In late autumn, the cold wind is whisking, in a simple and quiet small courtyard, a single thin woman reclines on a rattan chair, the autumn wind blows her haggard face from time to time, rolls up her white silk, she seems to have not checked, quietly watching the autumn wind sweep the leaves.

Thinking of that day, when she was excited to pass on what she had learned in her life to Sun Jia's smart little daughter, the little girl blurted out the words: "Talent is not a woman's career." ”

How sad! Tong Yan Wuji said all the women's hearts, at that time she felt dizzy, and afterwards felt even more desolate, she learned to be rich and rich, and became famous all over the world, but in the end she fell into a lonely position, no one could know it, and there was no result if she wanted to pass on what she had learned.

This loneliness is terrible, it is as if she is the only one in the world, and no one can talk to her about desolation.

"Looking for and seeking, cold and lonely, miserable and miserable, when it is warm and cold, it is the most difficult to rest. Three glasses and two light wines, how can he be the enemy and come to the wind at night? The geese are also sad, but they are old acquaintances. Accumulation of yellow flowers all over the ground......"

Those who did not step through the door burst into tears, covered their mouths and suppressed their cries, and listened to her singing.

"Haggard and damaged, who can pick it up now? Guarding the window, how can you be born dark alone? Sycamore is more and drizzle, to dusk, bit by bit. This time, what a sad word! ”

Li Qingzhao didn't cry, but Wang Jiran cried breathlessly.

Wang Jiran was very cowardly before, and she refused a few times before she stopped visiting, she felt that she had no face to face Li Qingzhao, and she did not have the courage to ask for her forgiveness, so many years, only let her friends take care of her, but never came to Jinhua in person, after asking many people, she found such a dilapidated and simple house, her cousin is famous all over the world, and she is only eight buckets high, and now she has ended up so desolate.

"Who's coming?" Hearing the sound of sobbing, Li Qingzhao stood up with the armrest, and Wang Jiran clenched his fists tightly and stepped into the door.

Li Qingzhao looked back and saw that it was her, his expectant eyes immediately dimmed, changed to a cold appearance, and said, "What are you doing?" ”

After all, they are cousins who have known each other for many years and have made friends, seeing her burst into tears, Li Qingzhao couldn't bear it after being indifferent, and remembered that her friends said that she had done good deeds, so she said: "You come in first." ”

Wang Jiran wiped her tears, walked in with a sob, seeing that she was so old and crying like a little baby, Li Qingzhao had a trace of helplessness in her heart, and she didn't want to face her tolerance and mercy at this time, so she turned around and pretended to do something else, Wang Jiran called out to her, rushed forward and hugged her, and choked up: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry." ”

Her voice was full of desolation and pity, Li Qingzhao couldn't help but be moved, she held back her tears and said calmly: "You didn't feel sorry for anyone." After so many years, she also figured out that living is not a sin, and she even felt guilty that as a cousin, she was the same as the rest of the world, not only not happy for the return of her relatives, but ashamed.

Although Wang Jiran's husband Qin Huizhi has always advocated peace between Song and Jin, Wang Jiran is a woman's family and cannot control her husband's thoughts and behaviors, and he is guilty of not being guilty, and Qin Huizhi is just bending his knees to seek peace, and has not done anything evil, while Wang Jiran treats people gently despite his wealth, often helps the poor, and has done a lot of good things for the people of Limin, she really should not criticize her.

But now her mind was in a mess, and she didn't know how to face her, so she took her hand away and said, "You sit down first, and I'll make tea for you." ”

"Cousin!" Wang Jiran grabbed her arm and cried: "Don't live here, it's dilapidated and old, and it's still lonely, you can go back with me!" “

Li Qingzhao was very surprised when he heard this, but he laughed and said: "The small family is naturally not as good as the Prime Minister's Mansion, but I have lived here for so many years, and I am clean and comfortable, so I will not go to Lin'an to attract suspicion." ”

Wang Jiran wanted to explain, and remembered the evaluation of himself and Qin Huizhi by the people of the world, so he said: "I put you next to my home, and no one will know." ”

He also described to her the joy of life in Hangzhou, and said: "Although Lin'an is not as prosperous as Bianliang, it is also interesting, the Jade Pot Garden and the ancient willow forest are particularly beautiful, we can go to the Qingqing to play, we can go to the Qiantang River to watch the tide, there are not only all kinds of pastries on the street, but also many things that Bianliang did not have before." ”

"I don't like hustle and bustle." Li Qingzhao rejected her in just one sentence, but she still didn't give up, and persuaded: "There is no one here, it's too bleak and desolate." ”

"If you are here to persuade me to go to Lin'an, then please go back." Li Qingzhao's expression was flat, but his tone was very resolute, Wang Jiran knew that this matter was basically no fun, so he let go of his hand and said: "I don't have to persuade you to go back, just mention a few words, I just came here to see you, I don't mean anything else." ”

Li Qingzhao thought of the distance between Lin'an and here, and knew that it was not easy for her to come here, and it was not good to treat her too cold, so he asked her to sit down, turned out the tea leaves from the house, and brought them to entertain.

She has been paying attention to Wang Jiran's expression, who would have thought that she would frown after drinking the first sip of tea, Li Qingzhao pointed to the osmanthus tree in the corner of the yard, and laughed at herself: "This is the flower tea I collected and made by myself, a small farmer, I can't compare it to your big family......"

Who knew that Wang Jiran put down the teacup, held her hands, and said with a smile: "It's still the taste of childhood." "Back then, she often went to Li Qingzhao's house to play, Li Qingzhao was elegant, liked to plant some flowers and plants, and brewed a good tea, whether it was peony, jasmine, orchid were used by her to make flower tea, Wang Jiran was happy to help her weed and water the flowers when she was a child, and often drank all kinds of tea she brewed, cousin-in-law Zhao Mingcheng often laughed at her 'can eat bitter tea, must be a master'.

Looking back on the past, I only felt that things were people, and when I looked at it again, the autumn wind in the small courtyard was howling, and I felt even more sad in my heart, Wang Jiran closed his eyes and sighed: "It's all changed!" ”

Li Qingzhao didn't say a word, but he also felt that his nose was sore, and he almost shed tears, and he didn't want to indulge in sadness too much, so he said, "Isn't it very busy?" Why did you have time to come over? ”

"I thought of you, so I came." Wang Jiran opened his eyes, remembered the incident before departure, and said with a smile: "Cousin, I have something, you will be happy to hear it." ”

Li Qingzhao thought about it, knew most of it in his heart, and deliberately didn't say it, Wang Jiran really mentioned Yue Fei's repulsion of the Jin soldiers, and heard her excitedly say: "I see, after a while, Yan Zongbi will cry and ask his mother to run back to Beijing, and then see if they dare to underestimate us!" ”

"Don't you support peace? What do you think now? Li Qingzhao asked.

Wang Jiran said: "Before, it was said that he wanted to negotiate peace, and the beloved had already signed, who wanted to negotiate peace after it was sent to Jin Guo but was torn up by Wanyan Zongbi, and he also brought troops over with a stinky and shameless person, since he was not benevolent, then don't blame us for beating him." ”

She added: "If there is no way out, who is willing to give up their dignity and bend themselves to peace? The reason why I was willing to be subordinate to others before was because of my lack of strength, I was afraid that the people of the world would be harmed by the war, and now that the Yue family army is fighting, we can't hold back! I think it's better to beat the Jin people to death and fight them back, so they can't come and harass us!" ”

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