008 Like a dream, not a dream
"Ah Yan doesn't dare." I thought to myself that this was a royal palace after all.
Through the door of the gauze cupboard, I watched Jian Ling also get up in her clothes, sit under the quilt, and trace her graceful figure according to the halo of the night pearl, her faint sigh came into my ears, and then said softly: "He should love her." ”
I don't know how to comfort her, as she said, I really don't have any experience to talk about, Yan Rong and Qinglang said when they laughed and talked with me that as long as I talked about emotional topics, I had the ability to easily talk about the sky half to death.
At this moment, I struggled to think about how to break this cramped and embarrassing atmosphere, but Jian Ling had no intention of bothering with me, and said to myself, "However, I always feel that he is not without feelings for me. ”
I was speechless again, not knowing how to answer, but Jian Ling chuckled to herself: "After Gongsun Huayu died, on the eve of his decision to return to South Korea again to take revenge, I confessed to him and told him that I would wait for him to come back, he has been silent, he did not refuse me, so Ah Yan, can I understand that he is actually thinking about the future between me and him?" ”
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"Unexpectedly, what I was waiting for was his death, the emperor said that he was dead and couldn't come back, so let me not wait any longer, I was in despair, I didn't eat for three days, and I begged for death. Later, the emperor said that if I died, then my father would really be regarded as a queen, and there was no one in this world who really cared about King Ming, and he asked me, who can really remember them every Qingming Chongyang, so I survived, for them, relying on the emperor's favor to survive arbitrarily. ”
Jian Ling's words made me sigh, it is easy for people to live in the world without anyone in the end......
"Before today, I felt like I was living in a dream, and it was good to be alive like this, haha, but he didn't die, he came back, Ah Yan, what do you think I'm doing?" Jian Ling was obsessed with the past and couldn't extricate herself, she frequently asked herself and repeated it.
In addition to listening attentively, I didn't dare to make any judgments about her past, when the dawn seeped into the draping curtains, and the light of the night pearl gradually dimmed, I couldn't hear Jian Ling's voice, and sleepiness swept over.
The body that seemed to be floating in the water began to sink gradually, I heard a shallow sigh in my ears, and then I smelled the dark fragrance in my sleeves, and a thick and warm palm gently caressed my cheeks, like the petals of Qionghua falling between my eyebrows and eyes, like spring and snow.
I thought, I should be in a dream.
After resting for an hour, I had breakfast in the Lingge Hall at the end of the hour, and left the palace after leaving Jian Ling. Although I can enter and leave the palace freely as long as I hold the red gold token that Yan offered to me, I will not enter the palace at will unless I am summoned by Yan Xian.
After being whitewashed and repaired by the emperors of the Three Dynasties, this Dajin Palace is not only magnificent but also majestic, but for me, it is too solemn and solemn, which makes people feel depressed, and it is difficult to say that I like it.
The sun is rising, the sky is cloudless, the eaves of the four directions provoked by Zhu Yongbi tile seem to be inlaid in the blue sky, I turned the jade flute in my hand, exhaled lightly, and felt the heaviness on my chest like the haze blown away by the wind, bright and relaxed.
I walked in the direction of Puyifang for a tea time, and then I remembered the "coffin prince" Yanrong, who had been forgotten by the royal family and isolated by the queen mother, even if he was a prince with such a grand occasion last night, he could not enter the palace for the banquet.
Coupled with the return of King Ming, I think I have to go to the Jin Palace's mansion to gossip in the name of condolences so that I can not have a meeting with his confidant.