point, she was afraid that she would have planned to escape by now.
"I said, you don't have to worry about this matter, this has nothing to do with you, and I didn't have to stay, now this is my willingness, if something really happens, I naturally have my own judgment, I'm not a child anymore, can you not force your ideas on me so much?"
Bai Yulan's words were a little angry.
Her own pair of parents are really uneasy enough, always thinking about how to be good to her, but I haven't thought about whether this is what she wants, she doesn't want to live like this, and she doesn't want such an ending, the future she chooses by herself is one step at a time, and she can go on well.
She didn't want anyone else to judge these things for her like that.
Could it be that if she didn't have them, she would be alone, and even this basic judgment would be gone?
Bai Yulan closed her eyes, and finally announced what she had suppressed in her heart.
"I know that you all mean to be good for me, and you also want to make up for the regrets that you used to treat me badly, so you are now thinking about being able to be the best for me, and it is best to be able to alleviate the excess regrets in your hearts, and even make yourself feel at ease, but you have forgotten one thing, do I need these?"
Speaking of this, Bai Yulan's heart was a little painful, if nothing else, Qin Yu suffered a lot at the beginning, she may not understand, but after knowing it, and thinking of the things that happened later, as well as the period when she was in the Gu, she could think of how much Qin Yu was bullied and how much pain he suffered, so that he would change from a young man with a clear breeze and a moon to what he is now.
"In the past, were you worried that Qin Yu would destroy the relationship between me and Ye Mingting, so you put a kind of Gu worm on him, and this mother Gu is in my body, Zi Gu is dead, it doesn't matter if the mother Gu is dead, if the mother Gu dies, Zi Gu will definitely die together?"
When Bai Yulan said this, her whole heart was cold.
"Therefore, once Zi Gu can't give priority to the mother Gu in everything, as long as he has the slightest desire to rebel, he will be devoured by this Zi Gu and suffer from heart devouring? You let the child you have raised for so long be able to swallow such a poisonous thing, do you really think that this is good for me? Bai Yulan asked rhetorically.
Hua Qinglian's face, which was originally a little calm, also fell apart at this moment.
"You, how could you ......"
The long sword in her hand also fell to the ground with a thud.
"How would I know? Right? Bai Yulan laughed, looking at Hua Qinglian's eyes, there was also helplessness and pity, in fact, this child had already died, and now she is just a substitute, with her own thoughts and abilities.
If the real owner of this shell is still alive, he must also be moved by this mother, and even treat her exceptionally well, he is also a docile character, able to accept all the arrangements given to her by the other party, maybe now, he is really a good couple with Qin Yu, and he envy others.
But now the person in the shell has changed her soul, and she is not the docile person, how could she give up the principles she has always adhered to because she was moved?
"Mother, I know, you may be good for me, but I don't like this kind of good, after learning about the Zigu in Qin Yu's body, I am already very dissatisfied with this matter, and I will not want to see such a situation." She closed her eyes and said seriously: "You don't have to be jealous of Qin Yu for this matter, it's not his fault, he didn't say a word, but it was entirely because of me, I learned about it by chance." ”
"When Qin Yu was seriously ill before, and he couldn't even walk, I had already guessed who this person in a wheelchair was, and I had investigated his condition, and at that time, I found out about Zi Gu, and sure enough, in my body, I found a mother Gu."
Unfortunately, once this thing is implanted, it can't be removed.