He didn't want to hurt her, he was just dizzy at the time, but he didn't want this Nizi's heart to be so sensitive and weak, he remembered all his angry words in his heart, and really responded to the old saying, the tougher the shell, the softer the body inside, like a turtle, carrying a heavy shell fearlessly forward, but once it was hurt, it would timidly retract its head, close itself and hide, and not show up.

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Time flies, since two months ago, Wen Xuan left silently from the West Chamber, and he has not come to disturb Ming Shen's life, and Ming Shen is in a trance all day long, not thinking about eating, sleepy and tired, chewing on dull and groggy days day after day.

During this period of time, the outside was already lively and almost turned upside down, Emperor Xuande first issued an edict, recruited the second son of the Nalan family, Ronghua, as the fast son-in-law of Chenglong, and then canonized the second lady of the Jiang family as the side concubine of Prince Rui, these are all things that people expected, and it is not surprising.

The strange thing is that Nangong Xue, the cousin and niece of the youngest daughter of King Nangong, because Emperor Xuande looked down on her frivolity, he made her a concubine and gave her to Prince Duan's mansion.

This decree undoubtedly made Nangong Xue fall into an embarrassing situation of having no place to embarrass herself, but it is every woman's duty to marry her husband, and it is the emperor's own instructions, so she does not dare to complain, and after marrying in, she only serves Wenxuan wholeheartedly.

Wen Xuan also changed the flaws of the past, and treated her surprisingly favored, as if she really loved this woman as rumored by the outside world, and did not mind her all kinds of dog-eyed eyes before her marriage, and repeatedly spoke wildly, but also gave her the favored concubine Jin Yanjiao to live in the East Chamber, and for a while, the young and enchanting Nangong Xue became the most favored woman in Prince Duan's Mansion after Bai Fengxi, Jin Yanjiao, and Ming Shen.

At this time, Prince Duan's Mansion has also returned to its original appearance, Ming Shen has turned back into a side concubine who no one cares about, Bai Fengxi and the princess still share the authority equally, in charge of the affairs of the palace, Nangong Xue is proud, and the limelight is better than that of the Jin family in the past!

In the blink of an eye, the spring and summer solstice, thick green everywhere!

The evening breeze in June blows the hearts that have been forgotten in the unknown corners, the wind is raging all night, the thunderstorms are rapid, and the red colors that have flourished for a whole spring are instantly washed into a pale background, remaining on the edge of this unpredictable season, emaciating the red face, and tormenting the passing years.

The next morning, the showers stopped, and after the rain, the morning sun appeared in the sky, and the air was filled with the smell of fresh earth and bitter grass.

Ming Shen wore a wide cloud-white soft silk wide-sleeved piping robe, and sat quietly beside the Qingyu case under the window, her long black and soft hair draped behind her like flowing water, her face was haggard, her eyes were exhausted, and the whole person looked like a lonely and withered fairy grass, pretending to be strong with an eternal attitude, covering up the fine cracks in her heart.

After a long time, I saw the curtain of Xiangfei bamboo move, Caifeng wore a floral silk lily skirt, a light red Luo shirt and walked in, and she was still holding a bowl of steaming ginseng black chicken soup in her hand, which was fragrant and fragrant, with a hint of medicinal smell.

"Miss, drink it while it's hot, you haven't eaten seriously in a few days!" Caifeng walked over to Mingshen and sat down, scooped a spoonful and handed it to her lips.

Ming Shen obediently opened his mouth, and after taking a few sips, his stomach suddenly churned, so he quickly turned his face away, and spit out sour water into the enamel spittoon on the ground, and even spit out all the mouthfuls of soup he had just eaten.

Seeing this, Caifeng hurriedly dropped the bowl to stroke her back, hoping to make her feel better, and said anxiously: "Miss, what kind of strange illness are you suffering from, it is so tormenting, you can't eat, and you can't sleep at night!" ”

Ming Shen vomited so much that tears appeared in the corners of his eyes, and after drinking tea and rinsing his mouth, he relieved himself and said slowly: "I'm not sick at all, Aunt Qiu said that this is a very normal reaction, so you don't have to make a fuss, and you are not allowed to say it, you know?" ”

"Oh!" Caifeng nodded as if she didn't understand, and said uneasily: "But Miss, it's not a long-term solution for you to eat all day?" ”

"Yes, if you don't have an appetite, you have to barely eat some!" Ming Shen smiled bitterly, gently stroked the flat lower abdomen with his palm, and said, "Why don't you go to the small kitchen and get some yam cake stuffed with jujube paste, I'm thinking about that taste." ”

Caifeng nodded when he heard this, saying that he was leaving, and at this moment, Xiaoshizi hurriedly broke into the warm pavilion, hit a thousand, and panted: "The slave asks for peace for the master Shen!" ”

Ming Shen glanced at him with low eyebrows, and saw that he was sweating on his forehead, which should be because he was in too much of a hurry, so he asked, "Is there something serious?" Look at you in a hurry! ”

"It's not a big deal, it's just an old man of the master, and he dragged the slave to send you a letter!" Xiao Shizi said with a smile, and took the initiative to get up, took out a letter from his arms, and respectfully handed it to Ming Shen.

Ming Shen took the letter, frowned, and saw that the handwriting was vigorous and powerful, and knew that it was from a man's handwriting, and the man who was entangled with her at the moment was nothing more than Wen Hao.

So, she glanced at the small stone next to her and asked with a sneer, "How long have you been with Prince Rui?" ”

Xiao Shizi's face was red, and he smiled shyly: "Sure enough, I can't hide anything from the wise eyes of the master Shen, the ancestors of the slaves are all the domestic slaves of the master of Rui, but the slave was sent to the palace of Prince Duan by his family to do eyeliner, since the master of Shen married into the palace, the master of the rui ordered the slave to find a way to serve you, saying that it is convenient to know your every move!" ”

"It's hard for him to be so attentive." Ming Shen sighed lightly, and couldn't help but ask, "Did he only let you send a letter?" Didn't say anything? ”

Xiao Shizi touched his brain and said confusedly: "It seems that he said something to himself, I hope you take care of yourself, don't do stupid things or anything like that, and say that if he comes back from Nan'an, you still have the same idea as before, he will respect your choice!" ”

Ming Shen heard this, and didn't feel that his eyebrows were slightly raised. "Nan'an? Is he going to Nan'an? ”

Xiao Shi replied: "I heard that Master Rui had a dispute with the emperor in the Jinluan Palace this morning, and the quarrel was very fierce, and then he was angry that he wanted to personally go out to crusade against Nan'an, and he also threatened not to defeat Nan'an, and vowed not to return to the court, and estimated that tomorrow morning, the army will set off!" ”

Although Ming Shen was raised in a deep house, he also heard his eldest brother talk about it in his early years, the soldiers of Nan'an are strong and strong, the people are strong, and they are easy to defend and difficult to attack, and the seventeen cities are all impregnable, and if you want to take it in one fell swoop, it will take most of your life to take light years.

He is already the prince of the inner decision, so why do you have to take advantage of that momentary will to suffer the hardships of the wind and sand war?

Could it be that just because he rejected him that night, he was going to exile himself to the battlefield in a bad mood?

Thinking of this, Mingshen's exhausted eyes shone a little water, and slowly unfolded the letterhead in his hand, and the ink-fragrant block script lay quietly on the gold-sprinkled rice paper:

Hold my hand, and take me crazy for half a lifetime!

Kiss my eyes, cover me for half a lifetime!

Touch my face, comfort my half life of sorrow!

With my heart, melt my half a lifetime of frost!

Hold me by the shoulders and drive me to silence for the rest of my life!

Call my heart, cover my life!

Cover my lips and dispel my past life!

Take my arms, except for my frivolity in this life!

I can understand my intentions, so that I have no regrets in this life!

Abandon me, leave me alone for the rest of my life!

After reading the letter, a lingering layer of melancholy formed in his eyes, and he slowly folded the paper and collected it into his sleeve, lazily supported his delicate and weak body, and got up and walked towards the library.

She slowly came to the pineapple desk, picked up the purple hao on the sandalwood pen stand, bowed her head and slowly wrote a line of graceful letters on the peach blossom paper: sigh different paths, there is no way out, the flowers fall only fragrant as before, it is better to forget each other in the rivers and lakes!

After she finished writing, she packed the letter, and handed the night pearl pendant on her waist to Xiaoshizi, and said indifferently: "Go and tell him, let him not send the letter in the future, if he misses it, he misses it, the battlefield sword has no eyes, let him take care of himself!" ”

"Slaves obey!" Xiao Shizi sighed, and went back to life with the letter and the night pearl!

Early the next morning, Prince Rui lost the emperor's favor and waved his troops south, like a butterfly with wings, flew all over the north and south of the river, which caused the courtiers to speculate for a while, and some people spread rumors that Emperor Xuande intended to change Prince Duan as the crown prince, which caused Prince Rui's dissatisfaction, so he supported the army and respected himself, intending to rise up with Nan'an and usurp power!

———

In the evening of that day, Ming Shen vomited more and more, and he vomited whatever he ate, and even drank saliva and vomited it in an instant.

Caifeng was anxious to see it again, shouting to ask for a doctor, Qiu Gui was older, and felt that Ming Shen's pregnancy was not suitable for publicity, so he stopped Caifeng in time, and helped to serve Ming Shen reluctantly took a few mouthfuls of sour plum juice, and Ming Shen relieved the dizzy nausea.

The silent pebble next to him saw that Ming Shen's complexion was a little better, so he hurriedly found a reason to go out with Qiu Gui and Caifeng, and then quietly handed over the night pearl and letterhead to Ming Shen, and reported with low eyebrows: "Master Qi Shen, Master Rui said that what he sent, there is no reason to take it back, and said that he respects any decision you make, this night pearl pendant should be a thought for you, and also explain that if you are in prison in the future, when you are at the end of the road, you can send someone to take this pendant to Nan'an to find him." ”

"Got it, you go down first!" Ming Shen said weakly, plucked a green hairpin from the bun and handed it to him, Xiao Shizi hurriedly thanked the reward and retired, but he was not half happy in his heart, probably because he was infected by the two masters of the hard-working mandarin ducks, right?

———

At this time, the warm pavilion, only Ming Shen was left alone, she quietly stared at the ink in her hand, the pen was resolute, vigorous as a dragon, and the affectionate words could be vaguely seen:

You see, or you don't see me

I was right there, not sad or happy

You read me, or you don't read me

The love is there, it doesn't come and go

You love, or don't love me

Love is there, neither increasing nor decreasing

You follow, or you don't

My hand is in your hand, and I will not give it up

Come into my arms

Or, let me live in your heart

Silently in love

Silence rejoices

Ming Shen closed his eyes with tears, not understanding why he was so persistent.

With such a heavy affection, how can she bear it?

She is just a selfish woman, and she is not just a married man, but also a mother of a child, she can't give what he wants, and she can't afford it!

Ming Shen struggled for a long time, and finally slowly opened her clear eyes, rejecting the light blue brilliance of the night pearl, and a domineering and resolute smile kept appearing in her mind.

There was a momentary impulse in my heart, it was so desperate to see him, and I unconsciously sent the beads slowly to Yin Hong's small lips for a shallow kiss, and a piece of coldness rippled on her soft lips, like snowflakes falling on the ice, and in an instant, it was knotted.