Chapter Ninety-Six: Blissful Wonderland Chapter 8
She never imagined that she would one day be able to speak disrespectfully to her mother, whom she had most revered and admired since childhood, but her heart was pounding, she had never disobeyed her mother's wishes, and her mother seemed to be shocked by her attitude, and her eyebrows, which had always been respectful, were stunned for a moment. Yuchuan stumbled to his feet, as if a string in his heart was broken, and he fled at a loss. But her body and mind felt a strange heartiness, and it seemed that seeing her mother's eyes full of shock made her feel a sense of revenge.
She didn't know when she started to get twisted.
And this distortion is based on years of pent-up pain, closed prisons. For the first time, she dared to open the door of the prison, and it was as if she had touched the freedom she had always longed for.
Disobedience has a first time, there will be a second, and gradually every meeting will lead to a violent quarrel. Ah Niang once looked her in the eyes, and asked her in a deep voice why she became like this, she could hear the heartache and disappointment in her mother's voice, Ah Niang has always been so proud, she will never allow Qi Chuan to deviate from the track she is taking, and Ah Niang forced her to choose the path, but she doesn't want to go on now.
Not for anything else, but she's tired of it.
She doesn't want to practice piano, chess, calligraphy and painting desperately to make herself the leader, she doesn't want to fight for anything, anyone is like this on Elysium, why does she have to force herself so painfully to go to that lonely position, Ah Niang said that she must leave here one day, but she can see that it is Ah Niang who desperately wants to leave, she hates this island, leaving here is a dream that she has not been able to fulfill in her poor life. But this dream is not from Qichuan, she doesn't think there is anything wrong here, she was born in this poor and luxurious place, and she should be drunk and dreamed of rotting here.
She doesn't want to carry her mother's obsession anymore, as a tool for her mother to break out of the cage.
This island is a place to eat people, it carries countless desires, some people indulge in lust in Wanxue Building, arrogant and indulgent, and some people spend money in the casino and go bankrupt. These desires turned into monsters, the ghosts that sneaked into her dreams every night and night, and she didn't plan to resist this monster now, even if it was eaten, it didn't matter, half because she was numb, and half because she could take revenge on her mother.
As long as she sits behind the scenes, she can arouse the popularity of a group of people, they spend a lot of money, just to listen to her play a piano, or sing a song, only when some people are bidding for the land, she will offer a dance alone, these people flock to it, and her name of the red lotus reflecting the moon has become more and more prominent, and even once overshadowed the name of her mother Wanxue Qinghui.
She wanted to escape from her mother's shackles, and even some couldn't wait.
But she didn't realize that someone wanted her to disappear, and her mood was even more urgent.
Huang Mo and Na Lang Zhong stood in front of the girl's eyes, her dream was long and lonely, only a very empty house, a small window was opened on the house, and she could see the cold moon and sparse stars outside, this should be her refraction of her heart, even if she has the talent and favor that others envy, but her heart is still empty.
Qichuan has been waiting in the dark night, hugging the cold window, watching the clouds flow by, sleepless night.
It was so empty here, there was no boundary, she saw a person holding the hand of the little man walking in front of her, the figure was plain and indifferent, she couldn't see clearly in the fog, she kept holding the person tightly, half-running and half-upside down behind her, for fear of being left behind. The phantom flickered, and she stood there alone, the person holding her hand had disappeared.
She searched around in a panic, the light and shadow of the sundial were constantly changing, the dusk was misty and the last remnants of the glow were projected on the white wall through the window, she wordlessly surrounded herself, feeling like she was in a dream. Eyes flashed, saw the sky lantern flying outside the window to cover the sky, the star has been exposed for half a moon, the tide rises and falls and the sound is in the ear, the spark extinguishes, the cold tide dew is heavy, a thousand wishes, staggering slowly, the distant wind flies to the Milky Way, and there are a few lines of words written on the sky lantern paper cover: "My son, the auspicious day of the moon, the beginning of the Yuan service." Abandon your young ambitions, and become virtuous. Shou Kao Weiqi, Jieer Jingfu. ”
Mother has not forgotten that day of her birth, which was the year of her death.
Lang Zhong stood beside her and watched hundreds of sky lanterns swaying in the galaxy, with unprecedented solemnity in his tone: "Qichuan." You seem to have forgotten one of the most important things. ”
There was a warm and moist touch in her ears, and when she touched it with her hand, it was full of tears.
It turns out that tears can flow silently like this.
She looked at the handsome and arrogant silhouette of Lang Zhong's face, and her tears were like a surging stream, soaking her makeup.
After a while, she spoke, "If my existence is meaningless, then why did I come to this world? ”
Lang Zhong's blurred face drew closer to her, and silky hair slid down her face. She heard Lang Zhong's tone with a calm and calm tone that looked at the overall situation: "You must have some cause and effect when you come here." People who have no reason do not exist in the world. ”
Qi Chuan held his breath, forced back his tears, and said, "If that's the case, I want you to find my cause and effect, why I can still live the value." ”
"You can rest assured of this." Lang Zhong pursed his thin lips and smiled: "I will definitely cure your illness." ”
He slowly disappeared into the air, leaving behind only a faint medicinal fragrance that was impossible to find. She stood up in horror to look for his figure, but suddenly the whole house was burning, and there was a fire that could not be escaped. The place where she lived, everything she had, everything was burning in a sea of fire. Wherever the dragon's tongue licked, it burned wildly. It hovered over the head of the river, devouring all around. Thick smoke billowed out, everything in the sea of fire could not be seen clearly, and the hot flames choked the tips of Sukawa's hair, making a beeping sound.
"What's going on here?" Qi Chuan shouted with difficulty.
"Have you forgotten?" Lang Zhong's lazy magnetic voice suddenly sounded in his ears: "What you don't want to recall is what happened in this place." ”
"Qi'er-Qi'er!!!" A terrible cry came from outside: "Where are you?!! Answer me!! ”
Out of the fire, a woman's figure suddenly broke in, dragging her inconvenient steps, dodging falling objects, and rushing into it desperately.
“…… That's, my mother? He looked at the vague figure and muttered.