Chapter 46: Crush 2
Wen Ranran's guess was not wrong.
It was indeed what happened in junior high school, when Song Ning was in her second year of junior high school, and she was only 14 years old.
met Yu Ling purely because of an accident.
That year, she was in a car accident that left her unable to stand up on her legs and confined to a wheelchair.
That year, her autism became more and more serious, and she was a monster in the eyes of her classmates.
That year, she ...... Encountered school violence.
Song Ning thought that that year, if she hadn't met Yu Ling, she would probably continue to be trapped in the swamp of pain and never be able to get up again.
It was Yu Ling who drove away those who bullied her for her, it was Yu Ling who told her to prove that she was not a waste, and it was Yu Ling who taught her to protect herself.
Therefore, not only for him, but also for herself, Song Ning told her parents to insist on rehabilitation.
It took her a year to get her legs back on her feet.
She cooperated with psychotherapy and tried to communicate with the people around her, thinking about overcoming the communication barrier.
When she was 14 years old, it was Song Ning's darkest time, but it was also the time when she was reborn.
No one is born perfect, just like Song Ning, who has superior grades and a strong background in the eyes of everyone, was once also an autistic person, and once gave up on herself because she couldn't stand up on her legs.
Nobody knows.
People only see her superficial scenery, but they don't know how much effort she has put in behind it.
Song Ning thought that as long as she got better, she would be qualified to tell Yu Ling that she liked him.
But he was gone.
When I saw him again, she was already in another city, in a completely different environment, and she was completely different...... and him.
But he didn't remember her.
I don't remember him encouraging a man of despair.
……
Wen Ranran thought about various reasons, but she never thought that their encounter was such a story.
When it comes to the old things again, Song Ning has been able to face them very calmly, and she didn't even choke up a little.
Wen Ranran listened to it with a sour nose, she only knew that Song Ning was born with autism, she did not like to talk before high school, and she had communication barriers, she also knew that Song Ning had a very serious car accident, but she didn't know that she had been so desperate.
"Ningning, I'm really sorry, how uncomfortable you should have been at that time, but I don't know anything, I can't even go there to see you......" Wen Ranran felt guilty and powerless.
The saddest thing is that you know she is in pain, but you can't do anything and can't do anything.
Song Ning hugged her and said softly: "It's okay, it's all over, don't you see that I'm doing well now, as long as the result is good, the process is nothing." ”
Wen Ranran didn't speak, just hugged her tightly.
The two little girls talked a lot more before returning to the topic.
Wen Ranran: "So, the boy you mentioned to me back then was Yu Ling?" ”
She had no way to go back to see Song Ning at that time, but she still kept in touch on the Internet, and she vaguely remembered that Song Ning had mentioned it to her.
Song Ning nodded, "Yes, it's him." ”
After saying that, she smiled bitterly again, "To be honest, I didn't expect to meet him again in this school, and I didn't expect him to remember me at all." ”
Three years seems to have changed a lot.
And time is the most powerless thing she can do.
Wen Ranran cautiously, "That...... What are you going to do now, are you going to confess to him? ”
Song Ning shook her head slightly, "You know, I'm afraid." ”
Afraid of what?
Afraid of being rejected after confessing, afraid that even their last bit of contact will be cut off.
Since he didn't remember her anymore, he might as well continue like this.
He doesn't remember, it's okay.
She just remembers.