Chapter 89: Guilt
"Sit down, I'm not done yet." Stretching out his hand, Jing Yu put his two hands on Shen Zhuangmei's shoulders, and forced Shen Zhuangmei, who had already stood up, back to the chair.
Why, I can't stand it when I hear this? You haven't finished your words yet, and you want to run? Run away?
Looking at Jing Yu's actions, Shen Zhuangmei's heart fluttered and kept beating.
Because Shen Zhuangmei never thought that Jingyu would be involved in the original incident.
There is even a feeling of shame that he keeps a secret that he has been exposed to the public, and he has nowhere to hide.
"If you feel like I'm sorry for you, I'...... I can pay for your uncle right now. Regarding Uncle Jingyu's matter, Shen Zhuangmei has been deliberately letting himself forget this matter, but now when the things he wants to forget are picked up by Jingyu, Shen Zhuangmei also feels very guilty in his heart.
Looking up, Shen Zhuangmei looked at Jing Yu, and this sentence was very sincere.
At the beginning, his family could use money to tamper with responsibility, so now he can definitely pay for Jingyu's uncle to bail out.
"Huh...... Get my uncle out? For Shen Zhuangmei's words, Jing Yu smiled mockingly, and then looked at Shen Zhuangmei with sarcastic eyes.
Sure enough, she is a young lady from a big family, and she thinks that everything can be settled with money.
Yes, Shen Zhuangmei may be able to use his family background and money to bail out his uncle, but his uncle has been in prison for so long, how can this kind of grievance and injustice be cleared?
"I can go now, at least...... At least it can make up for it, doesn't it? Knowing that he was sorry for the situation, Shen Zhuangmei's tone of voice softened.
At least Jingyu's uncle hasn't had an accident yet, and he can still get him out, so that his mistakes can be made up for a little.
"Make it up? What do you make up for? Can you make up for it? My uncle has been wronged so much, and he has spent so long staying inside, what can you do to make up for it? In order to save my uncle, my mother fell down the stairs and became a vegetative person, and she is still unconscious, what do you do to make up for it? Listening to Shen Zhuangmei say that he wanted to make up for it, Jingyu felt very funny.
With so many things she said, does she Shen Zhuangmei have one thing that can make up for it?
"I ...... I didn't know if things would turn out like this, if I could do it all over again......" At this time, Shen Zhuangmei's face showed a thick expression of guilt, and he stammered to explain to Jing Yu, but before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by Jing Yu.
"What if you do it all over again? Even if you do it all over again, the current result will not change, you will still run away, and you will still shift the blame to others. As he said this, Jing Yu turned around and sat directly on the chair in front of Shen Zhuangmei.
There are all kinds of medicines in this world, but there are no regret pills for sale.
Let's not say that things can't be done all over again, but even if they can do it all over again, what can we do? According to Shen Zhuangmei's character, she will still run away, so the result will be exactly the same as now.
"I ......" Shen Zhuangmei wanted to refute Jingyu's words, but he didn't know where to start.
It seems that what Jing Yu said is not wrong at all, if he did it all over again, he was very flustered at that time, and he didn't know what to do at all, so he would definitely continue to drive away.
And when he leaves, the innocent passer-by will miss the best time for treatment, or will stop his life.
Therefore, Shen Zhuangmei didn't want to refute Jingyu's words, but Shen Zhuangmei felt that what he said couldn't even convince him, so how could he convince Jingyu.
Looking at Shen Zhuangmei's appearance, Jing Yu felt extremely ironic.
This is the life of a rich family, no matter what happens, you can use money to settle it, even if you really die and let someone go to jail for you, they can live with peace of mind.
Uncle is my mother's only relative in this world besides herself, so when she knew that something happened to her uncle, her first reaction was to go to her father for help.
But when my mother went to Jing's house to find her so-called father Jing Shengsheng, she was stopped at the door by Jing Ting's mother Li Fengyi and refused to let her mother in.
At that time, in order to save her uncle, her mother even knelt down for Li Fengyi, but Li Fengyi was still indifferent.
My mother was so anxious that she stepped on the air and fell down the stairs.
Although he was sent to the hospital and received timely treatment, he also became a vegetative person.
At that time, his financial situation was very bad, and all his savings were only enough to pay for his mother's medical expenses, so he signed a contract with the hospital and would pay back part of the money to the hospital every month.
During this time, although he filmed a lot of films, all the money he earned was posted in order to treat his mother.
But the saddest thing is that my mother has not woken up yet, and my uncle has been imprisoned unjustly and has not yet come out.
"The human heart is made of flesh, aren't you? After going through so many things, you are still alive and well, and you don't feel guilty at all, I really admire you. Looking at Shen Zhuangmei, Jing Yu felt that if a person really lived to the point of having no heart and lungs, I am afraid, then he would really be invincible.
His family background is not as good as Shen Zhuangmei, and he doesn't have much money, so he has no way to take Shen Zhuangmei all the time.
What's more, he was in prison because of the Shen family, unless his family background is more prominent than the Shen family, otherwise, the Shen family is pressed on the top of his head, even if he is rich, my uncle may not be able to get out.
But fortunately, God finally opened his eyes.
Didn't Shen Zhuangmei care about Bo Youqing very much? Then I started with Bo Youqing, and I couldn't let Shen Zhuangmei experience that heart-rending pain, but Bo Youqing could.
However, even so, Shen Zhuangmei could not experience the pain in his mind at one ten-thousandth.
But it doesn't matter if all of this happens, the pain she suffers will slowly and slowly let Shen Zhuangmei try little by little, and she will return it to her little by little.
If people don't offend me, I won't offend anyone, if people offend me, give back three points, and if people offend me again, cut down the grass and eradicate the roots.
What's more, she is just for revenge, this is a sin created by Shen Zhuangmei herself, and she should bear it.
"I didn't really know it was going to be like this, I was so scared at the time, so I ...... I'll just ...... I drove away, but I regretted it after I left, so I went back to see, but the person was no longer breathing, and I ...... I...... I really didn't mean to. Having said this, Shen Zhuangmei was also a little vague.
Looking at Shen Zhuangmei, who was sitting on the chair and was a little collapsed, Jingyu stood up and pinched Shen Zhuangmei's chin.
"You didn't mean to? Do you know that just because you didn't mean it, you killed an innocent pedestrian, caused my uncle to be imprisoned, and my mother is still lying on the hospital bed and not sobering up, do you want to erase everything you have done? The hand pinched Shen Zhuangmei's chin fiercely, and Jing Yu shouted loudly at Shen Zhuangmei.
It's a roar, but it's even more questioning.
Paying off debts and paying for one's life by killing people, isn't it possible to get away with it if it is not intentional?
Jing Yu's hand pinched Shen Zhuangmei's chin, Shen Zhuangmei's chin was already slightly red, but Jing Yu still didn't stop.
"You let go, it hurts." Feeling the pain coming from his jaw, Shen Zhuangmei shouted while patting Jing Yu's hand.
Since I was a child, I have always been pampered, and no one has even said a word to myself, let alone being pinched by someone's chin, which makes me feel so painful.
In an instant, Shen Zhuangmei's tears were about to come out.
"Does it hurt? What are you compared to the pain in my heart? Pinching Shen Zhuangmei's chin, Jing Yu didn't plan to let go at all.
Why, can't you stand such a little pain?
What if the pain in the body hurts, no matter how painful it is? Can it compare to the trauma in the heart?
It's because of Shen Zhuangmei, so all his relatives have become like this now, shouldn't he hate it?
His chest kept rising and falling, and Jing Yu was really angry, trying to suppress the anger in his heart, but he found that he couldn't control it.
All the grievances and hatreds of the past came up at this moment, and Jing Yu really wanted to strangle Shen Zhuangmei directly.
But the remnants of reason told Jing Yu that he couldn't do this, and if he did, he could indeed be relieved for a while, but what about his uncle? What about your own mother? Don't you care about it?
"Didn't you ask me, why did you seduce your husband? Then now I will tell you the truth, I didn't seduce your husband, it was your husband who followed me and didn't leave, and I couldn't help it, as for why I didn't pay attention to him before, but now I take care of him, that's because, I also want you to taste what is called pain and what is called heartbreaking. Slowly letting go of his hand, Jing Yu was satisfied to see that Shen Zhuangmei's chin was red.
His fingers were imprinted on the white and tender skin of Shen Zhuangmei, which looked particularly eye-catching.
"No, you can't do that." All the things he had done in the past came to mind, and Shen Zhuangmei's emotions were finally a little uncontrollable, and he shouted loudly towards Jingyu.
I love Bo Youqing so much, I really can't bear Bo Youqing to leave me.
However, for Jingyu, Shen Zhuangmei couldn't even say soft words.
The thing he did caused Jingyu's uncle and mother to become like that, and Jingyu must hate himself very much in his heart.
And now, the previous things have not been turned over, but he killed Jingyu's two children.
Although Jingyu's two children were not killed by their own hands, but it was also because of themselves, I'm afraid that Jingyu would have long wanted to die in his heart now.
"No, I'm not wrong, everyone in this world is seeking self-preservation, what's wrong with me, as the so-called people don't kill for themselves, I'm not wrong." Suddenly, Shen Zhuangmei laughed loudly, and said to Jing Yu while laughing.
I was not wrong, if I hadn't found Jingyu's uncle to be a scapegoat for me, I should have been locked up in it now.
All people in this world hurt others in order to protect themselves, and they are no exception, they are just seeking self-preservation, what is wrong with themselves?
"You are really stubborn and unrepentant." Looking at Shen Zhuangmei's current appearance, Jing Yu frowned tightly and shook his head, feeling that Shen Zhuangmei was hopeless.