089 There is a knot in the heart

I wanted to tell Yan Xian that there was no such thing as me and him who was responsible for whom, but I finally swallowed what I wanted to say, thinking that no matter how things change when I return from South Korea, I will tell him that this gorgeous palace is not my yearning and attachment for the rest of my life.

When I returned to the drunken flowers, I was physically and mentally exhausted, and I felt sleepy, and I didn't have time to change my clothes and fell asleep, during which I heard the worried sighs of the little girl and the ninth sister-in-law in a daze.

After being woken up by them several times, he poured a decoction, and fell asleep again, I don't know how long he slept, and when he gradually woke up, he told himself that he must get better quickly, because Yan Shao said that he would go to South Korea on the tenth day of the new year.

Yan Shao...... When I think of this name, I feel that my heart is hurt by something hard.

The little girl entered the room with a lacquer plate, and the ninth sister-in-law followed behind, seeing that I was raising my arms and preparing to get up, the two hurriedly met her, and the ninth sister-in-law choked up excitedly: "My good girl, you can be regarded as awake, you have slept for twelve hours." ”

After saying that, the chubby hand covered my forehead, "The fever is gone, the fever is gone...... Come, little girl, give the girl some medicine. ”

My whole body seemed to be collapsed, but I was bent on getting better quickly, so I drank all the medicine handed over by Xiaoya, and the two of them almost cried with joy when they saw me cooperate like this.

The little girl brought me a pillow, and the ninth sister-in-law sat on the edge of the bed and asked me, "The girl has an appetite, I'll make some rice soup for you to drink, how about it?" ”

I shook my head and said, "I want to drink it and boil it again, I don't want to eat at this time." ”

The ninth sister-in-law sighed and said, "I said that you were weirdly sick this time, how could you say that you fell down?" It should be that I went out with King Ming the night before yesterday and got cold......"

Speaking of Yan Shao, the ninth sister-in-law glanced at the little girl, and the little girl pouted and said: "This His Royal Highness King Ming is also really, he ran here happily the day before yesterday, I thought he liked my girl?" I didn't expect him to be engaged to another young lady of the Gongsun family, hum! It's really a joy for nothing! ”

I remembered the scene when he agreed to the marriage in Tianlu Pavilion without hesitation, and the scene when I thought of me and him in the carriage the day before yesterday, and my heart was a little more depressed.

However, looking back, I think it's okay to be like this, Yan Shao has been bumpy for half his life, and now he has finally got married and has something to rely on, I should be happy for him. As for me, it is also a good thing for me to be able to suppress the thoughts I dare not have in time when the heart first moves, and from then on, my heart will be free of distractions.

Since it is beneficial to me and to him, as long as the itinerary to the south remains the same, I don't plan to worry about this matter. So, I asked the little girl to take a pen and ink, and told her in detail about the record of ordering hidden weapons that I had received at the Qinxiang County Lord's ceremony, and asked her to deliver the goods according to what I had written down when she arrived.

The little girl is actually a smart and clever girl, she wrote them down one by one and repeated them to me, and there was nothing wrong, I touched her head with satisfaction and said, "The child can be taught." ”

The ninth sister-in-law took my hand and said with a worried face: "Originally, I was happy that you went to the south, thinking that you and King Ming's affairs could really be done, but now it seems that you should have something to do in the south, I think that although the little girl is small, but also clever, it is better for you to take her with her, although the girl is a smart person, but there must be someone to take care of the living and eating on the road, and it is good to teach the little girl to go out and see for a long time." ”