Chapter 643: Scruples
"It turns out that I have always been self-inflicted, and no matter what, it is already a very difficult thing for me to be able to leave the palace."
Shen Yuehua didn't want to hear Gu Huai'an say something of refusal in person, so she simply said the most cruel words herself.
"During this time, it has been very troublesome Gu Gongzi, since I have loved you for so long, you have been very good to me, and you have tried your best to rescue me from the palace, I am very grateful to you, but it seems that this friendship between the two of us may stop at gratitude, right?"
Shen Yuehua didn't know how much courage she needed to say this, but she only knew that she might not say those words a second time in her life.
"I'm sorry, I ......"
Gu Huai'an hesitated, he didn't know whether to say anything about Princess Changning, after Changning left, this has always been a knot in his heart, and he has to admit that no matter what, it is something that will haunt him for the rest of his life, and he doesn't know whether he likes Shen Yuehua or not.
But Gu Huai'an clearly knew that the two of them were not the same people, and there were many things, and they would never be able to go together.
"Needless to say."
Shen Yuehua decisively interrupted him.
"I already know what you're going to say next, it's always been my own passion, I shouldn't have forced you, anyway, after leaving this time. We'll still be friends, right? It's like I didn't say anything just now, okay? ”
Shen Yuehua is a princess, no matter what, she has her own pride, even if she has abandoned her identity as a princess now, she still can't lose this pride.
She snorted, as if to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes with her sleeve.
"Now that things are like this, I don't have anything to say, the question I want to know, now that I have an answer, in the future, I don't have to think about this matter anymore, it should be a good thing for me."
Gu Huaian actually didn't want to hurt her, but for him, that love was unspeakable.
In any case, Changning's shadow will always appear in his life, so that he doesn't know what to do, just like a shadow, like a shadow.
When Changning left, there was a sentence that was really not wrong, and it was really impossible for him to escape for the rest of his life.
When Shen Yuehua returned to the palace, Changning had been away for a long time, and she refused to forgive Gu Huai'an and made up her mind to leave, and there were many reasons. But from that time, after she left, Gu Huaian still thought a lot, he felt that he was not worthy of loving someone at all like this, so he slowly sealed himself up.
See this now
Shen Yuehua, Gu Huai'an didn't dare to say, he didn't feel any touch in his heart, but for Shen Yuehua, he never had that thought, instead of delaying her like this and letting her put all her thoughts on herself, it was better to let her recognize these facts earlier.
There are some things that really can't be forced, Gu Huai'an still left Gu Suliang in Xiaoyao Tower, and he told him carefully, hoping that nothing would go wrong, for Shen Yuehua, even as a friend, he must take care of him safely, so that she can completely dissociate herself from the palace.
Before Gu Huai'an left, he also deliberately left the person/leather mask that Gu Yan had made in advance, even if they could escape smoothly, Shen Zhongbai did not suspect them, this matter must also be cautious, no matter what, more people should not be dragged into the water.
Shen Yuehua didn't say anything, and accepted it silently, but Gu Huai'an knew in his heart that they owed Shen Yuehua this matter after all.
Shen Yuehua still doesn't know that this time everyone rescued her, which was actually part of their plan, but in any case, Shen Yuehua escaped from the palace, which is not a bad thing for her.
"You saved me, I'm still very grateful to you, as for the sentence just now, you just thought I never said it, anyway, in the future, we will see each other again, aren't we?"
Although Shen Yuehua is indeed right, after hearing this, Gu Huai'an actually still has a strange feeling in his heart, no matter what it is, he can't lie to him like this in her life, people who don't love have always been unloved, even if they get acquainted again, even if they are a little moved, they are different from liking, since they already know that there is no result, there is no need to try again.
Shen Yuehua also understands this truth, even so, she doesn't have to be so stubborn.
"It's okay, no matter what, I used to be a princess, not to mention my appearance, I don't know how many people in this world want to marry me, and it's not bad for you."
"The princess thinks like this, naturally it's good, these days, we may not have time to come over to take care of it, and please try not to go out, if there is anything needed, just ask my people to help you deal with it."
"Nope."
Shen Yuehua directly interrupted him, except for the boy she liked, there was nothing in this world, what she wanted, if Gu Huai'an continued to stay in this place, she was afraid that she would not be able to control her emotions and cry directly.
"Yes, I understand, since you saved me, I will never bother you, you must rest assured."
"It's not that I'm afraid you'll get involved. I'm afraid that you're not safe, and it's good if you change to someone else, but your identity is still very dangerous for me and us, and it's easy to be exposed. ”
Shen Yuehua also knew that his identity might be charged by Shen Zhongbai for no reason at any time, and for so many years, he tried not to appear in the palace, that is, because of this, after the death of his father, the sense of oppression from Shen Zhongbai became more and more obvious on himself.
If Shen Zhongbai wanted to kill himself now, it would be as easy as a finger, for himself, he acted terrible, but for him, he was like an ant.
After Gu Huai'an and Shen Yuehua finished communicating, their mood also became a lot more depressed, and they didn't know what the consequences would be if they said these words to her at this time, but they couldn't lie to her for a lifetime, after everything was settled, there would always be people who would be hurt.
The contradiction on Shen Siyin's side, because everyone has something to hide, is irretrievable, in any case, since the last time the two of them got married, this kind of friendship between his side and Qingping is broken, for the sake of the two of them, and for Shen Siyin, someone will be hateful in the future, and they can only forget each other in the rivers and lakes.
Shen Yuehua's side is the same, he really used her this time, no matter what, he will be a sinner in his life.
Gu Huai returned to Lingyin Pavilion with a heavy matter, and Gu Su Liang quickly discovered that something was wrong with him, he should have gone to see Shen Yuehua today, why did he come back with a straight face? Could it be that something bad happened between the two of them again?
"Huai'an, is there something wrong with the Xiaoyao Building?"
Gu Huai'an raised his eyes and looked at the person in front of him a little tiredly, but he still didn't want him to worry too much.
"Don't worry, there's nothing going on for the time being, and there's no movement on the palace side for the time being. I'm not sure if that's going on, but it seems like we're not being targeted yet, which is a good thing. ”
After listening to his words, Gu Suliang nodded, although he knew that something must have happened to make his mood so low, but since he didn't want to say, there was no need for him to ask, he came back from Xiaoyao Tower, and the look on his face was not right, it must be suitable for Shen Yuehua.
Since it's a matter of the two of them, I don't want outsiders to know, so I'd better not ask more.
"I'll go back first, the side of Xiaoyao Tower, I still have to rely on you to take care of it more."
Gu Su Liang stepped forward and patted him on the shoulder.
"Don't worry, I'll do my best to do these things, and there won't be any big problems, but on your side, is there really nothing wrong?"
Gu Su Liang saw that Gu Huai'an's face was indeed not good, so he wanted to let him rest well, anyway, in the recent period, there is no need for Gu Huai'an to worry too much about the things in Lingyin Pavilion, this is really something, and I am here to support it, probably nothing big will happen.
Gu Huai'an is looking aimless now, and he doesn't even think what he wants to do next
I don't know, this situation is terrible.
Shen Zhongbai didn't know if he was making any preparations these days, but they really didn't make any progress at all, and if this continued, their situation might get worse.
Although Gu Suliang doesn't want to see such a result, it is obvious that almost no one can control this situation now, Shen Qianshan doesn't know what he's been busy with these days, and he always feels that there are people who haven't seen him all the time, and in the whole L, there are only two people, himself and Gu Yan, such a situation is indeed rare in L, and he doesn't dare to speculate about what has happened recently. But in this situation, if nothing happens, I'm afraid no one will believe it, right?
Gu Yan's state in the past few days doesn't seem to be very normal, and she is afraid that she will feel uncomfortable, but when she asks her, she always squeaks and doesn't say anything.
On the contrary, Chu Tiankuo became the only optimist in this group of people, and he didn't care about anything.
But there's one thing. Until now, Shen Zhongbai hadn't even been in a hurry to let Chu Tiankuo dissolve the Tianji Pavilion, could it be that this matter would be simply shelved like this?
(End of chapter)